things

sometimes in certain times of your life, you will see somethings that are so terrible to your opinion that you will label it the ugliest in the world. And sometimes...just sometimes.. it will grow on you that you are willing to accept its flaws. for example.. the current generation of the Toyota Corolla Altis, not a very pretty thing in my opinion... but i find it quite ok nowadays and i am trying to find what made me changed my mind. but it seems my views change a lot lately. i find that being lazy in work is good... and working hard is just plain useless when there's people who are able to suck up 500 balls/minute.

sooo many nice cars out lately. The new SLS AMG looks extremely great in metallic pearl white with 2 legendary looking red racing stripes just above the headlamps. the all new panamera with its V8 wasn't a very looking car isn't it?? but its has grown over me, i find a properly tuned one could sounds sooo intoxicating especially the 9ff Panamera. The new McLaren looks great too... and sounds like it would be a great car. looking forward for a review on it compared to the 458 Italia and the SLS.

assholes.

there's a few things i really dont like... but what i hate the most is this particular asshole. to think i actually thought he was a friend. u guys ask my why i always ffk? because he's there... seeing him is like getting smeared with chilli in the eyes. please use ur brain... that stupid comment makes me pissed enough to last a life time. no more giving face to people who cant take their own medicine.

on a side note. work is boring.

aftermath.

its been a while since the last entry which caused massive chaos here. i've made peace with the others and i know who spread it around. i hope u better stop what u r doing. i am giving u a chance before i take any action.

anyways... lots of funny things happened lately.. like my new housemate's rodent escaped his cage and started running amok around the house. it was caught and then placed in a bucket. it was so afraid that it began to produce vitamins in the bucket. 2 pieces to be exact. haha. the picture's a bit dark but u can clearly see the pills in there.



there was this hyundai exhibition in Wan U a while back.. they had this engine block partially covered with see-thru material to allow everyone to see how it operates. i think its pretty neat regardless of its make. and there's the new coupe.. looks ok i guess.

to u people out there

firstly... this is my personal blog to let go certain things. i find it amazing how u guys find out. how did u find out anyways.

anon.. i dont give a single shit what u wanna say.i am not saying everyone's bad. its just that sometimes when u do meetings atleast ask whether the others are free during the period and not just all of a sudden. u should also realise that certain criteria of the design went way out of requirements. come on, do u think disabled people needs wheelchairs with tank tracks??? or with 2 seats to move around in places that are facilitated to just an ordinary wheelchair.

anon2 whats wrong with ur brain??? hey if u r disgust with my attitude then tough luck dude. if u dont like me... confront me this monday coz i'd really like to meet u in person. how bout that?


chau.. sorry if i offended u but this is my opinion. there's no point in showing my disagreement is there? i think u do notice certain weird things that went into the design that u cant actually say anything. i do admit i dont understand chinese which is very inconvenient to me. yes, tried speaking in english but eventually it will end up back to chinese. i know its bad to criticize my teammates in the first place. but i am not doing it openly am i? i am doing it in my personal blog which i got no idea how it end up being circulated so fast. i think u get the context of my blog wrong. i dont mean that u guys dont understand simple english but rather dont get the main point of this little project. i do appreciate their work. just that certain things just pisses me off.

22 year old. congrats for finding this blog of mine. erm... what? whatever u wanna say lar. u could have confronted me on this but u choose to just leave a msg here. that shows something as well. please dont talk to me about maturity just because u r slightly older.

JunJun.. yea i recognise u from class. erm yea do agree that i should do something bout it though i know it wont make a difference.err sarcasm? anyways thanks for ur views. appreciate it a lot.

anon3(seriously u guys should start using names so that i wont have to use numbering on u guys.)
i feel it is dumb sorry if u dont like what i have to say. erm. i dont i hear anyone else complaining as well. did i say i will create the best design? u gotta learn to read properly. like i say... this is my blog. i say what i want and u are more then welcomed to comment here. erm yea nice to "meet" u too. good luck in ur future too.

anon4. erm okay... so? u have personal issues as well. u have this weird complexity. u think u r a human. u know, like doctors with their saviour thingy.

mr wong. well to each his own. some will say they like it while some say they dont. Erm to be clear here, i didnt waste their effort here. we went thru the presentation and everything as a team even though there are some messed up bits and pieces.

anon5. yea i know its pathetic.

chau. hope to talk to u soon in private.

someone with poor english. lol.. u sound ready to fight. please dont be ridicules.

anon6. erm yea i know u support him. yea i dont know to respect people. u dont like me. come and tell me.

mey3s1. erm do u know whats a blog for? this is mine and i have every right to say what i want and i like to use certain type of expressions. dont like it? too bad

anon7. haha.

i know where this is leading. on monday i will be confronted by 10 or 20 of u maybe. well i hope we dont have to fight though.

firstly...

Firstly, i am glad that my Mechanical Design assignment is done though i wish i could have done it with people of my choice then just randomly picked people. u know why??? because u might get people who dont even understand english. its not that they cant speak, they can speak not fluently but nonetheless its still considered speaking in english but i am pissed with them because they dont understand simple english. hmmm... this is what i get... doesnt matter now.. anyways these are the pictures of our design. first 2 is the "concept" by an idiot while the last one is the final design which looks dumb nonetheless. hope u guys have a nice laugh at it. i know i did... the first one is known as, and i qoute, The Sand movable wheelchair. that dumbass thinks this is cool. the second on is the couple wheelchair. he must be thinking that anyone who's paralyzed should have their non-paralyzed partner paralyzed to seat with them. its like telling people, would u like getting ur partner paralyzed as well? mind u guys something... this project should have portability in mind... not adding more bulk.






