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Thursday, December 15, 2011

Some Pics!!!

One of these days I'll have time to post a longer post, so these pics will have to do!! Thank you for all your thoughts, prayers, and well wishes!!


Magdalene Agnes K.
12.10.11
7:57 pm
8lbs 1.5 oz
21 In.
We already have several nicknames....Maggie, Mags, Magda, and MAK :)


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On Her Birth Day!
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Yesterday After a Morning Feeding

Sunday, December 11, 2011

Baby is here!!

Magdalene Agnes K.(lastname:) 12/10/2011 7:57pm 8lbs 1.5 oz.  21 in. Long.  Picture to come, in hospital now. Thank you for all your prayers. I thought about all my blogging buddies especially those with special intentions. God bless!!!

Monday, December 5, 2011

Still No Baby Here and Leibster Award

That's right....I'm still waiting for this little blessing to make their appearance. I'm guessing it is still enjoying its first home and well, I feel bad evicting it too early. DH and I are going to start walking A LOT more and well, they say doing the deed makes the baby come too, so we'll just try and see what works. I definitely do not want to be induced with medication.

Thank you so much Ask And It Will Be Given who awarded me with the Leibster Award! Sometimes I feel like I'm only writing this blog for myself :) But I know there are people reading it and praying for my intentions and I certainly appreciate it!!!

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I would like to pass on the Liebster Blog Award to these lovely bloggers. If you haven't read their blogs, please hop on and start following...:

1. Matching Moonheads - She has been blessed with a child and is one of the first blogs I started reading a year ago when I first started my blog.

2. More Like Mary - More Like Me - She has a little girl but struggled with IF. I enjoy reading her blog :)

3. Faith Makes Things Possible...Not Easy - She is patiently waiting for her little miracle. I love her blog and some of her posts make me laugh.

4. Saint Rita's Roses - Her blog is private. She was my prayer buddy and she has been blessed with a Boy and is about 30 weeks along in her pregnancy.

5. Two Plus One Equals Three - She is on the Adoption Journey and I enjoy reading her blog.


Upon receipt of the Liebster Blog Award, there are a few very simple rules: 
1. Copy and paste the award on your blog
2. Thank the giver and link back to the blogger who gave it to you
3. Reveal your top 5 picks and let them know by leaving a comment on their blog or emailing them.
4. Hope that your followers will spread the love to other bloggers.

Monday, November 28, 2011

The "Due" Date is Today!

Today is my official due date. I'm feeling great but there is no indication that this baby will be coming soon...it is just a waiting game now. I'm excited to meet this little one but scared too! Will I know what to do when he/she gets here? I think I have everything it needs...

I thought it was pretty neat to start Advent in this time of waiting for Jesus and waiting for this baby to make his/her appearance. I started this blog a year ago thinking I would never get pregnant, but now on the anniversary of my first post (Nov. 21) I'm still waiting, but waiting to see this little one, which is such a JOY! I'm continuing to pray for all those suffering IF. I pray that you will experience this type of waiting too. I have quickly come to realize that my struggle with IF has made me more patient. There are friends and family of mine that are being so impatient...wondering how I'm keeping so calm knowing the baby can come at any moment. In my mind, I've waited a year and a half to meet this little one, a few more days will not drive me insane :) Plus, I want this little one to come when it is ready and not when I say I've had enough. I love being pregnant and to be honest, I'll miss my belly! Of course, the baby will be here, but it's just different.

Dear Prayer Buddy and others that would like to pray for me, please say a prayer that this baby will come when he/she is ready. I'd also like to have the baby before 12/12 because my doctor will make me get induced if I don't go into labor on my own before then.

God's Blessing to you all!! Happy Advent :)

Friday, November 18, 2011

Prayer Requests & Friday Funny

I would love to take prayer requests from people that would like me to pray for them while I'm going through labor. I plan on offering up all my pain and suffering during labor for all those waiting to be blessed, but if you have a specific prayer intention, I'd be more than happy to pray for that intention. Just leave it in the comment box, Thanks!

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Thursday, November 17, 2011

Prayer for a Safe Delivery

One of the sweet old ladies from my Rosary Group at church gave me this prayer to pray for a Safe Delivery and I thought I would share it with you all. She said it everyday while pregnant with all 6 of her children and her daughter used it with her children to. You can also say these prayers for birth mothers too if you are awaiting adoption.

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God Bless You All!

Friday, November 11, 2011

Friday Funny :)

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And some quick takes...

1. I'll be 38 weeks on Monday 11/14.  I know I have not talked a lot about it on here, I guess it's because I'm not sure what to write about. Everything is going well and this pregnancy has been really easy. I honestly feel blessed everyday and we still can't believe that we will be parents very VERY soon!

2. My mom is working in Oklahoma City now. She has a 6 week temporary job there that started this past Monday. Her brothers live there so she is staying with one of them and will be there until Dec. 10th. She may come back to see the little one on the weekend after it is born, but she may just wait until her job is completed, which is OK with me.

3. I'm thanking God for a raise my husband just got!

4. Next week is my last week of work and I will not be returning after the baby is born. This is going to be a BIG change that I know will be great, it just feels weird knowing I will not be returning and having a baby that I thought would never happen.

5. I would love to take prayer requests from people that would like me to pray for them while I'm going through labor. I plan on offering up all my pain and suffering during labor for all those waiting to be blessed, but if you have a specific prayer intention, I'd be more than happy to pray for that intention. Just leave it in the comment box!

Friday, November 4, 2011

Friday Funny!

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Stole this from another blog, She found it on Pinterest :)

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

Update on My Friend

I can't thank you enough for your prayers. Our class met yesterday and we found out that Ruthy held up well during the service this past weekend and there were some people from class that were able to go and support her. She even told some of the people in my class that she would like to get together and talk about what happened. Since we all would like a natural birth, she wanted to talk to us about how some of the things we learned in class helped her during her labor. She is so sweet, even though it will probably be really hard for everyone, we are all ready to support her and allow her to talk about her experience.

Friday, September 30, 2011

Prayer Buddy Reveal

My Prayer buddy was http://saintritasroses.blogspot.com/

Can't wait to read more about her growing baby boy!

