I'm a millennial-ish hackery sort, with a penchant for birding, writing, video games, and other miscellaneous artsy pursuits.
My public entries consist of:
* regular book reviews,
* semi-regular video game reviews,
* periodic travel / bird blogging,
* miscellaneous artsy commentary
* parlor questions,
* and small things that have charmed me.
I also post fanfiction updates & fannish commentary from time to time, though I write less of that nowadays than I used to.
My private/locked entries consist of:
* random life updates,
* general commentary that happens to include potentially personally-identifying information (for some relative value of that term, anyway),
* and artsy/political/cultural commentary that I'm shy about spreading to a wider audience (due to uncertainty of correctness, degree of controversial-ness, amount of "I don't wanna", etc)
If you'd like to access the latter, just leave a comment here (all comments screened). If I've seen you around, or you convince me that we have some stuff in common, I'll probably add you!
(Alternatively, if you'd like to be removed from the latter, just ask. No hard feelings; my various random life updates may be of less interest than my public stuff!)
end-of-year fanfic meme
Jan. 1st, 2026 03:31 pmtime for the annual tradition~
Total number of completed stories: Six! They are:
Four Fire Emblem: Path of Radiance/Radiant Dawn fics:
* Man of Letters (Pelleas & Naesala, Pelleas/Micaiah/Sothe)
* a way in the wilderness (Naesala/Leanne)
* Solstice (Reyson & Lillia)
* snake & sweet flower (Sothe/Tibarn/Reyson)
A Clair Obscur: Expedition 33 fic:
* thrash the lake white (Verso &/ Sciel)
And my Yuletide fic, which was written for the James Tiptree Jr. story "Her Smoke Rose Up Forever":
* That Which Crieth Unto Me From the Ground (...er, weird sentient birdlike things...?)
( rest of the meme under the cut )
Total number of completed stories: Six! They are:
Four Fire Emblem: Path of Radiance/Radiant Dawn fics:
* Man of Letters (Pelleas & Naesala, Pelleas/Micaiah/Sothe)
* a way in the wilderness (Naesala/Leanne)
* Solstice (Reyson & Lillia)
* snake & sweet flower (Sothe/Tibarn/Reyson)
A Clair Obscur: Expedition 33 fic:
* thrash the lake white (Verso &/ Sciel)
And my Yuletide fic, which was written for the James Tiptree Jr. story "Her Smoke Rose Up Forever":
* That Which Crieth Unto Me From the Ground (...er, weird sentient birdlike things...?)
( rest of the meme under the cut )
The price of Seeing was the Stones; every true-living creature knew that.
(70s-style "weird" scifi horror/xenofiction pastiche. it's riffing on the James Tiptree Jr's short story "Her Smoke Rose Up Forever", but probably reads OK canon-blind. ~5k words.)
Read here on AO3.
( author's notes (spoilers) )
"Verso," Sciel says, smiling brightly, "I'm starting to think you don't want our little expedition to succeed."Read here on AO3.
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Verso’s working toward another end. Sciel won’t let that happen.
Set during Act 3.
Sciel &/ Verso, ~7k words.
( author's notes (contains spoilers for the fic) )
piano notes (october)
Oct. 26th, 2025 12:16 amjust a bit of this & that—
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also, shoutout and/or critical support to this madman who listened to all the scarlatti sonatas & ranked them. i don't 100% agree with all his takes (at least, on the much smaller subset of the sonatas that i listened to lol), but i DID find some p sweet sonatas i would've otherwise overlooked and the article's vibes are good!
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also, shoutout and/or critical support to this madman who listened to all the scarlatti sonatas & ranked them. i don't 100% agree with all his takes (at least, on the much smaller subset of the sonatas that i listened to lol), but i DID find some p sweet sonatas i would've otherwise overlooked and the article's vibes are good!
piano notes (september)
Sep. 25th, 2025 12:29 pmthe good news: my partner got me a fancy audio interface* for my birthday <3 so i can pull nice recordings off my piano now! and i broke it in by recording myself playing Verso's theme <3 it was very fun <3
the grind:
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the grind:
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When, in the course of human events, one reads a little bit too much of Marilynne Robinson's incredible prose, and then plays a little bit too much Clair Obscur: Expedition 33, and thus gets the two very different types of work all muddled in one's head, and is thus seized with the need to go spit out many thousands of words of Clair-Obscur-fanfiction-in-the-style-of-Marilynne-Robinson, but becomes aware partway through the project that one's understanding of the culture and structure of the Paris Conservatory during the Belle Époque era is incredibly thin, and this lack of understanding is really becoming awkward given that one has gone and invented an entire subplot involving multiple professors at aforementioned conservatory in one's fanfiction based on a passing mention in canon that "oh such-and-such character went to conservatory" and literally nothing else—well, it thus becomes necessary to go read a well-regarded biography of a contemporaneous French composer to amend that lack of knowledge.