secondly, i've been trying to get my hands on an iPhone since its launched but wasn't able to. i called the center that i did a walk-in booking for an update when the stocks are coming, the answer that i got from them is.. "please wait for us to give u a call. we will call u when it arrives". Well, that sounds reasonable at first or maybe i am just being extra patient lately. After a long wait, approximately 9 days already i received no calls what so ever. So being pretty pissed with the fact that they didnt keep me up to date at all, i went to the center and ask when will the stocks arrived to one of the people behind the counter. Then the snobbish little bastard replied to me in a very snobbish manner that i have to wait 1 month because i am booking on prepaid. What the hell does that means???? i've been using maxis for a decade and i am getting this kinda service? wow maxis is improving a lot. this little incident makes me feel like changing telco but i still want my iPhone. i hope those sons of bitches rot in hell. looks like the current market strategy for maxis is to make fake, empty, rubbish and unreliable promises to their customers. keep up the good work...

seriously...

i think i really need to take anger management coz almost hit a couple of students today who dont know how to use their eyes. if only they look where they are going. come on lar.. they should be old enough to remember to look right-left-right or what so ever combinations before crossing the road. goddamnit. i am expecting to be called up by security tomorrow or something for driving like a mad man in campus ground. wait... i am mad at the moment... angry... pissed... very pissed i could blew up at any moment. i hope nothing will test my patience tomorrow. there's a few already reaching my limits already. if they press the wrong buttons, i swear i am not responsible for anything that might happen. i really need anger management.....

Random

been very busy lately with a lot of things. a few days ago went to nearby store to buy somethings and i found something interesting. how many of u know whats butter is malay. to me butter is mentega. but this picture says another thing, lemak sapu. i almost die of laughter. imagine butter is called lemak sapu.. then extra virgin would be lebih suci. haha... that just sounds wrong.. its like they are selling a nun down a hypermarket. hahaha..



have any of u seen a fly under etremely cold condition?



this fly is caught trying to steal cheese from a hypermarket. the punishment? 5 hours in the refrigerator. the fly's now in a hibernating state. its body functions are reduced to a minimum. for u people who dont know... this is how those street magicians do the resurrection trick using a fly.. put in in the freezer or something.. simple. i think.

this next pic is something special. this is jl's juice. incredible.... its black. must be drinking too much coffee or eating too much caviar. thy kingdom cum..

actually its just ink.. he's cleaning the printer's cartridge to be refilled later.

brainless

finally, after wasting the people's money by recontesting in elections(this including the opposition as well) the government now decided that its time to change the teaching of math and science into BM. Looks like we're going backwards again. by changing back all to bm, new books have to reprinted and the hiring of unqualified teachers begins(maybe this is how the government do their *thing to get extra pocket money here and there). after sooooo many years of teaching in english, they have actually succesfully filtered the useless from the useful ones. They realised that now and intend to change that. English... the international language replaced by our national language that even after 40 years of independence many still can't speak proficiently. This is just amazing. I am beginning to worry for the future of the younger society. We cant have people who think English is inferior to rule us. I think we are not going anywhere with this now.
i qoute from The Star dating 8th July 2009
“Only 19.2% of secondary teachers and 9.96% of primary teachers were sufficiently proficient in English,” he said, explaining the Government’s decision to revert to the old system.

What kinda reason is this? this shows that if they are not sufficiently proficient in english, u should make them learn. not to do this the other way around. haha i really dont get what this people are thinking. we have amazing people doing amazing decisions. My friends dont waste ur time in this country anymore. we wont survive the next time. something's going very wrong with the government.

the agony of watching

i am in agony. somebody help... i saw somethings i didnt like again.... pissed and pretty much mentally unstable.

randomizing

sometimes i have trouble controlling my anger. anger is in my blood. hainanese blood's very hot and unpredictable. i have limits on everything and sometimes i have to bottle them up.i will keep them till a certain time then i will explode. normally i have a sand bag at home to "murder" but here i have to make do with curses.. curse people till they grow an appendage on their forehead. like today.. i have to endure 2 hours of driving without cursing more than 10 times. very torturing.

lately heard that another friend of mine passed away. bringing the total amount to 2 now. i am starting to think that we acs boys wont last long unless we do something about it. guys buckle up... we're gotta survive long enough to see each other wearing wigs or balding. haha it would be fun to see one another 50 years or so from now... white hair or balding head replacing the once florishing black hair,





skin wrinkled beyond imagination,


(i was not refering to this baby michelin when i said wrinkles. haha)


mighty teeth of destruction replaced with dentures,



mighty torsos replace with skin and bones... a couple of old men sitting down enjoying tea together. ahhhh that the best part about aging. ultimate relaxation. haha

no matter how angry i am... or how pissed with something. whenever i see this picture.... it brings a smile to my face. cute kid

(the kid is my cousin's. lol.. i had a tough time trying to get this particular photograph. he doesnt wants to smile infront of the camera.)

yes... yes... i know i smile weird. i look like the joker. hehe. heath ledger will be proud of me. haha