Monday, September 12, 2011

Weekend Recap

Since I didn't do Friday Quick Takes, I decided to do a recap since a lot went on this weekend....

1. My mom got a job!! She started today and I can't wait to hear about it. I'll be calling her after work today. Thanks for all the prayers.

2. DH and I tackled a big project we had put off for two years. We laid laminate flooring in our house in October 2009 but never finished it with quarter round. This weekend DH put all the quarter round around the base boards. It looks great and I'm so happy that it's finally done!!

3. My sister is still evacuated from her home and at my mom's house. She has been told that she will not be able to get back into her home until this Thursday or even longer. The fire that they are still trying to contain is located across the street from her in an empty field.

4. One of my co-worker's lost his home from the fires in Bastrop. Please pray for his family.

5. This weekend, I learned my lesson in forgiveness which also helped having the readings for Mass be about forgiveness.
  • It started on Friday. DH made me mad because of something he did at work.
  • On Saturday we ran out of gas going to get gas and groceries. We ran out just outside our neighborhood and I suggested that we just walk back home to get his truck. He wanted to see if we could make it all the way, which was another mile. Well, we ran out of gas and luckily he was able to pull over. I was steaming mad! We had to walk to the grocery store, which was 1/2 a mile away in 100 degree heat. Our neighbor picked him up, got gas and he came back while I waited at the grocery store.
  • On Sunday he wanted to show me a new part of our neighborhood that they are expanding. He went there Saturday night so he wanted to show me. He decided it would be cool to drive up a dirt mound in his truck and we got stuck. FOR AN HOUR. Since we went to Mass that morning and heard the great readings and homily, I didn't say one word, nor did I get mad or yell at him. I just sat in the airconditioned truck (we had a full tank of gas, thank goodness) and watched him try to dig us out. Our neighbor that brought us gas the day before was able to come and pull us out. We had to wait a long time since he was on his way back from church.
  • The only thing I told poor DH was that he better start listening to me. I warned him that if I didn't feel like something was a good idea, I'm going to start standing firm on my belief and not just go with the flow. I asked him if he will ever learn his lesson and he said "No, because I am a Boy". I am in DEEP trouble if this little one is a Boy, I have a feeling they will always be in trouble just like DH and his dad :)
6. I got 3 shirts from Target for $6 each :) I love bargins!!

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Wildfires in Texas

I live in Central Texas and there are wildfires all around me! I live in College Station, so I don't think there is any chance of things coming my way, but only God knows that. We could smell the fire this morning when we got in the car for work. My sister that lives an hour southeast had to evacuate her house and she is staying with my mom. The bad thing is, is that my sister is behind on her house note and her insurance is wrapped up in her payments. Not sure if her insurance would help her if, God forbid, her house does catch on fire. My mom is close to the area as well, so I'm praying that she doesn't have to evacuate as well.

Please say some prayers for her and for all those who are affected by these wildfires.

Friday, August 26, 2011

Friday Quick Takes


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1. I'm so happy today is Friday! It seems like every week I anticipate Fridays, more so now than ever!! I just love the weekends to relax and get things done. Plus, it's a another week closer to meeting our little one :)

2. I'll be 27 weeks on Monday, one more week and I'll be in my Third Trimester. It's super crazy how time flies by. I feel great and I really can't complain about anything. Going through IF, I try to just enjoy every moment, even if I'm in pain.

3. My mom and I are doing good. Even though she is continuing to spend her money in a way I think is frivolous, I just continue to love her and be a good daughter. She came up and visited with DH and I last Sunday. DH cooked us omelets and homemade hash browns...YUM!! Then, she took us out for yogurt, we tried to pay, but she insisted, so we let her.

4. We are going to Killeen, TX this Saturday for a Welcome Home party for a college friend of ours returning form Afghanistan. He has been there for a year, so we are excited to be there to welcome him home. We live about 2 hours away so the drive should not be that bad.

5. DH and I have been taking Bradley Natural Childbirth Classes on Mondays for the past few weeks. If any of you are interested in a Natural Childbirth, I highly recommend taking these classes. We are learning a lot. We make a date night out of it by going out to eat before class together.

6. We finally got some rain yesterday! Thanks be to God! We've had temps in the 100's for like EVER and the last rain we got was almost two months ago.

7. DH and I finally registered for baby items :) We have been so blessed by his sisters giving us hand-me-downs, we didn't have to register for much. We have two showers scheduled this up coming month and we're getting excited to celebrate with everyone.

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Beautiful Song



We pray for blessings
We pray for peace
Comfort for family, protection while we sleep
We pray for healing, for prosperity
We pray for Your mighty hand to ease our suffering
All the while, You hear each spoken need
Yet love us way too much to give us lesser things

Cause what if Your blessings come through raindrops
What if Your healing comes through tears
What if a thousand sleepless nights
Are what it takes to know You’re near
What if trials of this life are Your mercies in disguise

We pray for wisdom
Your voice to hear
And we cry in anger when we cannot feel You near
We doubt Your goodness, we doubt Your love
As if every promise from Your Word is not enough
All the while, You hear each desperate plea
And long that we'd have faith to believe

Cause what if Your blessings come through raindrops
What if Your healing comes through tears
What if a thousand sleepless nights
Are what it takes to know You’re near
And what if trials of this life are Your mercies in disguise

When friends betray us
When darkness seems to win
We know the pain reminds this heart
That this is not, this is not our home
It's not our home

Cause what if Your blessings come through raindrops
What if Your healing comes through tears
And what if a thousand sleepless nights
Are what it takes to know You’re near
What if my greatest disappointments
Or the aching(s) of this life
Is the revealing of a greater thirst this world can’t satisfy
And what if trials of this life
The rain, the storms, the hardest nights
Are Your mercies in disguise