Which is how I found myself reading Gabriel Fauré: A Musical Life by Jean-Michel Nectoux (translated by Roger Nichols).
("You really have a knack for nerd-sniping yourself," a friend observed dryly when I explained my present pitiable state of affairs. Yeah I sure do, huh.)
As I've been reading this primarily for convoluted fanfiction research purposes, what follows should not be construed as a review or anything even approaching one (I haven't even finished reading the book yet!), but, more of a... thinking-aloud session? Because there's a great deal that's amused me, and also a great deal that's made me very ponderous, and also stuff that just straight-up confused me (recall my aforementioned staggering lack of historical/contextual knowledge)... and yeah the only way I know how to think these days is via blog posts, apparently.
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Oh, also, one last funny bit about the translation: there's a bunch of words that are left with the French spelling, for no particular reason I can discern? The funniest of these is "rôle," which is always spelled the French way, even though there is no semantic difference to be had there. Whatcha trying to prove with that little hat over the O, lol. Though I guess The New Yorker still spells coordinate and cooperate as "coördinate" and "coöperate" so. I guess we all have our little spelling hangups :P
Which is how I found myself reading Gabriel Fauré: A Musical Life by Jean-Michel Nectoux (translated by Roger Nichols).
("You really have a knack for nerd-sniping yourself," a friend observed dryly when I explained my present pitiable state of affairs. Yeah I sure do, huh.)
As I've been reading this primarily for convoluted fanfiction research purposes, what follows should not be construed as a review or anything even approaching one (I haven't even finished reading the book yet!), but, more of a... thinking-aloud session? Because there's a great deal that's amused me, and also a great deal that's made me very ponderous, and also stuff that just straight-up confused me (recall my aforementioned staggering lack of historical/contextual knowledge)... and yeah the only way I know how to think these days is via blog posts, apparently.
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Oh, also, one last funny bit about the translation: there's a bunch of words that are left with the French spelling, for no particular reason I can discern? The funniest of these is "rôle," which is always spelled the French way, even though there is no semantic difference to be had there. Whatcha trying to prove with that little hat over the O, lol. Though I guess The New Yorker still spells coordinate and cooperate as "coördinate" and "coöperate" so. I guess we all have our little spelling hangups :P
Dear Yuletide Writer 2025
Sep. 16th, 2025 02:33 amThank you in advance, kind stranger! I have requested some rather niche fandoms and I'm SO delighted by the possibility of any fic for any of these. I'm pretty easygoing & omnivorous when it comes to fic-reading, so please have fun writing, and follow your inspiration where it leads, even if it doesn't entirely match the prompts here!
(Also: I'm happy to receive treats!)
( General Likes )
I mostly read gen, but I also enjoy very shippy or smutty fic, so long as there's still significant plot and/or character study elements. To that end I also have a list of:
( Smutty Likes )
I mostly enjoy things that stick close to canon facts/settings. However, I do enjoy setting-based AUs when the new setting has a ton of flavor (e.g. coffee shop AUs or standard college AUs tend to be too bland for me, but I've enjoyed stuff like "they're all national park rangers" AU or "US Revolutionary War" AU, etc). Canon divergent AUs / "what if?" AUs are also great if you've got a cool idea for one!
What I've written, bookmarked, and been gifted on AO3 does a pretty good job of showing the range of things I'm most delighted to read.
Do Not Wants (DNWs): AUs where the primary focus is erotic (e.g. omegaverse, d/s verse, slavefic, etc), vomit/feces/piss
Okay, on to the fandom-specific stuff~
( Gilead Series - Marilynne Robinson )
( The True Deceiver - Tove Jansson )
( Clair Obscur: Expedition 33 )
( Teixcalaan Series - Arkady Martine )
(Also: I'm happy to receive treats!)