see the resemblances?? hehe

the goddamn

today... a couple of us went to BTS to catch Transformers 2. we just go without booking or anything and only rely on sheer dumb luck to get tickets to watch. on the way, i had a couple of anger outburst with my stupid TnG card. stupid piece of crap that seems to be failing on me a lot lately. but that doesnt matter coz this Transformers we're talking bout. Something that was and still is a big thing. So when we arrive, we notice a amazingly long queue. goddamn it this shows the amount of people today. so we went to the ticketing counter and found a slightly long queue which is kinda normal during weekends. while in queue heard an employee of the cinema telling everyone that tickets for Transformers are sold out. the only seats available will be on 7pm but only front row seats. front row seats of course means we will have a hard time watching the movie plus we will get massive neck injuries after the movie. well then we decide to watch something else(this shows we are flexible.. XD).Then we reach the ticketing counter, we find that many of the movies that we wanna watch instead of Transformers are full as well. You guys notice something???? Even with the flu outbreak scare and despite the governments advice to stay away from crowded areas seems to be falling on deaf ears. Instead of heading the advices, we are actually creating bigger crowds. I've notice a couple of people wearing face masks but in an improper way of course. Wearing it that way, u will get the flu just like anyone else. whats the point of wearing one when your risk is just as high as anyone else. Back to topic, when we found out that almost every movie we wanted to watch was kinda full, we discuss about what to do next or what movie to watch to be exact. While we were discussing, there's this couple of guys at the reserves counter claiming their tickets. They presented a piece of paper which they have their details on it. BUT... jeng jeng jeng... their details are invalid. Apparently, the cinema has a 5 digit code or something while they had a 6 digit ones... making their valid reserved tickets INvalid. kesian them. Then something miraculous happens. the counter lady says there 6 openings suddenly...WOOOHOO!!.. ( when i heard that.. i actually said YES! loudly with my elbow move.) of course at that moment, i didnt realise that the guys beside us were those who lost their tickets to us. Haha thanks mates... u guys got us one of the best seats in the house. hehe. by the way. try booking for next week lar. maybe u will get it this time. HAHA spoiler warning... the movie seem to be using lots of slow-mo on Megan Fox when she's running. You have to see it for urselves to understand why. nice show.. i give it an A-. just because the ending's a bit of an off thing for me. too simple for an ending. should be a little more dramatic with more action. besides that, i think there's a couple of very nice soundtracks. for example i would highly recommend u guys to listen to:
1. Linkin Park - New Divide
2. Green Day - 21 Guns
3. Cavo - Let It Go
4. Taking Back Sunday - Capital M-E
5. The Fray - Never Say Never
6. Nickelback - Burn It To The Ground
7. The Used - Burning Down The House
8. Theory Of A Deadman - Not Meant To Be
9. The All-American Rejects - Real World
10. Hoobastank - Don’t Think I Love You
11. Staind - This Is It
12. Avenged Sevenfold - Almost Easy
13. Cheap Trick - Transformers™ The Fallen Remix

well to be honest, most of them are nice. LP, Cavo, The Fray, Nickelback, Theory of A Deadman, Hoobastank and Staind being my favourite.

by the way, i hate the weather. it rained when i washed my car. WHY!! WHY!! why cant it snow... LOL

random

i learn that lots of people dunno how to differentiate diesel from gasoline aka petrol. a friend told me that he bought a new car, toyota vios to be exact which only runs on petrol. unless Toyota suddenly develop a small capacity powerful diesel engines that the world didnt know about. I found out when i ask how much he pump every full tank with petrol. my friend say he's using diesel, unleaded diesel. HAHA.. i laugh like there's tomorrow when i hear that... unleaded diesel. But.. well i guess not everyone really wanna knows whats going into their cars.. unleaded diesel. amazing... luckily he didnt actually go pump diesel into his own car... then it would be a miracle it is still running after soo long.

finally i feel like i am one step closer to victory.. but at the same time i feel like i just took 5 steps backwards. haha boleh mati weay... which means no progress.

group meeting was held again... with nothing useful from them. this time, they had a group meeting during my class which means i cant attend. If i cant attend, means my project is doomed. they will be doing all those stupid ideas. i am sooo doomed!!!!!~
Since they didnt tell me what happened in the meeting. then i guess i can just buat bodoh. but i am seriously scared they might give me autocad works. which sucks donkey ass... althought its a good training


today, i have to meet my academic adviser, Dr LYP. after my 5pm class. he's making me stay back for this dumb meeting when i could be at home creating havoc in New York city(in Prototype). the worse part bout this litlle meet was that out of 41 who should attend only 9 came. Then he starts blabbering bout everything. His life, his job. everything. its not like any of us wanna listen and it took him an hour to realise that none of us are actually fully aware of what he is talking bout. goddamnit... 1 hour i could have done 3 missions. mofo wasted 1 hour of my precious life.

project, the a-hole and the anger

after giving me a hard time controlling my laughter, those people finally come up with more hilarious ideas. Wheelchair with roofs, horns/buzzer, detachable wheels, shock absorbers, multi-purpose bags, head rest, adjusted beams(height), remote control. how can u guys come up with such ideas. amazingly simple minded. portability man.... means simplicity and easy to use. not to make it much more complex. goddamn. luckily i am smart enough to feed them my ideas. good thing they accept my ideas easily. its like taking a candy from a baby. next week will unveil how much they have learned from materials. hope they dont make me feel like committing suicide.

industrial training application sent, and found out certain companies on list not taking people or the company is closed. how can this happen when we are given assurance that all will take people. stupid SOB.. never give me assurance when you dont know what you are talking about. lazy SOB. soooo many applied tan chong in rawang. imagine the rejection rate.. i dont really care anymore... i just want to get a nice job with a proper pay. thats all. hope you jump of a cliff or something. save us the time of trying to end your career.

really pissed early in the morning for no reason. everything makes me angry. i felt like taking a sniper rifle and shoot down all those construction workers 1 head at a time(if i have a rifle in the first place).

The Yamaha R1 2009

I've always like bikes but well if only i knew i could have taken a B-full license last time... i would have taken it and be able to ride a higher capacity bike. My latest addiction is the sound the road-going Yahama R1 2009 makes. The rumbling from the twin titanium exhaust. The sound it makes when all 180bhp and 115.5Nm of torque unleashed is intoxicating.

The engine is a 998cc, 4 cylinder thats identical to the ones used in the MotoGP. Wonderful little thing. This bike has all the tech that will make a Proton look like a toy. Imagine variable length air intake, fly-by-wire YCCT electronically managed throttle inputs and lots more.





i think the way Yamaha solve the composite torque problem is cool. u see, when a engine with pistons undergo combustion, the power cycle creates a throttle torque which is controlable by the rider. but as u know after the power stroke, the crank is rotating purely on inertial torque which is fast when at bdc and slow at tdc. this causes a non-linear torque curve which is undesirable by the rider. they prefer a linear curve respond to the throttle. their solution? by altering the even firing order to a 270-180-90-180 uneven firing order. the noise u hear from the exhaust is from this unique firing order.



