Dead and Gone

Dear Redkisses,

Nobody comes here anymore. This is just the very reflection of your owner - a silent and empty space.

Maybe I should delete you. I don't know. I've lost all my passion to blog.. it's useless.

Give me some more time. Almost every day I shed some tears. I need more time.

Yours truly,
Owner

Do you hear me?

I am here. Waiting.

Do you hear me? I hope you do.

Hard to believe. Hard to decipher. Hard to live on.

I'm trying. I'm just holding on.

Can you hear me? I miss you.

Way too long...

It's been way too long... How's it going? I think I've forgotten how it feels like to type here. Seems so foreign and new now.

My life is good... and bad at the same time. I only just hope for the better and pray everyday.

We all need miracles, don't we?

hair hair hair

Embrace yourselves, boys and girls. This is drastic...

I FINALLY CUT MY HAIR SHORT!!! Always wanted to have a pixie haircut since around 2008. Emma Watson has done just the same!

"Dear all. Cut my hair off a few days ago. Feels incredible. I love it. I've wanted to do this for years and years," Emma posted with the photo. "The stylist just grabbed the back of my hair and took a whole ponytail of hair out. It felt amazing. I love it," she said to EW.

I guess Hermione's curly 'do got old after a decade. And with the filming finally done on the last movie, she got the work done at a salon in New York.

"I missed all the experimentations teenagers go through," Watson added. "I've wanted to do this since I was about 16, so as soon as I had the chance I was like: Right. This is it."

http://www.starpulse.com/news/index.php/2010/08/07/emma_watson_reveals_short_haircut

And she looks hell good. But of course, I look like crap compared to her! Oh wells, if you do compare, she's a goddess and I'm a just pile of dung hahaha.

So anyways I LOVE MY NEW HAIR. Not exactly what I've always wanted, but i'll make do for now :) Life feels guuuud...

at the salon before my snipsnip

that's it guys...

there!

photos: credits to Ashley babe!

So sorry for the narcissism (below)! Decided to take a few camwhore shots of myself... hahaha wanted to show friends!

Sooo.. yup!! Short hair feels really great. I really love such drastic changes. Really gives my life a whole lotta oomph. I wasn't supposed to cut my hair actually, but a groomer said I should just give it a shot because she thought that I'll look younger and trendier. So I heeded her advice and off Ashley and I went to cut our hair!

Here's a list of why I gotta love short hair over keeping it long:

1) Saves a hell lot of time from doing a damn neat bun every single weekday morning = wake up later
2) Less hair loss (in the long run, there'll be a whole lotta hairspray, tugging and pulling to get hair up into a bun) and I was already losing mad amounts of hair
3) Saves time in the toilet + saves shampoo/conditioner/hair mask
4) My hair was realllly damaged so it was a good time to chop it all off!
5) Easier to manage
6) Can either style it to spunky (hahaha) or girly
7) Finally, an exciting change! Long hair was getting boring...

Ben is still clueless about this... Can't wait for him to see it tomorrow! He has also wanted me to go for the pixie hairdo since about few months ago, but I just didn't really have the guts to. What's more, my hair was permed and highlighted for less than a year! Oh oh, and the Polaroid camera is hereeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. That, he doesn't know too, so 2 huge surprises for him :)

Okkkk gotta ciao~ So sleepy everyday after work zzz. Laters!

New Road New Route

Going to be embarking on a whole new journey. I hope I'll learn to discern, keep safe and enjoy the ride.

This is going to be interesting. I've dreamt of this since I was little.