4 down 2 more to go, I feel like I am a zombie, illiterately half dead already.  I sleep next to lectures notes every night and I wake up to them every morning. I am really really very sick of studying, I don’t know if I can keep up with pace any more because every night at around this timing I feel every ounce of energy slowly draining out of my body… I can almost feel my body failing me.

As I am typing this, my eyelids are getting heavy by the second but yet every night I tell myself I cannot succumb to sleep because there is really too much to be done. I am not even a caffeine person, but the amount of caffeine I take in now is crazy. I have daily dose of milk tea/coffee/coke just to keep myself awake everyday. I just want everything to end I think I don’t care about my grade any more, this is how exhausted I am.

2nd May be quick and end my misery pretty please?