Baby Boy

We found out yesterday we are having a little boy! We are thrilled and so excited - but mostly just grateful for this blessing and that he looks perfect and healthy.

12 Weeks

A lot has happened since my last update. I have graduated to the OB, I stopped my PIO injections and Husband and I enjoyed telling friends and family our good news this Easter weekend.

At my 12 week appointment on Friday we got to see baby again, and boy had he/she changed! Baby looks like an actual baby now and was kicking up a storm and waving its little arms - so incredibly awesome to see! We actually had the appointment scheduled for 11 weeks and 1 day, because we were planning to tell family that weekend and wanted an updated picture. But baby measured 11 weeks, 6 days, so we are now counting the weeks down on Mondays, which is halfway through where baby was measuring and where we actually thought we were. I'm okay with that as long as baby is healthy and happy!

It is still so surreal to be here. Each day is a battle for me to give up my fear that something bad is going to happen and give that over to God. I am starting to show just a little bit, and even bought a few maternity items to wear. We continue to be so grateful for this blessing. I am still following blogs and praying and hoping for each of you.

8 weeks, 1 day

Everything was still looking good at my 7 week ultrasound last week and my 8 week ultrasound today. At 7 weeks baby measured right at 7 weeks and had a heartbeat of 146. We also got to listen to the heartbeat at that appointment, which was the most amazing thing.

This week's ultrasound was done by my OB, and let's just say he's not the most adept at the ultrasound machine. He said his tech normally does it, and she wasn't available for some reason, so he did it instead. Of course we were able to see the baby and see where it's heart was beating strong, but he didn't know how to measure it or listen to it. I was okay with that because I could see it beating, and we are having an appointment next week with the RE. He pointed out the legs, arms, head and spine as well. Baby measured right at 8 weeks, 3 days.

I told him about my fears of miscarriage. After trying so long to get pregnant, it's been really hard for me to just enjoy this miracle. He said I could come in every day for an ultrasound if that would help to reassure me. Of course I won't do that, but it was nice to know that offer is on the table for whenever I start to worry again.

I still have very few pregnancy symptoms. I'm a lot hungrier than I used to be, and definitely more tired. But that's really about it. It has been a worry point for me because you always hear about the nausea and the soreness - both the RE and my OB said it's just as normal not to have any, and it should be no cause for worry. They also said those things could be right around the corner for me, so we will see! I was surprised I hadn't gained any weight since before IVF today - I've been eating so much I really thought I had gained 10 pounds.

So excited and grateful that this pregnancy is still going well.

Six Weeks

Doc let us come in early for our first ultrasound after much begging and pleading. He warned us we probably would not see a heartbeat this early, and therefore he couldn't determine if it was an ongoing pregnancy.

We were prepared for that, so imagine our surprise and joy when he immediately saw a sac, fetal pole and a strong little heartbeat of around 116! Baby was even measuring ahead at 6 weeks, 3 days.

It was so wonderful to see its little heart flickering away. Husband and I both had huge smiles on our faces as we watched it. We even got a little picture of it to take home, although you can't really see much.

I was so glad we pushed for an ultrasound sooner, because it really did me a lot of good. I have been so worried there wouldn't actually be a baby inside me. I have had very few symptoms so far. I really need to work on my faith! We don't have another appointment until next Thursday, and I am hoping Doc will let us come in once more after that as well.

I still can't believe this is happening to me and that I am really pregnant. Each day with this baby is a precious gift and I am so grateful to God for this answered prayer. I know anything can still happen at this point, but I am choosing to trust God that He has it in His hands and put the worry aside and just try to enjoy this pregnancy.

Second Beta

My second beta was 871! I am a little nervous because it seems like most girls betas more than double, and mine wasn't quite as high as some peoples by this day. But they said everything was fine, they were looking for anything 800 or more, and I don't need to come back in until my first ultrasound in March. The wait for the second beta was killer so I can just imagine how much harder the next two weeks will be!

I still can't believe this is happening to me. Husband and I both cried when they gave us the news. I know that anything could still happen at this point - but we are praying and trusting God that this pregnancy is viable and enjoying being pregnant for the first time ever.

PREGNANT!

HCG was 200! We are overjoyed and thrilled. Next beta is Monday.

To God be the glory!

9dp3dt

The cramping is back. It's still not very bad, but it's there.

I also started spotting. This morning I woke up with just a little bit. Have had an even smaller bit after wiping once this morning.

I know this could be a good thing. So many girls have cramping/spotting and BFPs with IVF. On the other hand, I always cramp and spot before AF, so it could just be that. However, I have NEVER spotted on progesterone support before. I just get my period automatically once I stop it without any spotting. Holding on to hope in this one small difference!

Thanks for all the prayers, support and encouragement!