Monday, August 8, 2011

Taking a Deep Breath

I told my mom this was not a good weekend and I could tell she didn't like my answer. She even made the comment..."I may not even be able to see you while you're pregnant if our schedules just don't work" So, after talking to some good people about the situation with my mother, I've really gotten some good advice.
  1. I cannot change who my mother is.
  2. I know she is unhappy, but nothing I say or do will change her situation.
  3. My #1 priority is my husband and our little one on the way.
  4. I need to work on not feeling guilty about everything and just do the best I can.
  5. This relationship will always be something I will need to continue to pray for and work hard at.
  6. There is a difference between being rude and expressing how you truly feel.
  7. No amount of time spent with my mom will change how she feels about not seeing me.
  8. Even though I never really enjoy the time I spend with her, I should continue to spend time with her because she is my mom and I love her.
  9. It's ok to be independent and not do everything your mom tells you to do.
  10. There are times to visit and there are times when it just doesn't work and and it's OK!
  11. There is a difference between intentionally avoiding your mom and being honest with her about what you already have planned.
  12. I need to pray a lot more for her and our relationship.
  13. My mom is my mom and I can't let her comments get to me.
Thank you for your prayers. I'm going to continue to work really hard at this relationship and not be so negative about it.

Thursday, August 4, 2011

Need to Vent a Bit

The situation with my mom is going to drive me insane! I only spoke to her for 30 mins yesterday and I've been in the worst mood since. I've decided to write down some things that are really bugging me:
  1. She asked if she could come visit Dh and I this weekend (We live an hour away from her). I asked her if she wouldn't mind helping me with some projects that we have on our "to do" list. She asked if the tasks were inside jobs, which they are and then said she may just come for lunch and then leave. There have been countless times DH and I have worked on her house without complaining, and she can't for one weekend come help me for a few hours??
  2. She asked me what our plans were for Thanksgiving and I told her we would not be traveling since my due date is Nov. 28th. It's our turn with DH's family this year and my side for Christmas. I told her there weren't any firm plans yet except that we'd be staying home. She then tells me that I could travel, I'm just choosing not to. I tell her no, because my due date is so close to Thanksgiving that I don't want to go into labor 2hours away from home. Then she says...well when I was pregnant with you I was in another state during Christmas. (My b-day is Jan 6) So I told her that was her choice and that I was not going to travel 1 month away from my due date. Why can't she just let it be and not bug me about it. Why does she have to act like I am making a bad decision in staying home?!?!?
  3. She told me on the phone that she traded in her car and go an older car so she could get some money back on it. She got like $4k and then proceeded to tell me how she was not stressed anymore about money. She couldn't make the trade before she called me a few weeks ago crying about her money issues? This is exactly why we didn't give her any money, because if it comes down to it, she finds a way to get a little cash here and there.
  4. When we were getting off the phone, she tells me that she's taking my nieces to the movies and then going shoe shopping with them. They need shoes for school and she needs a couple of pairs since she had not bought shoes in 2 years. She's already spending the money she just got on things she doesn't need. Yet, another reason why we can't just give her money.
  5.  I hate that I feel guilty about telling her not to come. I hate that I can't tell her how angry I am about the choices she is making. I hate how in her mind she thinks the conversation is going well, when in fact I'm biting my tongue through out the whole conversation.
There are times I have great conversations with my mom, but it feels like most of the time these are the types of conversations we have. Me being frustrated after we get off the phone. I love my mom, but sometimes it is hard to be her friend. I wish I had one of those cool mother/daughter relationships where we could share our thoughts freely without me feeling like she is judging me. It's weird, growing up our relationship was truly mother/daughter. We could hang out and go to the movies/shopping and carry on a conversation, but once I went away for college, got married and started my own life in a different town, it's like we grew apart. I know I'm going to have to work really hard to make this relationship work, especially with a baby on the way. I need to start praying really hard for our relationship.

Friday, July 29, 2011

Quick Takes


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Some pretty long quick takes...
  1. I can't believe it's been 2 weeks since I've posted. A lot has gone on and I've thought of 1 million things to say in a post, I just have not done it.
  2. Since my last post, my mom still has not found a job, but she has not asked us for money again. I talked to my sister (the one that is financially stable) and she told me she avoids talking to my mom because she is always asking her for money and she doesn't like it. She doesn't give her any, so I'm glad we feel the same way about the situation. I just have guilt if I don't talk to her at least once a week and my sister doesn't care. She'd rather text my mom than call her. We agree that she needs to seek help from her local organizations that CAN help and are set up for people like her, instead of turning to her daughters for help.
  3. My nieces came and stayed with us for 5 days. We had a lot of fun hanging out with them. They are 15 and 12 and are about to have their birthdays in the next couple of months! They are such fun to be with, they are not the typically teenagers that you hear about these days..cell phone all the time, moody, dressing inappropriately, disrespectful, etc. They use their manners and I'm sure I heard "Thank You" at least 100 times. It was such a blessing to have them come stay with us for a little bit.
  4. We had our 20 week ultrasound and got a DVD of the little one moving around. We got to see the heart beating and we got several pics. Here is one of them:
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  6. Last week DH went with me to a conference I had to work at in another town 3 hours away. We got to visit with some friends we hadn't seen in about a year. We found out they are struggling with IF and have been for the past year. My heart just breaks for them. While I was working, DH was able to visit with the husband and tell him our struggle (they knew we had been trying but didn't know our whole story). He shared with him about NFP and NaPRO Technology. Now we know 2 couples that we are close to hurting from the pain IF causes. We know we are extremely blessed, but we also acknowledge the blessing we had in dealing with IF. If we didn't go through it, we would not be able to comfort those we know who are hurting from it now and would not get to share our experience with them.
  7. So, you know that boat I mentioned on here earlier that my DH bought to fix up? Well, he fixed the motor, took it out to test it and the transom cracked. It will cost way more to fix the boat than what we paid for it, so I think we are just going to sell the motor and recoup the money we spent on the boat. It really stinks and I was super upset about the whole thing, but we don't need a boat anyway.
  8. We went on our lake trip this past weekend and even though we were not able to take the boat with us, we had a lot of fun. We ate some good food, enjoyed the outdoor weather, and the company. I actually felt relaxed after the trip!
  9. I took this picture yesterday on my walk with my lab, Macy. I thought it was neat :) It shows my big belly (I'm not allowed to say "baby bump"...my DH refuses me to use those two words together...He's funny!!)
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  11. I'm kind of getting stressed out about all the things we still need to do before this baby arrives. Yesterday marked 4 exact months until the due date. I think about all the things that need to be done throughout the day and I just get overwhelmed. I expressed my concern to DH and he seems like it's not a big deal. It's kind of frustrating...I wish he felt the same way I did about getting things accomplished. Trying to take it One...day...at...a...time :)
  12. I'm excited about Summer Prayer Buddies!!!
  13. Happy Friday and have a blessed weekend!!