If only Yamaha has a manufacturing plant here...can go for Yamaha as well.. too bad... our choices are very limited. by the way this bike cost around USD 15k which is almost the price of a cheap car here.. minus taxes of course.. with taxes, this thing will cost a bomb.

Lunch in Manhattan and the goddamn wheelchair

no no... not New York Manhattan but the Manhattan Fish. haha... had a lunch with my brother and 2 friends of mine.

not bad for 20 bucks per person... alaskan dory... yummy... hehe i think i can go for another lunch there again. not bad at all... just that the 15% tax is day light robbery.

today(yesterday) i had my first group meeting on our project for the subject MED2. at first... i knew only one or two from my group. this kid i knew from foundations, a former classmate and another kid from a nearby college. okay lar.. i thought it wont be soooo terrible. then during the group meeting i found out that i have the over excited motherfucker, the bloody blur idiot and some unknown blur case as my group mates. i am sooo fucking dead for this project... for starters, they talked fucking mandarin. i give face to those guys who cant speak proper english. so i try to listen as much as i can. unfortunately someone noticed that i am not saying anything(finally). i always wonder... how dumb can one be.. to ask someone if they knew how to speak in mandarin, in mandarin. i forgave ur idiocy. now i know ur names. so i can curse u even better. i got a feeling i am in big trouble with this group. especially in the presentation part... i wonder if i can do this alone.. i rather be doing this alone then doing it with a bunch of yuppies.

Today(today). cleaned the kitchen and the space under the sink and found a mountain of treasure. Left by prehistoric monsters, their eggs are still there waiting for the time for it to hatch. was actually just mopping the section of the hall which has residue of starch and lizard shit all over the floor left by those people.. goddamn it.. its fucking dirty.. thank god it looks like a proper kitchen now.. atleast for the moment.. haha

THE line..

no i am not refering to any lines. this got to do with me going to Carrefour to replenish my stock. after taking dinner, went to carrefour to get some stuff like food and stuff. when i and ss were done, we were suprised by something. the amount of poeple queueing up in a line to pay. the lines were from the counters till the middle of the building... thats god damn long and the amount of people is insane considering that almost all of the counters are opened. and there's people putting back things on shelves.. well actually everywhere, on any anything they can reach. they are trying to minimize the amount of things they have to get into the express counter(which wasnt actually express, slow as hell). u can almost find anything u might want on any shelves nearby the counters. amazingly unique, u will see this a lot in malaysia. haha
by the way, we were in line for almost 2 hours just to get to the counter and pay up. amazing...



there's soo much people... big mistake going for shopping during the weekends.. no more next time..
while waiting in the line to pay for my stuff... i saw something funny... a kid was cycling on a small tricycle. i guess it must belong to carrefour, meaning it must be for sale and the kid just took it for a ride. i guess its ok as long as u return it(without anyone noticing of course). well he was riding between a row of handbag racks when something funny happened. the bike he was riding broke into 2...



it broke rite in the middle where its suppose to hold the weight of the cycler.. the kid noticing that many are watching what happened... panicked and ran to his mother which was just a couple of steps away from the kid. the best part is... the mother doesnt actually care what happened. this shows the darker side of we malaysians. we tend to take things for granted. funny... the kid panicked. the look on his face was priceless.. hahaha wondered where the bike was made... hopefully not malaysia... else we will have to worry every time we sit in our cars and bikes... worrying it might just break into 2 anytime..

updates....

"long" time haven't updated my blog. let's see... was very sick 2 weeks ago. it was rite after my final paper. that means i wasn't able to finish my Dark Sector. Its ok, i will continue it this weekend and finish it. Dead Space too.. this weekend.. hope its enough time to finish.. lol.. been a bit cacat lately.. brain rosak due to high fever i had right after the papers... now regenerating my brain cells.

okay... lots of rubbish bla bla bla.. oh ya... maybe i should talk bout my new interest. my new interest.... how to get a Nissan GTR or maybe an Aston Martin Vantage RS or before i get too old to even drive myself. hehe... since some of u are a bit car blind... cant even differentiate a Myvi from a Jazz. i post some photos.. for the blind..
this is the GTR. not exactly the best colour though. i wont mind getting a red one.. hehe.. 3.8 liters V6 twin-turbo which develops... well no1 actually knows... the engine are hand-made so there's a chance u could get a high-performer or a no-performer. this is different from those mass produced cars cause mass produced cars have engines that are almost identical to one another. This is to keep the product as ermmm how to say.... as standardize as possible.. u get the idea.. its like making sure that whichever MCD u go in the world.. they all taste the same.. u cant have one taste like Indian and another taste like Chinese..



This next pic is the Aston Martin Vantage RS... this is suppose to be the entry level Aston but well.. it is actually.. smaller than the DB9 less powerful with a V8 only.. but its a proper Aston.. the looks.. the sound it makes... according to jeremy from Top Gear.. u can hear the Vantage 2 miles away... imagine driving that in a housing estate at 4 in the morning... hehe.. waking up everyone with 1 rev... now thats something.. But thats the V8... now Aston had taken out the puny V8 and placed a 6.0 liter V12 straight from the race bred DBRS9... producing over 600bhp in a car weighing just 1.5 tonnes.. its like putting a rocket engine in a Kancil and watch it fly away into the distance... now... with the V8 it weighs around 1.690 tonnes i think... but with a heavier V12.. it actually weighs less... with only 1.5 tonnes.. so expect a very spartan interior... empty like an old mens head... helicopter pad.. but atleast with air conditioning and a audio system lar... dont so empty rite... the V8 sounds like a screaming whore then i bet the V12 would sound like a rocket being launch into space... ahhh if only... if only...

