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Monthly Archives: October 2012
Start the countdown
Starting the countdown to exams and it’s freaking me out and I’m so so so worried.
How did I even ended up like this? I used to be able to ace. Now I have zero confidence in doing well.
I don’t want this. I’m trying my best, I’m doing everything I can but why does it seems like it’s not enough?
Sigh. This is getting too depressing all over again. Damn it.
I rather not
If having good grades means taking up all my time focusing on just studying, resulting in me being a bad daughter/friend/cousin/girlfriend/grand daughter, then I rather not have good grades. I rather not neglect all of the above things/people I love. If I don’t feel happy, then maybe having good grades isn’t worth it.
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Now that the test is over, I still don’t feel any better, unfortunately.
Anyway, the test was horrible just as I predicted. Another content heavy module test next week. Someone kill me.
I want to go home I want to go home I want to go home.
:'(
Today I feel like crap.
Unmotivated, faithless, unhappy. I need some comfort food like brownies or cupcakes. :'(
I don’t want to go back to school. I hope I will feel better after the bloody test on Tuesday. Which I will probably fail.