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

Thank You and an Update

Thank you so much for your prayers and comments, they really helped calm my nerves. My mom texted me last night to let me know she sold one of her expensive serger machines on craigs.list. She said that should take care of her for awhile and she wrote that she loves "all three of us". It made be feel a little better, but I was not sure what to text back and I didn't feel like calling her to chat. I still feel like I am in an awkward position and am not sure what to say when we talk again. She has another sewing machine listed that might sell quickly as well, so I pray that this money will last her until she finds a job. Again, Thank You!!

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

In Need of Some Prayers

We've had two of my nieces staying with us since Wednesday of last week. Their mom just picked them up yesterday...we were busy, busy, busy :) DH and I took yesterday off to be with them on their last day with us (I took half days on Thursday and Friday last week). We also had our 20 week ultrasound, which went great! Now on to the prayer request that is very much needed...

My mom called me yesterday morning crying and asking for money. I've mentioned on here before about her money problems and that we've helped her out in the past, but obviously we didn't help her enough last time. She told me that her electricity was going to be cut off if she doesn't pay it. She had a job interview yesterday and I'm just praying that she gets it!!

I feel so selfish not giving her money but to be honest, if we continue to do so, we'll run out of money! She has 6 dogs, a lot of "stuff" she could sell and I know giving her money will never solve her financial problems, even if it was for a short time. I feel very conflicted. Part of me wants to give my mom money and the other part wants to ignore the whole situation. I have not talked to her since yesterday's call. Before we got off the phone I told her that I would talk to DH and see what we could do. I feel like I am going to throw up when I think about having to talk to her again.

DH and I decided to not give her money, but to help her find local charities that can financially assist her. We also decided that if she wants our help, she will have to sit down with us and tell us all her expenses and income (she gets some money from my dad's SS and pension since he passed away in '04). This is not going to be easy. We are going to have to tell her to get rid of her animals. If she can not support herself, she can't support the animals, period. I am feeling like a bad daughter, but it is not just my money to give away, DH and I have to agree. Both my sisters are not in a place to give her anything, so we are her only option. This is causing a lot of stress for me and DH.

Luckily, DH's dad had a lot of good advice to give him after he explained the situation. Unfortunately, I don't feel like I can talk to my mom openly about the problem she has. DH agreed to do all the talking when she calls back and when we sit down with her to have the talk.

I'm upset that I can't call my mom to tell her how our ultrasound went. I'm mad that she's 60 and I'm only 27 and she is relying on me to give her money. I hate that I don't know if what we are doing is right. I hate that I have to be the one to worry about the mess she got herself into. I hate that I have no one to talk to in my family about the situation...my sisters are good at ignoring the issue. I wish my dad was still here. I want to seriously crawl into a hole and come out when the situation is resolved. Any prayers you can offer me would be GREATLY appreciated!!

Thank you for reading this post,
Teresa

Friday, July 1, 2011

Quick Takes

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1. I'm so looking forward to the three day weekend!! We are working on our master shower and am hoping to start tiling. Once we are done, I'll post before and after pics.

2. When my DH got the job at our church, our neighbor had a Mass of Thanksgiving scheduled for him. Well, it's finally here and it's tomorrow at 5:30 :)

3. DH and I might go fishing on the boat this weekend! I'll take some pics and post them :)

4. God is so good in blessing me with wonderful sister in laws! DH and I came back from visiting with a truck bed full of baby stuff and a HUGH trash bag full of maternity clothes. Even though my belly is not too big, I'm already wearing some tops cause they are just so comfy :)

5. I'm pretty sure we are set on our name choices. I'm not sure if I'll reveal them on the blog or just wait till the little one comes to announce the name.

6. I am so happy that I am building a better relationship with one of my sister in laws. I've always felt like we had the most in common but since becoming pregnant, our relationship has really grown.

7. Please pray for my co-worker Karen, she is giving a speech at a funeral tomorrow. She was really close to the person who passed and she is really nervous about giving the speech. She really needs the Holy Spirit to help her to be strong for the family members.

Enjoy the weekend!!!

Friday, June 24, 2011

Quick Takes


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1. I love, Love, LOVE my new doctor!!! :) :) She is everything I could ask for and more!!! We had an appointment with her yesterday and she answered all my questions before I could even ask her the list I had. She is a NFP user, has used the Bradley Method herself with all three of her children, and she is so easy to talk to!! The bonus is that she is a family practitioner as well so she can be our family doctor for all three of us :) I'm just so happy!!!! We got to hear the heart beat and schedule the anatomy ultrasound!! We are still team GREEN!

2. My mom had a second interview earlier this week and she said it went well. The bad news is that she has to wait for a third round of interviews that will be held after the 4th of July. Please say a prayer for her.

3. This weekend we are going to visit some family and I get to bring home some baby stuff and maternity clothes that my SIL has been saving for me.

4. My husband bought another boat!! It's not a John Boat, it's a 1984 Bass Boat. He didn't have to pay much more than what we got from selling the John Boat, so I was happy with that :) It needs a REALLY deep cleaning and some work, but I think he's in love with it!!

5. We booked a Lake House to rent for a weekend in July to spend with our neighbors. We are good friends with them. They are about 10 years older than DH and I and have two boys, 14 and 11. We enjoy hanging out with them and are looking forward to a weekend of fishing and laying out!! The boys LOVE my DH...they used to come over to ask if he could come out to play ALL THE TIME. They probably still would but their parents tell them not to bother us too much!