thoughts

hmmmm lately think too much unnecessary things when i have a paper on the following day... like for example.... how to fight the gigantic boss from Dark Sector... lol.. and what games to dl... to play next.. today just finished that dumb paper which i got no idea whats the questions... lecturer sooo smart... teach A, ask B... goddamn it...so far the best lecturer is miss jaslynn.. haha... arghh... headache... fuck... no thanks to that dumb lady in the exam hall... coughing and sneezing like a mad cow... now i have a fever already.. shitty... this always happends... whenever there's a holiday.... for sure i'll get down with something.. by the way Dark Sector is a nice game... too bad for those who cant play... hehe

Feel cheated... frustrated..

u know what's worse than getting shot with a gun in the ass?? eating lunch at Secret Recipe.... frustrated with the waiter who can even speak proper english... cacat like cock.. and worse of all the food... i think the cakes and the others bits are ok... except for their meals... sucks donkey. and the worse part is... my order came like... a million years after jee loong finished eating his.. jee loong is not a fast eater.. he can grow a beard while he eat... people could actually die and decomp waiting for him.... i ordered the beef stew anyway.. coz it looks ok.. didnt expect to wait till the next ice age to arrive to get it though..
this is the beef stew i ordered..

at a glance looks ok... big chunk of meat with side dishes.. okok only... it taste ok too... but as i progress deeper into the abyss(digging thru the meat), i find something.... the whole chunk of meat is actually half fat... WTF... i am paying for cow's fat? pukimak... really cheepet lor... no thanks a certain friend... encouraging me to get it... asshole...
should have ordered chicken... fuck... if i were to continue get this kinda treatment... i will turn into...

except.. i would have bulging stomach... and a feet shorter.. since Vader is around 6+ or 7 foot tall... and i want a turbo-whistle aka blow-off valve instead of that stupid asmatic like sound... imagine talking talking then... PSSSSHHH! fulamak.. like a GT-R weay.. hehe

errr

whatever i wrote this couple posts... were all rubbish due to instability of my mind... haha too much formulae.. sorry for any inconveniences that may arise from reading my mind's content... Reading from all the crap may cause severe craptoma.. a disease that causes the brain to crap too..

stupid boy...

hmmmm i am stupid... should i just tell what i wanna say... or keep my silence... haha... wow... i am getting better at this... i can monologue now... at the brink of becoming nuts... hahaha as a friend... i should tell be helping... ahaha but i really dont wanna help... i have something else in mind... arggh... lol... SS pundek gunjik harimau kencing atas kepala...

i am sorry

today i saw someone i knew from a long time ago on facebook... tried to add.. but hehe rejected... well.. i guess i must have made such a good impression. honestly, if by any chance u r reading this, i just wanna talk.. i got no idea what i did in the first place. i am sorry if i might have offended u in anyway. sorry.

just wanna add... SS u fucker...

another sleep full of problems.

lately been having nice sleeps with no disturbance. My brains totally blank, empty. I felt peaceful. But as the next papers come closer, i find myself having trouble to sleep. soo much things in my head ravaging, destroying my sanity. I sound like i am gonna be crazy soon. haha. i have to admit something here. sometimes, when people try to share their problems with me, i try not to listen. coz i know that whatever they said will be repeating in my head like a damn cd jammed.... or a song in ziqin's laptop... looped till infinity. haha u see... actually not that i hate... i just dont like. i get headaches from all that thinking. unnecessary thinking actually. hmmm... still inside my head. crap... i need that space to put that damn long formula inside lar... shit...

i hate self-righteous people

u see... i dont go to temples much or pray much. people say that this shows u're not a good person. well to be honest, i dont believe that if u go temples or any places of worship means u're a good person. it only shows u're priorities are wrong and u think that u r someone. i always believe that no matter how many temples, churches or masjids u go, it doesnt matter if ur heart is as black as coal. if u have bad intentions in ur heart, means u r bad. joining procession is nothing if u have bad intentions and are doing bad deeds in ur life. for all i care, u can even break ur legs to show u have changed but the heart is still the only thing that matters. some people think that being in trance means u have a pure heart, kind and clean from all wrong-doings but i beg to differ. i always feel that being in trance only shows that ur body is capable to accept that kinda things(even marginally). it doesnt mean anything at all... so please stop thinking that u r godlike. i think i know this the whole shibang better than most of u. i am not being self-righteous by the way.... i just hate people who thinks that when they have read religious scripts make them ultra holy and starts showing off crappy stuffs to me. do not insult my capabilities... u might just die if u try. i mean it this time

shitbang

a couple of weeks(or months) ago, we went for dinner at a place that suppose to be quite nice. Western food and stuff which means it wont be cheap and should taste ok. its a restaurant called Cola. Its themed after Coca Cola.. Which means the restaurant should be very bright red. But well they took it the other way around... its black as hell... with red lightings.. makes it look like hell... goddamn.. make me takut.. i thought i died when i step into the restaurant. well after settling down... started to look down the menu and look for interesting things to try... lots of stuff based of Cola.. cola chicken lar... that and this... bet if they can put cola into ur veges... they will... haha

We ordered and well.... waited and make dumb jokes. First stuff to reach is the drinks the one on the right is mine... yogurt cola... which incidentally taste like shit. and the other one is a float which should taste ok... goddamn impossible to mess up float... it takes a really sucker to mess up a float. then there's the Honey Coke chicken or something... cant recall.. freaking sweet.. a diabetic could die just by sniffing it... hahaha blogging this makes me hungry... swt

The end is near.

with only a week left before my final 2 subjects, it seems the end is closer than i expected. i am really looking forward to the holidays. gonna spend the holidays... relaxing(aka pool until late in the morning with friends... if they can tahan).. Come to think of it... my holidays were cut short by the abnormally longer than usual exam period.

Things to do during holidays
1. relax
2. do some reflecting..
3. polish my bike..
4. polish my head =)
5. maybe gonna go to the dentist..
6. help out around the house more..
7. gotta sleep more too...
8. brush up my hokkien... (gotta learn how to curse)
oh yea... gotta get my priorities straight. my mind have been wandering way to far lately and i am afraid i might be nuts soon. haha. i need to remember my purpose... i hate utar and some of its lecturers for giving such a bad semester. teaching crap. waste of money... bet many out there agrees with me..
hmmm what else... haih.. i got a feeling this will be the most boring holiday again....

yummy

Let me introduce to u... the car that won the Concorso d’Eleganza Design Award for Concept Cars and Prototypes in Italy... The Aston Martin One-77.


