Sharing some meditation bits

I’ve been lackadaisical again (still) about blogging. I wanted to share a couple things from my meditations that have stuck with me. Continue reading

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Dedication

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Just more of a calendar note than anything.

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The basket

Today’s meditation was quick and to the point.  Yemaya asked me to help her make some deliveries and handed me a very full and very heavy basket.  I readily took it and off we went on her rounds.

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Messages in odd places

So I have a pretty extensive to-be-read pile and when I can’t make up my mind on what to read, I ask my family for a letter. Then I choose a book based on the author’s last name that begins with that letter. When I recently did that, the book that jumped out at me was a continuation of a series, but it had been a long time since I’d read anything in that series, so what is there to do but read the series over. I started with the 3 books which were written 20 years before the author decided to continue them.

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Getting out of the box

So one of the things my main four deities seem to be doing is getting me out of my box. My box is the guide and structure of how things were done. I like having a box, I like having commonality with others. It brings me comfort. My gods are taking a box cutter to my comfort zone and it is freaking me out. I spend a lot of time stuttering “butttt…”.

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My path

Someone is laughing as I’ve had to start this blog completely over due to WordPress issues…

I’ve been resisting the writing of this post, mostly because…well…I want to fit in somewhere and I don’t.  Not really.  One deity lectured me that denial doesn’t change reality and that I needed to surrender to the moment.  Another deity told me to do what I think is right.  To be deliberate, empathetic, compassionate and firm.  Still another told me to learn and grow, share but not compare and to stop fighting for the ordinary or the typical.  Be your own light.  All want me to write, so here I am…

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I’m still alive…

I haven’t had a writing bug in so long. It is almost as if that was someone else. My spiritual life has completely changed and I’m back to floundering like a fish out of water. Deities that I thought would be in my practice forever have left. Deities that I thought I’d never interact with, have become very important. It is so bizarre. My goal is to share my inner thoughts as I have no co-religionists on this very individual path…which has good and bad points. I seek to share and welcome constructive feedback as I try to find my footing in some manner.

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Full Moon for My Ladies Three

Got back Monday from our yearly (working) retreat, Dragonfest.  Had many growing moments, such as being a messenger for Mama Isis to devotees at the Drawing Down to letting my child grow up to managing a safety issue or two.

My son had a big ‘fest too.  He did the Boys Rite which he worked very hard to accomplish under the guidance one of his adopted uncles.  From homework, to learning about what makes a man, to a largish community service project.  He spent 2 nights away from camp with the other boys then they had the ritual followed by introduction to the community at breakfast the next day as men of the community.  So many men went to the ritual to support him in particular.  I was very touched although Mama Kat really wanted to drag her kitten home during the first night which was a really bad rainy night.  I needn’t have worried with whose care he was in, but this was another one of those growing moments for me too.

Son also received a message that he needed to be sure to honor a particular deity at the full moon.  That made me realize, it had been far too long since I did something a little more involved.  So I dusted off one of my older prayers, updated it for my current needs, then went out and offered prayers and incense to my divine feminine.  Didn’t go as smooth as I would like and really, I don’t have any great places around my house to do small rituals outside, but I figured something is better than nothing.

When I rewrote this full moon prayer, I had this print in mind as it reminded me of my ladies three.  I will own it someday, soonish.  During my mediation, the Ladies cleaned and polished all my chakras…a rather odd and unexpected experience. Continue reading

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Mother Isis

Been trying my hand at watercolor painting. I’m not good unless I follow a tutorial but I enjoy it any way. Here is my latest painting. I’m pleased with the wings but the arms and faces are…not great.

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Short Tale of Birth

My monitor went down so I’m doing this on my phone but I needed to share my latest meditation experience.

I’m trying to connect with Mama Isis more as she has requested something of me at the next festival I attend. I’ve been lax due to figuring out some health issues. I took the time to meditate yesterday (?, insomnia sucks).

There was only one thing I remembered. She pulled me onto her lap like I was a young child in need of a cuddle. Then she started telling me a story:

Once upon a time, there was something missing from the universe. So a child was born. The universe was a little better and a little brighter because of this child.

You are the child.

When my son got up, he crawled into my lap like he hasn’t done in a while…at 12 years old and only a few inches shorter than me…he rarely feels the need and realistically my lap isn’t big enough. 🙂 I told him the exact same tale and it really seemed to lighten something within him so I figured I’d share it here for others.

Hopefully this will lighten your spirit too.

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