6. Work is slow, so I get to do some blog reading today :)

7. This week took forever!! I'm so glad it's FRIDAY!


Monday, June 20, 2011

A Knitted Monkey :)

I finally finished this project I was working on for my niece Piper who turned 2 this month!! I can't wait to give it to her this weekend :) It measures about a foot from head to toe. I'm kind of proud of myself!


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Friday, June 17, 2011

Quick Takes

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1. I'm still having a problem posting comments and it seems like others are having problems too! UGGG!!

2. My mom has an interview Tuesday Morning! Yippy!!! Please say a prayer if you can add it to your prayer list :)

3. We got our air conditioner fix, it was a easy problem to fix and we are a lot more comfortable in our home :)

4. My sister is still in Brazil. She is there till Saturday. I didn't know she was going to be gone so long. I texted back and forth with her husband and he said she is doing well, so that's good.

5. I finished knitting a puppy for my niece's birthday and have started kitting a monkey for another niece.
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6. We decided not to go with a midwife since this is our first time to deliver, but I am switching doctors. The doctor I am currently seeing will most likely not be there to deliver and he did not speak too highly of the Bradley Method, which is what DH and I would like to do.

7. This weekend we have a friend's kid's birthday party to attend on Saturday and my in laws and one SIL will being coming to visit on Sunday. I feel like it is going to go by really quickly, but I hope it does not :)

Thursday, June 9, 2011

Quick Takes on Thursday

I’ve decided to join in this “Quick Takes” most of you bloggers do. I’ve not been good about blogging, mainly because I’m not sure what to write. So here it goes…

1. Blogger has been making me mad. When I am logged in looking at others blogs, I go to make a comment and am not allowed. Blogger tells me I need to log in again and when I do, it tells me my comment will be posted anonymously. After trying to make the same comment about 3 times, I get mad and decide not to comment at all. Does anyone else have this problem? It also doesn’t show me as logged in when I look at the top right it says “login” and “Create Blog” and it doesn’t show my email address like it use to!

2. It always amazes me how women who use birth control feel like they can freely talk about it like it is not a big deal. I was at the dentist yesterday and the hygienist asked if there was anything new and exciting going on so I told her I was pregnant. She proceeded to tell me that a lot of people she knows are ready to have children. She said one of her friends told her the other day she was getting her IUD out so her and her husband could try for #2. Just hearing it makes me sad. What do you say to that?!?!

3. My mom lost her job again. She was only there for a month or two. She is already struggling financially again and DH and I can’t help her out this time. Knowing there is a baby on the way, and with our plan for me to stay home after the baby is born, we cannot give her any money that we have been saving. I feel bad, but know with her financial past, we just can’t be giving away money we know we will never see again.

4. My husband loves his new job at our church. It has completely changed his attitude. We are actually able to enjoy the evenings together and eat dinner together. He is very helpful around the house now, cleaning, doing laundry and mowing the lawn during the week!! I am so thankful that he was blessed with this job change. Plus we get to carpool sometimes, so that’s fun!!

5. My husband sold his John Boat. I was shocked, but it was his idea. He didn’t like it anymore since he felt unsafe on it in the water. It is really windy and the boat is not steady. I’m sure he will still go fishing, but probably not as often.

6. Our Air Conditioner is not working. We keep it at 79 degrees during the Summer and when we got home from work yesterday we noticed it was 84 in the house. I think the high was 97 (feels like 101)! We have to have someone look at it. Our house is only 5 years old, so I’m not sure what could be wrong with it.

7. One of my sisters is going to Brazil and to the UK this month. She leaves next week for Brazil. She’ll be there for a few days, come back and have a week before she leaves for the UK. The company she works for is based out of the UK so she’s gone before. Please pray that she has safe trips, especially to Brazil!!

Friday, May 27, 2011

Undecided

After our appointment this morning, we're undecided about having a midwife. There are so may "What if's" about having a baby either at home or at the hospital. We've been doing a lot of research because we want to do the right thing. Other than that, the appointment went well and we got to hear the heartbeat with the doppler right away!

Since my blog is "theifcross" I decided to change the "IF" meaning from infertility to "What if". I struggle a lot with the "what if's" in life...especially right now. I'm constantly reminding myself that I just need to trust in God's will for me. I need to stop worrying about the things that are not in my control. I tell myself that if the plan I make do not work out, it's ok because God knows what's best for me.




Thursday, May 26, 2011

Update

It has been a long time since I last posted. I need to update my profile and I may change my background. Things are going great. I feel good and I have another doctor appointment tomorrow. My husband and I have decided to go with a midwife and have a home birth, so this will be our last official doctor's visit. We will still go to him for lab work and ultrasounds but that's it. I have really been praying and think about all you IF ladies especially when I am not feeling good. I offer it up for you!!

Thursday, May 5, 2011

We Have a Baby!!

We went to the ultrasound appointment this morning and we saw our little baby squirming around, what a blessing!! S/he measures right on track and had a great heartbeat. Thank you again for your prayers!

Monday, May 2, 2011

Appointment Update

I had my appointment this morning and the doctor could not find the heartbeat with the doppler, but we are not to worried since he said it would be hard to find this early. We have our first ultrasound scheduled for this Thursday at 9:00, I'm certainly learning the virtue of patience. The doctor did say that my uterus was growing and if this was my first appointment, he would be able to tell I was 10 or so weeks along, so that news was comforting :)

I also wanted to mention on here that my DH got the job working at our church. He starts May 9th and we are so excited!! Thanks to all those that prayed for him.

Thursday, April 28, 2011

Prayer Request

I have my second doctor's appointment on May 2nd at 8:30am. The doctor said there would not be an ultrasound, but they would try to find a heartbeat with the doppler. Dh and I are going to schedule the ultrasound for later that week, hopefully!! Please say a few prayers for me and this little one. I do feel a lot different than my pregnancy in 2009 so I'm taking it as a good sign that I am having food aversions and am really tired when I get home from work. Last time the baby didn't develop and I miscarried naturally 11 weeks into the pregnancy, so I'm still not past that date. I'll be 10 weeks on Monday when I go.

Please also pray for my friend R and her husband A. We were both struggling with infertility for about the same time. We had dinner on the 9th of April when they announced that they were pregnant and we were so excited to let them know we were too. We were only two weeks apart, but they just found out last week that the baby stopped growing and she is now waiting to miscarry naturally. My heart just breaks for them. Any prayers you could offer them would be wonderful.