The One-77 is the latest from Aston. With only 77 to be produced this is definitely one of the best looking car. with all the air scoops and vents, it looks extremely fast.


It doesnt just looks fast but its really really fast. With a normally aspirated 7.3 liter V12 with dry-sump lubrication, it should produce around 700bhp. Now thats a lot of horses that will be rocketing the car. The new Aston will also have a chassis made out of carbon fiber which weight only a mere 1500kg. With 700bhp and 1500kg only... thats really a lot for a car with the weight of a paper. You can also expect a 0-60mph around 3.5s thats 0-96kmh in 3.5s. It would be a terrific weapon for all that traffic light drag race... Imagine watching a speck of dust on ur rear view mirror as u go.


At the rear view, u can see a rear diffuser thats designed to provide more downforce on a car that weigh soo little. With all that power and soo little weight, u can expect a 200mph top speed.


A supercar wont be a supercar until it gets hot rims. Its beautiful rims are wrapped around by Pirelli P Zero Corsa tyres that were developed for the One-77 to transfer all that enormous power onto the road. This is something i would sell my soul for without a second thought... Unless something more attractive appears on the market... hehe. u know... this car would be an excellent Bond car... This should be the next Bond car.. Imagine a Bond trailer with the man driving the Aston on a twitchy road by in Switzerlands mountains chasing down the villians and the song Weapon by Matthew Good playing in the background... That would make an awesome trailer..

Dreams

i have been dreaming lots of weird things lately... its been awhile i had dreams. Dont ask me why... i got no idea... the last couple of days... i've dreamt lots of things.... some of them make me feel like a criminal... or just someone of pure evil... i did a lot of bad things in my dreams.. the worse part of all is... i chose to do it... i could have just say no... and didnt have to do it at all... weird...

the idiocity

many utarians lately will notice a change in utar systems.... where they're using a system for course registration similar to mmu.. this must be because of the president formally from mmu. i dont really care u doing this... but i just notice its actually giving me more trouble... i have to actually pick my courses... timetable.. bla bla bla.. why would u do this when most of the students will actually follow the course structure.... its a waste of time and money implementing this system... maybe this is a way for utar to squeeze more money from their already half dead students. by allowing some of them to actually pick less subjects every semester will actually prolong the graduation of these students and thus more money every year for utar. meanwhile.. some smartasses will actually pick more subjects till the max... 21 credit hours... goddamn.. that's a lot... it will be like going to high school but worse... 8 till 6 in the evening... trying to finish as fast as possible... then there's the period of the registration... its during weeks 14 and 15... which is normally where everyone starts to concentrate to study... dumb utar... goddamn it.. some1 please slap the president... remind him that he's in utar, not mmu... its like hiring goddamn incompetent lecturers is not enough.... if this keeps on... i am seriously considering changing to another uni... i cant take this anymore... a lecturer once said that the public views utar as a chinese uni... i thought so too.. the lecturer says people sees utar students as people who cant actually speak proper english... there's truth to this... no denying... though many are improving themselves... but still the attitude of some of the students really shows how chinese utar can be... many of them are racist.. no doubt there too... i think there's still room for improvement in utar... like trying to actually hire a really competent lecturer... not some1 who's actually not even prepared for his classes and teaches in mandarin... for ur information... not every1 in utar can understand mandarin for godsake.... some of them are from english educated background. i am gonna report this lecturer... hope u get fired... and hope this serves as a lesson to other lecturers... the students are not afraid of u... u should be afraid of the students ... if all students pee on to the grounds of the office... the building will surely collapse, killing all the lecturers at a go. goddamn it... if this continues... i will start smoking and be an alcoholic... haha

collection of thoughts...

lately... i've been a bit disturbed by certain things that i feel that i wanna know but i dont really wanna know. U know... its like that kinda thing that u feel that u wanna know... but when u know what it is... you'd wished that u nvr knew anything bout it... haih.... its really hard to write down what i wanna say... i am afraid what i might say here will be used against me... or worse, losing my friends. Even though i am very sleepy rite now. but due to certain chain of events, i dont feel like sleeping until i do something bout my thoughts... i have this urge to purge all these stuff in me... i wanna be the carefree asshole i was when i was younger... i dont wanna care bout people judging my actions. i've always have this weird feeling that i wont live long... i've always wished i would die either a long and succesful/miserable life... or a short and happy/ miserable life... which means not much of a difference isn't it? haih... this sucks.... i wish i was younger... i wish i could have taken the other path...and never ever have to do all that i've done... i wished i could take back all the stupids things i did... wait i mean... i wished i could take back all those that's given me all the troubles that i dont want... and be happy and carefree like those days....

Move lar bitch

eh... if u dont like it move lar... i dont give a fuck about u... u're matured?? fuck.... not even close... maturity comes from responsibility... u dont even know whats that.... dont even care about cleaning up... still dare to say those kinda things... wow... piece of shit... go tell all ur friends lar... tell them how bad i am... i dont mind... go ahead... if i didnt promise my dad not to fight... ur fucking dead by now... cheebye.... i slammed the door.. so what?? u got problem??? i dont even give a shit when u all do all those shit... u dont clean up... u dont even follow a simply duty roster... piece of shit... go lar... go lar... please move... i dont need to see ur face... please just go... be a bit more matured please... u people dl all the time... all i can do i just curse... ur friend pulled my plug... i cant use ad... i got out reset... is it wrong? if u dont like it... then dont pull my plug for no reason lar... soo hard to think?? fuck man... i really dunno what to say... u're being considerate? omg thats fucking bullshit... if u cared... no1 will hate u... what i am saying is the truth... learn to eat with ur mouth close... be a bit more responsible... think with maturity... this is my advice to u... i may be a bit bad sometimes... but i always meant the truth never been more truthful to any1 in my life... i nvr had anything against the others... only asking u people be a bit more helpful around the house... If u see people cleaning something, atleast show some effort and help. Not just take a look then buat bodoh. Honestly ... i dunno why i am giving advices to people like u... coz u think u are right all the time. anyways up to u to accept my advice or just buat bodoh again. i really have nothing else to say... i am bad... yea i am bad... lots of people "not talking" to me... i;ve been very considerate.... i always try not to blast my speakers... normally some1 else turn it loud.. not me... and that makes me the one not matured. Wow, since when the definition of the word matured has changed. this is simply amazing.

