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i love looey

old - extremely adhd - majorly depressed. lmao lol.

i enjoy seeing abuse in fiction as its familiar to me- but i am incapable of drawing it myself as it triggers me physically. i will continue to keep it out of my likes but i hope this information will give others a little more empathy.

DO NOT APPROACH

zoos/pedos/proships/edtwt/shtwt or previous friends turned stalkers.

i used to but no longer condone the label "proship"- as its directly enabling children online to put themselves in danger.

explicit dni: anyone associated with pen or cinno

BEFORE YOU FOLLOW

im scared and not open to speaking so im sorry if you try to comment a lot to befriend me unless you are in the higher age range.

insta!

tiktok!

pinterest!

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screamed over guinea pig feet

making sure my abusers have their words displayed and not buried in my media tab

woke

love bombing by spamming whatever art i posted and screaming about how its the most delicious thing in the world and then punishing me by pretending i don't exist for days at a time. thats an abuse cycle. i slowly gave less care to myself and focused on drawing for you to chase that high that the abuse cycle causes. stop trying to contact me.

also after letting you know how upsetting it was, you continued to do it. so i did it back at you to try and make it less upsetting for me.

to clarify- instant conversation about the minor's ocs. she successfully dodged acknowledging my feelings here so i felt like i should avoid that subject from now on.

also forgot about this

I have also learned what boundaries actually are, they are for you to enforce. An example being when I told a friend that I cannot handle any animal harm, even "feel good" stories of animals rescued- the first thing they did was bring up an animal abuse video they saw and described it in detail. They are not at fault in this situation because I should have enforced my rule.

unlike this

also to clarify im not checking my strawpage anymore. my first motivation for having it opened was to show im not running from my past mistakes. this changed into both wanting motivation to end it and with a small sliver of hope that one person would contact me again. i have no hope of that person contacting me ever again, and im trying to not end it so i have no reason to check here anymore.