( General Likes )
I mostly read gen, but I also enjoy very shippy or smutty fic, so long as there's still significant plot and/or character study elements. To that end I also have a list of:
( Smutty Likes )
I mostly enjoy things that stick close to canon facts/settings. However, I do enjoy setting-based AUs when the new setting has a ton of flavor (e.g. coffee shop AUs or standard college AUs tend to be too bland for me, but I've enjoyed stuff like "they're all national park rangers" AU or "US Revolutionary War" AU, etc). Canon divergent AUs / "what if?" AUs are also great if you've got a cool idea for one!
What I've written, bookmarked, and been gifted on AO3 does a pretty good job of showing the range of things I'm most delighted to read.
Do Not Wants (DNWs): AUs where the primary focus is erotic (e.g. omegaverse, d/s verse, slavefic, etc), vomit/feces/piss
Okay, on to the fandom-specific stuff~
( Gilead Series - Marilynne Robinson )
( The True Deceiver - Tove Jansson )
( Clair Obscur: Expedition 33 )
( Teixcalaan Series - Arkady Martine )
I (finally!) got a chance to play John Company (2022 edition) with some friends last week :3
For those not familiar: Cole Wehrle is a very interesting board game designer who I've blathered about before; he tends to make board games with asymmetric gameplay and complex mechanics... but the complexity of the mechanics usually feel less in service to Making Stuff Hard and more in service of Providing A Nuanced And Detailed Experience. (The way Bird Guy described it was, "I feel less like I'm playing a board game and more like I'm engaging with some sort of... interactive art-piece-slash-simulation? in which I'm roleplaying something dictated by my position in the game?" And, yeah. That really is the best description of the Wehrle board game experience. This one included!)
ANYWAY. Jotting down some brief thoughts for posterity and/or anyone else curious about this game:
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For those not familiar: Cole Wehrle is a very interesting board game designer who I've blathered about before; he tends to make board games with asymmetric gameplay and complex mechanics... but the complexity of the mechanics usually feel less in service to Making Stuff Hard and more in service of Providing A Nuanced And Detailed Experience. (The way Bird Guy described it was, "I feel less like I'm playing a board game and more like I'm engaging with some sort of... interactive art-piece-slash-simulation? in which I'm roleplaying something dictated by my position in the game?" And, yeah. That really is the best description of the Wehrle board game experience. This one included!)
ANYWAY. Jotting down some brief thoughts for posterity and/or anyone else curious about this game:
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piano update
Aug. 31st, 2025 02:21 pmon the one hand: last time i publicposted about piano here i got such fun & lovely comments
on the other hand: surely further navel-gazy blathering on that theme would only be boring though
on the other other hand: but i am writing that kind of thing down anyway, for like, My Own Purposes, so like, idk maybe someone else would be curious to see
on the other other other hand:this is all probably incredibly cringe to watch i'm so mediocre at piano for someone who took lessons for so long sigh
synthesis: okay, this post is public rn, but i reserve the write to access-lock it at any time out of shyness/self-consciousness haha. it will probably not be interesting unless you want to hear What I Learned About Piano Today-type stuff~
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anyway yeah. that sure was two thousand words about Picking Piano Back Up As An Adult, please and thank you
on the other hand: surely further navel-gazy blathering on that theme would only be boring though
on the other other hand: but i am writing that kind of thing down anyway, for like, My Own Purposes, so like, idk maybe someone else would be curious to see
on the other other other hand:
synthesis: okay, this post is public rn, but i reserve the write to access-lock it at any time out of shyness/self-consciousness haha. it will probably not be interesting unless you want to hear What I Learned About Piano Today-type stuff~
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anyway yeah. that sure was two thousand words about Picking Piano Back Up As An Adult, please and thank you
Seattle Recommendations (2025 edition)
Aug. 15th, 2025 11:23 amCreating a new version of an older post because some of those recommendations were a little dated.
( Ballard )
( West Seattle )
( Fremont )
( Uptown / Lower Queen Anne / Downtown Kinda )
( University District-ish )
( Capitol Hill )
( Georgetown )
( Classical Touristy Stuff That Is Pretty Good Even Though It's Touristy )
( Miscellaneous Further-Afield Spots )
( Ballard )
( West Seattle )
( Fremont )
( Uptown / Lower Queen Anne / Downtown Kinda )
( University District-ish )
( Capitol Hill )
( Georgetown )
( Classical Touristy Stuff That Is Pretty Good Even Though It's Touristy )
( Miscellaneous Further-Afield Spots )