Thank you so much!!

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

Prayer Buddy Reveal

I was praying for J at All Things. I didn't know anything about her until I found out she was my prayer buddy. It was nice to get to know her through her blog.  I love praying for buddies and am already looking forward to next time.

Thursday, April 14, 2011

Checking In

Well there are no updates to report on our baby that we pray is growing strong and healthy. Thank you again for your prayers. I would probably be a mess right now if I didn't feel the prayers from you all.

I've stepped away from reading blogs a little bit. To be honest, I also feel like I should stop writing posts all together. I know the pain of reading about pregnancy updates and I hate that I may make someone feel bad for reading my post. To be honest I don't know what to write either. My heart aches for all you IF Bloggers that are praying to be blessed with babies. I too am praying for you as well. I feel so undeserving of this beautiful gift God has given to me. I am grateful, but feel there are more deserving women out there that have suffered far longer than I have and should be blessed with this gift as well.

On another note, my husband has an interview today at 2pm at our parish for a facilities position. Please say a prayer for him. I've mentioned on this blog before how stressed out he is in his current job. This would be a wonderful change for him and us.

Thank you!!

Friday, April 8, 2011

Quick Update

I got my test results back and my hcg# is 56,209 and all the routine tests came back great as well.

Again, thank you for your prayers!

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Thank you for your prayers!

Thank you so much for all your prayers. I have really felt them and to be honest I'm not worrying about things like I thought I would be. We've been thanking God everyday for this little blessing and all those that have been praying for us to concieve again.

I thought I would share a little more about how everything came to be. I didn't want my first post about this pregnancy to be all the details just in case someone didn't want to hear about it. I know before this blessing, I would be happy for any IF pregnancy announcement, but I'd be a little jealous as well and would find myself avoiding that particular blog for a little bit, but of course praying for a healthy baby as well.

So I knew this cycle was different when I saw more than 2 days of really good 10KL mucus. (During a cycle I usually see it once on one day or once on two different days) I think I saw it for at least 4 days. I thought it was great, but tried not to read too much into it since I didn't want to be let down. I didn't even chart everything this month. I just charted the date and cycle day so I knew what cycle day I was on when I got close to 'that time of the month' again.

Since DH and I had the 'hopeful' pregnancy in December. We decided to wait until CD40 to take an at home test. CD40 was on Friday so we decieded to wait to test on Saturday so we could be home together after we read the results. The '+' showed up pretty much immediately. I told DH that I wanted to go to adoration and light some candles and thank God for this little miracle. We have a chapel that holds 24 hour adoration. The adorer assigned to the hour we went to, wanted to say the Rosary and asked DH and I if we wanted to join him. We did and since it was Saturday, we said the Joyful Mysteries, which was just so beautiful!! We decided not to celebrate too much since we are still concerned about this pregnancy being like the last one in 2009.

On Monday, DH and I took off work and I was able to schedule my first appointment for the same day. Crazy how my doctor was available for an appointment. This is a different doctor than I had with our first pregnancy, so things are a little different. They do not have a small ultrasound available for all appointments like my last doctor did so I was worried about not being able to see if our baby was in there. My doctor re-assured me that even if we were to have an ultrasound, we would not see much anyway and if it looked like the last pregnancy, we would have to wait to see if anything changed. So we would have to wait either way and I was re-assured that waiting for an ultrasound a 12wks was ok. He did however have me go to the lab for testing my hgc and other things. I should have the results tomorrow or Friday.

Again, Thank you, Thank you, Thank you for your prayers! And also, please pray for this IF Blogger who also received wonderful news today!

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Pregnant For Now...

Yes, I got a BFP this past Saturday. We are very excited but we are also being very cautious. I was not sure how to title this post. To be honest, I've had mixed emotions about posting until we know for sure that everything is ok with the baby. I decided to post anyway because I could really use some prayers.

I dated 6wks yesterday and I was also able to have my first checkup yesterday as well. We are having our first ultrasound at 12wks. All of you, along with my doctor, are the only people that know. We are not going to tell anyone until we have the 1st ultrasound and find out that everything is OK.

I'm not sure what else to say except, you all continue to be in my prayers.

Monday, March 28, 2011

God is Listening

I've been away for awhile because I've been traveling for work.  I have some more good news about God answering prayers. For lent I decided to make a list of all my family members and pray for a special intention for them each day. This is about 12 people including my prayer buddy and a friend's sister who asked me to pray for her. Besides my mom getting a job there have been two other things that are being answered. The intentions I had for SIL A and SIL B are in the works!!

For SIL A, I am praying that her and her husband find a church to take their family to on a regular basis. She is a fallen away Catholic, but I think she has a desire to come back to the church. Her husband was raised Baptist and when they got married they decided to work out the details of their faith later on. Well, they have 3 children now ages 3.5 - 9 months and are still in the same place but they are working on it. I found out this weekend that my FIL was watching their children while they went to church to try to find a place to worship. (this was my FIL's words) In my heart I hope the compromise is the Catholic Church, but I know I can't make that decision for them. I just pray they have their children baptized soon and stop waiting.

For SIL B, I am praying for her to cope with her divorce and that she seeks God in her life. I found out earlier this month that she is going on an ACTS retreat. She has also kind of fallen away from the Catholic Church but is going through the annulment process. She has two children and her husband divorced her and married someone who was a friend he worked with. It's a very sad story and I pray that she finds healing and comfort by going on this retreat.

So, thanks be to God for hearing my prayers and allowing me to know that he is at work in both of their lives. I know that he is listening to me even though he is not answering my prayers to be blessed with children. I know that it is in his time, not mine.

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Thanks be to God

My mom was offered a job today and accepted it!! After a year of unemployment...she finally has a job!! My prayers for her have been answered. Thanks be to God!! Thank you prayer buddy too since this was one of my intentions.

Monday, March 14, 2011

What is Going On Here???

