I wish there’s more the life than this.

Have been staying at home for the past 2 weeks, mugging for the exams. First paper on this coming Saturday, I don’t know how to feel about it to be honest…

As I spend more and more time every single day mugging, I can’t help but feel what if this time round my results doesn’t improve once again? What if after all the hard work and effort put in for the past 2 weeks goes down the drain again? What do I do? Do I give up entirely?

I am so afraid of feeling the disappointment again when I check out my results. Feel like crying just at the thought of it.

If I could start over, I would.

Growing up is no fun.