So I'll start with masterclass. I step on to the stage: "Hi, my name is Rayla and this is my accompanist Ashley...." I can't believe I forgot my accompanist's last name on stage during a performance. She reminds me of her name and I continue, "and we will be performing Standchen by Franz Schubert." I nod, the accompaniment starts, I open my mouth and nothing comes out but nerves. I sound awful. Well, the show must go on, and on it went, and on, and on, and on. It never got any better. My nervousness made me more nervous and it just kept getting worse until the song finally was over and I got to stand on the stage in tears and wait for the class's comments. Brother Linford comes to the stage, hands me his handkerchief, and calls on a couple people for comments. "Wait," he stops them and turns to me, "Would you explain to us how you think your performance went." I explain that I was very nervous and pretty sure the whole thing was awful. "That's what I thought," he said, "Well, not that you have that out of your system and you've had a good cry, how about trying that first line again." I sing the first line and he tells me that I've got a Harley and my problem is that I'm cruising along on my Harley until I get to the tiniest hill at which point I get off the Harley and walk it over the hill. He has me try putting more "gas" into it to get over the "hill. After a couple times doing that, we are out of time and he asks me to sing for next week's class.
So immediately after that I am scheduled to sing in the STAR Recital (STudent Afternoon Recital). I'm a bit of a wreck and I'm not really sure I can even talk to tell Sister Ashby that I can't sing in the recital, let alone sing. I decide to go through it a couple of times with my accompanist and see how things go. George and Dan are still in the room and they give me a few pointers on how to calm my nerves. I sing it again and it's still not fantastic, but it's better than before so I decide to just have a little faith and go out and perform. I get out there and act as cam as I can. I sing and it is still a rocky performance, but it was WAY better than masterclass, so I feel really grateful for how well it went. I'm holding back tears, but really relieved that it is finally over.
On a happier note, I got my Ear Training Exam back this morning and I only missed three point. One was because I mislabeled a chord as a ii6 instead of a ii65. The other two were because I notated a couple of rhythms with ties instead of as a dotted note, which I didn't know that we had to do for this exam, so I am really happy with the results and I feel like I am doing really well in that class. I also got a 96% on my oral German diction exam and an 89.5% on the written exam, so that is really great too. I hope all of you at home are doing well, and I hope I can hear back from some of you siblings sometime soon. Have a Terrific Tuesday!