I've been wondering this for the past couple of weeks now. I've been such at peace with all my IF struggles. I think it really had to to with the Mass I attended on the 27th. I posted about it HERE. This cycle seems different. Even my period seemed different. I saw a lot of good mucus this month too, so I think our new diet and vitamin regimen is working, that, and of course constant prayer!!

I've been more open about our IF to friends and even strangers. I feel more of a desire to let DH's side know, but I know he is not ready yet. I have not cried in awhile and I have not gotten sad after spending time with children or seeing all of them at Mass.

On Ash Wednesday I took the day off, went to midday Mass and spent the rest of day with a friend and her two children. We knitted and chatted while the children took naps and played. The day was great! I was actually surprised that I didn't get all bent out of shape after spending the day with her. Never once did I think of crazy scenarios about NEVER being able to do the things (read books, tickle, play with toys) we did with my own children. Go back a few months and I'd probably of had to leave mid day because I would have overwhelmed myself.

I thank God for this new found peace. I have been trying harder about living one day at a time and I think I've done really well. I also wanted to thank my prayer buddy for the prayers! I'm sure she has something to do with it too :)

I'll end with some things I'm excited about...

The Lilies my neighbor bought be look beautiful in my back yard!

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We've been having gorgeous weather, 70's and sunny :)

The Cosby Show in now available on Netflix instant view

The sock I knitted for my DH...I have to start the match soon!
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Happy Monday!!!!!

Thursday, March 3, 2011

RU#2 - Random Qustions

I googled "Get to Know You" questions and found some random questions I thought we could all share our answers to. If you want to add more, please do!!! Just add them to the bottom of your post and I'll add the additional questions to my own post. If you don't have an answer for some of them, just leave them off your post. Have fun and add pictures if you feel comfortable!!

What was your favorite musical group when you were in Junior High?
Probably Spice Girls!


Have you ever stayed at a luxury hotel....what was your hotel room like?
DH and I went to a Hyatt Resort last year, it was nice but really not our thing. We probably won’t do it again.
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Tell us about a childhood injury.
I swallowed a corsage straight pin! I was in 9th grade, cleaning my room when I stumbled upon it and a straw. I thought it would be cool to blow the pin through the straw like a dart. Well, I put it up to my lips and took a big inhale and the pen went right down my throat. Luckily, the plastic ball part went down first. I thought I was going to die, seriously! After a trip to the ER and several doctor visits and X-Rays later, it came out the other end eventually. Had to include a picture, because people usually don't know what I'm talking about when I tell them what I swallowed.

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Who were your role models when you were younger?

I looked up to my mom and dad. My mom, because she was the main bread winner and provided for our family. My dad, because even though he had health issues, he treated everyday as a gift and made the most of his life. He was also just a friendly guy who would befriend anyone and everyone!

As a child, what did you want to be when you grew up?
At one time I wanted to be an astronaut in elementary school and then a teacher. I’m not either of these, I plan conferences :)

What do you remember about your high school prom?
I went with my DH and we didn’t go in a group like a lot of others did. We took his truck, that he still has today and we went to a really fancy restaurant in downtown Houston. My sister did my hair and I really liked my dress.

Name something you did as a child that your parents don’t know about.
I went to the mall with a friend alone. Her parents dropped us off. I was not allowed to do this. I was in 8th or 9th grade.

What extremely difficult life situation have you overcome and how did you do it?
My dad suddenly passed away my senior year in college. It all happened in one day. I can remember pretty much the whole day like it was yesterday. I could write a whole post about it. I believe the only way I got through it was through prayer and the support I had from friends and family. I also went through some counseling that was offered at my university.

Worst roommate you have ever had.
I was a senior and she was a freshman. She was just irresponsible and very immature. I lived in an apartment complex that did roommate matching and this was not a good match they made.

How many times have you changed your hair color?
Twice that I remember. In 10th grade I used that Sun In stuff and it turned my brown hair orangeish :) I’ve gotten some deep red highlights once, but it wasn’t very noticeable.

What was your best Halloween costume?
We never celebrate Halloween, but DH's boss wanted to have a get together and have everyone dress up. I dressed up as Audrey Hepburn from Breakfast at Tiffany’s and DH dressed in a Box that we made into an Rubik’s Cube.
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What was your Major in College?
Communication

What was your first car and what do you remember about it?
2003 Saturn 4 door sedan. I got it my junior year in high school and it was previously my mom's and previously someone elses. It had a sunroof that leaked when it rained.
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What was your first Job?
I was 15 and worked at a grocery store called Randall's. I was a checker.


Do you have any pets?
Macy, the wonderful Yellow Lab!! I might write a whole post on her later!!
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Do you have a favorite TV show?
I really like the mentalist and parenthood. These are the only shows I watch every week.

Do you have any OCD tendencies that you feel comfortable sharing?
1. I'm kind of, well, really bossy in the kitchen. I just like things done MY why. If DH is cooking I have to remove myself from the area or miss bossy britches comes out.
2. I get frustrated when the unfitted sheet gets pulled out from underneath the mattress and I like the quilt to be on the bed just right. DH is always managing to pull the sheet out and pull the quilt all the way over on his side of the bed. I don't know why, but this just really bugs me if it's not all straightened out before bed. Well, unless I'm too tired to care.
3. In general I do have a bad case of the "you're not doing it the way I would" with a few things. I know I have the problem, so I think I control myself pretty well :)


To join this Round Up, create a post on your blog and comment on this one to let me know you've joined in. I'll add your name at the bottom of this post so we can all share our answers with others!

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Monday, February 28, 2011

Worrying

God certainly was speaking right to me and DH during Mass on Sunday. Dh and I were getting ready for mass on Sunday evening and I decided to check my emails. One of DH’s cousin’s just welcomed their second daughter and we received an email stating that she was born on 2/27 at 1am. The names they choose for their children are extremely uncommon. I think it’s unique and weird at first and then I end up liking the name after all. I told DH the name and he just thought it was silly. I made the comment to him, that at least they have a child to name, in a nice way of course. When it comes to weird names, my stance is always…They are the parents and it’s their right to choose what their child’s name will be. I know that this decision is probably not easy and I’m sure the name they chose was the name they thought fit their child the most. Not everyone will like a certain name, but it’s not up to everyone to name YOUR child. So, it shouldn’t matter what others think. Also, who’s to say that people will think our kid’s names are great??!?