The stupid things they do....

today... we were suppose to be done with our project for Mechanical design... lots of people from different courses are there trying to meet the week 15 deadline which is 2 weeks away. Everyone could be seen busy with with something. But there's this group of students from mechatronics course i think.. they were sitting down talking like the workshop is some place to socialize. I dont give a fuck if u wanna talk but when u take my stool to sit and talk. Now thats very rude. okay i might overreact sometimes... so i forgive u this time. Then when i am busy with my project... u shoo-ed me away like i was some kinda animal... u see.... ur friend took my stool.. then u shoo-ed me... this is getting more annoying.. even though u say "excuse me" and shoo-ed me aterwards, i still forgive u because i have better things to do that trying to talk u pieces of crap. Then, u hog the fucking drill... okay... i get u have lots of things to do since u guys are just trying to meet the deadline too... still can forgive... See.. i am the bigger man here... forgiving here and there... Here comes the finest moment of this entry... as u know... the equipments in the workshop might not be the best in the world but its still industrial grade equipments that hardly break at all. These jokers was drilling a freaking big hole on aluminium plates with the thickness of around 1-2cm which is very very thick... Well 1 piece... 2 pieces still going strong... then suddenly the drilling machine start to emit some weird sounds... Judging from the amount of people crowding at the drilling machine means something bad has happened. Those jokers had broken the drilling machine. Breaking drilling bits is normal but when u actually cracked the fucking spindle means u must be a total idiot... i googled a pic to illustrate the idiocity of the jokers

the red line showing the length is the spindle... that thing is very very very tough and yet they manage to crack it from the bottom till the top of the spindle.. AMAZING.. the workshop people said they've never seen anything like this in 22 years of working in the workshop. Now thats really something. I am not being bad here... i do mistakes too... i broke a drill bit by just dropping it onto the floor... though thats kinda normal but these people... OMG they are just fucking dumb or something... Now... my project has to be delayed till next week to be completed. Thanks to u. i wished all of u will just drop dead while on the way back home. This incident really spoiled my day... Cursing like mad the whole day thanks to that. Next time... dont use if u dunno how to use... or atleast ask people around and stop talking and do work... CHEEBYE

The nice stuffs in life

Its been a long time i haven't been home... and eat all those delicious kueh. I didnt think much bout this stuff at all but no thanks to some1 who reminded me how sweet a pongteh taste... and all those sweet sweet kueh... anyways pics worth a million words... so i think i rather show the pics...

1st.... kueh wajik... yummy... long time havent had any....


Pongteh... sweet sweet pongteh.... this might not look very good... but just to give u the idea... my opinion is... this should be atleast 2-3 days old to really really enjoy it... when its really really thick and the potatoes had absorb all the juices... yummy.... forget to mention... those restaurants selling this dish which is very very cair like water sucks... a real pongteh is thick and its cukup manis cukup masin... alll cukup cukup...


Kueh Lapis... ish... sooo nice long time havent ate any too...


kueh bangkit... not my favourite... but still kinda miss that taste...


kueh ku.... aiyo.. this is my all time favourite... the pastry with peanut paste inside... sweet.... long time havent had any of this too... really missed the sweet taste... also known as ang ku kueh by those mandarin pricks


this is call itik tim... the best when its hot... the salted vege... the duck... and the best part of itim tim.... is the soup..... really missed that taste too...


this is kue dadar... not my favourite too... just adding the pic to show u...


damn u.... make me feel hungry in the middle of a tutorial... and made me went out of the class earlier than i should... i bet any real baba will miss all this nice nice nice.... kuehs... to me, the kueh ku and pongteh is a must everytime i go back home... though i dont get to enjoy it most of the times... see pongteh is best after its slightly dry... making it very very nice to eat with bread or rice... but that takes 2-3 days... by the time its just nice... i am on the way back to kl... swt... what a waste... anyways...if u always wonder... why those nyonyas big and round... or why there's a high rate of getting diabetes or obese in baba and nyonya people... its the kuehs.... they are sooooooooooooooooo sweet.... but very tak boleh tahan... macam mana pun mesti makan... hehe gua tak boleh tahan dah... enjoy the pics...

Earth Hour

Started as a way to create awareness on sustainable way of living and environmental consciousness by the 2.2 million people in Sydney now have become a global movement with more than 50 million people joining the cause. Though some might argue that by turning off any electrical appliances that's not necessary for just an hour might not make a big impact to damage that's already done to mother Earth but with just after 2 years... with more than millions of people from different walks of life and nationality joining the cause... its more about creating environmental awareness than just saving some money on the electricity bills.

With the target of 1 Billion people to join the cause today at 8.30 pm till 9.30 pm... they are hoping that with enough people joining their cause... so that they could urge the world leaders thats going to meet at the Global Climate Change Conference in Copenhagen for a much better and faster action against global warming compared to the Kyoto Protocol.

Let's join the cause and switch off all of our electrical stuff tonite... Let's hope the world leaders will come with a better solution to global warming... like maybe the use of renewable energy to generate electricity... cheaper and fuel efficient cars... more trees in the city... better public transportation to attract more people using them instead of driving... well.. we can always hope for the best...

