Hi there, taking a break from studying.

Sunday night and for once I am not back in hall. Gna go back to hall tomorrow morning, getting a little tired of staying in hall, no reason why, maybe I’m just growing out of it. Starting to have thoughts of staying home in my final year, we’ll see.

So… I have 3 tests and 1 presentation next week. Needless to say it is going to be another week of sleeping late at night and looking like a zombie the next day. I dare not think about the results because I really don’t want to feel the disappointment again.

Can’t wait for the next weekend, really looking forward to see the little ones over at Sili’s place! They’re sooooo cute, how not to love them! Seeing their photos posted by Sili always makes me feel happier, they have the brightest smile ever :)

Okay need to start on the powerpoint slides for the presentation next week, toodles.

Starting the countdown to exams and it’s freaking me out and I’m so so so worried.

How did I even ended up like this? I used to be able to ace. Now I have zero confidence in doing well.

I don’t want this. I’m trying my best, I’m doing everything I can but why does it seems like it’s not enough?

Sigh. This is getting too depressing all over again. Damn it.

If having good grades means taking up all my time focusing on just studying, resulting in me being a bad daughter/friend/cousin/girlfriend/grand daughter, then I rather not have good grades. I rather not neglect all of the above things/people I love. If I don’t feel happy, then maybe having good grades isn’t worth it.

Now that the test is over, I still don’t feel any better, unfortunately.

Anyway, the test was horrible just as I predicted. Another content heavy module test next week. Someone kill me.

I want to go home I want to go home I want to go home.

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