Yes, so the results are released. Mediocre results, just as I expected. Had a small improvement yet I don’t know why I can’t help but feel a tinge of sadness deep down inside. It just sucks to see everyone else doing well except me. I mean I am genuinely happy for my friends/brother who did well, I really am, but why not me too? I swear I did everything I could. Doesn’t help for the fact that I’m a perfectionist, I am never going satisfied with such results. Sometimes… I really wish I never entered uni. I am just not cut out for it. I need to let go.

Gonna go eat a macaroon to help myself feel a little bit better, bye.