25 random things..

I know its been awhile already... but i am kinda lazy with this tag things...

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it’s because I want to know more about you

1. I am of chinese hainanese blood... means i am a bit crazy...
2. I am a buddhist... some people say i dont look chinese enough to be a buddhist... but i look more of a christian.. swt.
3. I like speed... cars & bikes... technology... nature...
4. I would like to hike Mount Kinabalu... when jee loong has his car... hehe
5. I dunno whether i can finish this or not..
6. I have weird friends.
7. Kinz taught me to skip class to go CC as well..
8. i like FSP games..
9. i still got no idea what to do for mechanical design yet...
10. thinking how cool it will be to get a Harley...
11. wished i could get a V8.. wanna try to rev and make all the cars alarm go berserk...
12. i got no idea already... this will take 2 hours to complete...
13. i think Evos are for cocks...
14. people with heavily modified Protons are cocks...
15. i think that cutting up dead people are fun...
16. i am sleepy....
17. i curse a lot lately... trying to control it a lot...
18. i tend to kutuk people... but i nvr meant any of it.. so dont take it seriously..
19. i just did a Moral presentation with a whole load of crap... the lecturer actually ask me something... dunno that means extra marks.. or minus marks..
20. i think kids are adorable especially when they are not making any trouble or asleep...lol
21. thinks the US Marine Corp is awesome...
22. i have good instict
23. that i am gonna sleep soon
24. thinks that i am gonna get the sennheiser soon...
25. wishes for a couple of millions bucks... to fool around with..
22.

Of Gold Coffers and Wars

If u read the news lately, no matter in the newspaper or any online portals. You will read about how big succesful companies going bankrupt or asking governments for bailouts. Big amount of money being drawn out of thin air that has values that we never thought exist. Besides that, we are also hearing stuffs like "This is the company's first quarterly loss in decades" or "the electronics giant are laying off 5000 workers worldwide due to the global economic crysis".

But if you read the local news... you will hear stories that can only come from a hollywood movie. "Member of Parliament receive death threat" or "22 man from a youth wing of a certain party gang-ing on a wheelchair-bound senior MP" are like the latest blockbusters. What's wrong with our countries politicians. Sending death threats to one another, calling names, acting in "homemade" videos and even fighting are like the IT things to do these days. When will our politicians grow up and be the representative that we voted for?

Another funny local story that has caught my attention is the "Teachers going mad teaching Math & Science in English" headline. Can u believe that??? people can go mad just by teaching subjects in English. This means almost every lecturers/teachers teaching English subject a either mad or hospitalised. HAHA This is showing that this teachers are either incompetent or they are dumb enough to be used as a political propaganda for some politician.

To me, this looks like a way the countries leaders are using to distract the masses from the true threat to national security... THE ECONOMIC DOWNTURN OF THE CENTURY. When almost every country in the logical world are taking preventive measures and trying to keep things going in the country, our country leaders thought it would be funny to start all this ass-licking crap going on. A funnier recent event is the increase in major tolls in the country. This is the dumbest thing I ever heard in my life. When almost every country in the freaking world are dropping prices and taxes to keep companies and the people spending and making cash to move around, our country is actually trying to increase the tolls. There will serious backlash to this. The people will definitely be freaking angry with all this shit happening.

Another weird thing thats still happening in the world is the Israel and Palestine conflict. This have been going on for centuries and the best part of all is... its still going on today. But centuries ago, the war is about authority over the region but today, its more about religion and claiming land the rightfully belongs to the Palestines. You see, after the WW2, America decided to give the Jews a gift. A big piece of land to be their country but the screw up part is... they give a piece of land thats never their's in the first place. They gave Palestinian land to the Jews to create a Zionist state. Why dont they just give up a piece of their own land? For exampla they could give a big chunk of Texas to create the state of Israel rite?? and I think if they were to give their(USA) own land, it would have save the world lots of problems. For example, there wont be a freaking war between Israel and Palestine. Sometime ago, I heard a rumour bout why Adolf Hitler never really totally finish off all the Jews in the world. They said that Hitler himself said that he wants the world to know how troublesome the Jews are(i just repeating what i read... nothing racist bout this). I guess if any of this were true... Hitler has proved his point.

Sorry for all the crap in here... its just something i have to write... its messing up my head...

The completely random

Lately i notice a fair amount of people are gaining level in the CRCS. Its a new course provided by the University Of Crapington. CRCS also known as Completely Random Crapping Skills are becoming a very common thing among us friends. This people are highly efficient at talking crap that makes no sense at all in split seconds. People like The Kinki Monster, The Short-Dicked Boy"WENFEI", The Syok-Sendiri(Ser Seong), The Isolated One(Alvin of course) and many more that its impossible to mention all.

It almost very dangerous to just be near them as they might infect u with a highly contagious crappy-immunodeficiency virus and this will make u crap exactly like them..haha Most of the time... when u hear they crap... this is what should come across ur mind.

The Land Far Far Away...

i know it sounds kinda tacky but its the rite way to describe Vincent's place... far far away.. anyways... just wanna upload this 2 pics for fucks...

This is table where almost all the guys sit... as u can see all guys in the pic... with a girl hidden behind the Kinki monster...


Then this... is the all girl table... Yea it is... look... all girl... OMG!! Whats that in red... sexy back... LOL okay... better stop before i go beyond my limits... kena pukul till i die later..

the right stuff

isn't it boring to see the same thing every Valentine's Day every year?? Flowers and boxes of chocolates everywhere... and all those hearts... hearts like this


it wasnt like this in those days... in THOSE days... which is around a couple of hundreds years ago or so... it was celebrate to honour this man.... Saint Valentine which give us Valentine's Day.


But i think... next year we all should try something different.... like instead of giving cards with hearts and stuff... we should give cards like this...


and instead of going to posh restaurants with good chefs cooking ur meals... we should go to those with chefs looking like this..


just a short talk... nothing much..