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I cannot emphasize how unfair the world is. Such a fucked up place.

Life is a big fat sick joke and it’s not even funny. I don’t believe in putting in effort and working hard anymore. Getting tired of this life, feel as if all hope is lost. Don’t worry, I’m not suicidal. Just that almost everything has gone wrong.

Life sucks when you are not a bad student, when you studied hard and put in effort but you still get horrendous results in the end. And I’m not even having high expectations this time round.

I want to give up. I think I have the rights to. Everyone has been telling me to hang on, I say how about it’s time to let go?

And to those of you out there who has better results than me, I know you want to make me feel better but please don’t say results don’t matter it’s the process that is important and all that bullshit because this is a academically driven society. Who are you kidding when you say results ain’t important. Yeah right, like real.

I should stop because ultimately I think no one understands completely because you didn’t experience what I went through kthxbye.

Hello there, quick update!

  1. Spent the past week working on D&D, I really hope everything will turn out fine. *fingers crossed*
  2. Going for a little picnic with Gab tomorrow, I am stoked ^^ Gna have to meet him pretty early in the morning to get some groceries for the picnic and may the weather be just fine tomorrow! :)
  3. Heading back to SP on Tuesday afternoon because it’s Gil’s graduation, I feel so excited for her and it’s been a year since I graduated from SP oh wow do I need to emphasize again on how time flies? And it’s already the 4th week into the holidays fyi, nooo time has to slow down.
  4. Release of results on Wednesday midnight, somebody save me I don’t think I can handle the disappointment and sadness when I see a drop in my cumulative GPA ugh.
  5. Exams are also officially over for my dearest Pinye! I am so happy for you, are you seeing this? :) Already arranged a date to meet up with her yayyyy can’t wait at all! :)

Ogay goodnight, need to get up early later gna attempt to have an earlier night today (if I can fall asleep at all).

  1.  Yay to no more exams (as for now), yay to end of Year 2. How time flies. Release of exams results in about 2 weeks’ time, bless me.
  2. Shifted out of hall a few days back, my wardrobe at home is now bursting, still have a whole semester of notes to file up properly. Procrastination at best.
  3. Managed to meet up with some friends, more meet ups upcoming, can’t wait to see everyone :)
  4. Spent an afternoon over at Sillyly’s yesterday and Ashleigh is such a qtpie, mischievous but such a darling at the same time. Kids really grow up so fast.
  5. Gna have lunch soon, and get ready to meet Gabriel later for Avengers, yay life :>
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