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Starting the countdown to exams and it’s freaking me out and I’m so so so worried.

How did I even ended up like this? I used to be able to ace. Now I have zero confidence in doing well.

I don’t want this. I’m trying my best, I’m doing everything I can but why does it seems like it’s not enough?

Sigh. This is getting too depressing all over again. Damn it.

If having good grades means taking up all my time focusing on just studying, resulting in me being a bad daughter/friend/cousin/girlfriend/grand daughter, then I rather not have good grades. I rather not neglect all of the above things/people I love. If I don’t feel happy, then maybe having good grades isn’t worth it.

Now that the test is over, I still don’t feel any better, unfortunately.

Anyway, the test was horrible just as I predicted. Another content heavy module test next week. Someone kill me.

I want to go home I want to go home I want to go home.

Today I feel like crap.

Unmotivated, faithless, unhappy. I need some comfort food like brownies or cupcakes. :'(

I don’t want to go back to school. I hope  I will feel better after the bloody test on Tuesday. Which I will probably fail.

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