Anyway, this sparked a conversation with DH about our IF issues and how far we’ll go to seek treatment. I’m not going to go into any details here because this is our personal view. I don’t want people to think that just because we won’t look into doing XY&Z, doesn’t mean I think XY&Z are wrong for others to pursue. So, we talked about our fears and our hopes. How it’s different for DH and I to process everything. How I think about it more than he does. How sometimes when we look at the crazy world we live in, not being blessed with children, doesn’t bother us. BUT, being blessed with children to make it a better place, would be ideal. I told DH that I was scared that we'd wake up one day when we are 35 and realize that we should have done XY&Z and just let the time pass us by. I told him that the 5 years we've been married seems to have flown by, yet we are still in the same place. DH reassured me that everything will be OK and we're not that unconscious of our situation. We just need to trust in God's will for us and things will work out.

Anyway on to Mass. Every Sunday before Mass we read the short reflection paragraph in the missalette. How appropriate for it to ask me to stop worrying about the things I can’t control and turn them over to God. In the homily our Priest spoke to us about when he was a Chaplin at a hospital during his years in the seminary. He shared with us about the time when he was paged to comfort a woman who had just lost her baby, she was 7 or 8 months pregnant. He told us how badly he wanted to take away her pain and make her feel better. There was nothing that he could have been taught to say or do that would comfort her in the way she needed. He talked about how we should trust in God and know that He is there to take our burdens away. He spoke of the love he could see that the mother had for her child in the womb. He told us to think about that love and imagine an even greater love than that, and that was how much God loves us. He said to see that woman’s pain and suffering, made him think about the pain God feels when we don’t put all our trust in him.

The two lines that struck me the most were:

Mt 6:27 "And which of you by being anxious can add one cubit to his lifespan?"

Mt6:33-34 "But seek first the kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things shall be yours as well. Therefore do not be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Let the day's own trouble be sufficient for the day."

Jesus I Trust In You!

Friday, February 25, 2011

Suffering

My SIL forwarded a CaringBridge website of a young mother named Meghan who lost her battle with Cancer a week ago on her 30th birthday. She was married and had one child that celebrated his first birthday yesterday. This was a very sad story but she had a positive attitude throughout her journey on her blog that she shared on the site. My SIL wrote in her email to me “I have been following this blog and praying for her and her family. I am in awe of her spirit and courage, overwhelmed by her unwavering faith and her strong/positive outlook knowing the battle she had ahead. I have been inspired by her quotes.” This got me thinking about how I feel about suffering, so I thought I'd share my thoughts on my blog.

God is Love even in the midst of suffering. I often hear people asking why God allows bad things to happen to good people. I my life, I’ve realized that he allows these things to happen because of his GREAT love for us. Allowing these things to happen gives that person suffering an opportunity to grow in a deeper relationship with Him if they allow themselves to. That person’s suffering also allows others that know them to grow in their relationship with Him as well. I know I would not be the person I am today without witnessing the suffering of others and struggling with my own sufferings. I can honestly say that I am grateful for each and every one of the crosses that I had to/am carrying. I may not like it or understand why these things happen, but I know in my heart God's plan for me is the best one for me. He created my journey out of His love for me and I know trusting in him will help me to understand it more. Do I get angry at those plans sometimes? Heck yes, but for the most part I am content on where I am in my life right now.

"I know God will not give me anything I can't handle. I just wish He didn't trust me so much.”
Mother Teresa


Tuesday, February 22, 2011

RU#1 - My Faith Journey

Glad to know there are people that want to do this with me :) Here is the first Round Up! Do you come from a Catholic family? Were you raised Catholic? Was there a time when stepped away from the Catholic Church? If you converted to Catholicism, what made you do so? Tell us your story, here is mine:

I was baptized Catholic as a baby. I received my first communion in 3rd grade. We went to church as a family growing up, but I can't say that we went every Sunday.  I know for sure that we rarely went after I entered the 6th grade. We would go on Easter and Christmas, but that's about it. If my mom or dad felt the urge to go, we'd go on a Sunday. I don't really remember much.

So, let's fast forward to my senior year in high school. I meet my now DH and he asks what religion I practice. I tell him I'm Catholic and he asks me what church I attend. I tell him I don't really go anymore but when we do, we go to St. Edwards. He tells me that he's Catholic and that I need to go to church. I ask him if I can go to his church with his family. I start attending Sunday Mass soon after. I drive myself there and meet and sit with his family. We do this for a year and a half.

Let's fast forward again to my sophomore year in college, (DH's Freshman year in college). We stop going to mass :( I'm at home at a community college and he is an hour and a half away. I visit him on the weekends and we don't go to mass.

I transfer to DH's college my junior year. We both start working at an apartment complex and we meet a fellow co-worker who is a good Catholic. He tells us how important going to mass is and we attend an apologetics class that helps us return to mass every Sunday. We go to confession. For me, this was the first time I went since my first communion in 3rd grade!! Confession was not something that my parents taught me. I thought it was something you did only if you had murdered someone. We start growing in our faith and know we want to get married.

During my senior year, DH asks me to marry him. We both want to get confirmed. We go to the first class but, it didn't go well for me. It had only been 6 months since my dad passed and the ice breaker question was "If you could have dinner with anyone, dead or alive, who would it be?" I was in front of a total stranger and burst into tears. All I could think of was having dinner with my dad. I ran out of the room crying and I could not go back in. I was also embarrassed and did not want to go back to the class. It was another year and a half till we were confirmed. It's been 4 1/2 years since then and we've grown in our faith so much! Of course, we are still growing everyday :)

To join this Round Up, create a post on your blog and comment on this one to let me know you've joined in. I'll add your name at the bottom of this post so we can all share our story with others! If you have already done a post like this on your blog in the past, just leave a comment and add the link to that post.

To view more stories, click on the names below:

Patiently Waiting

Joy Beyond the Cross

lifecapitalIF


Hebrews 11:1

St. Rita's Roses

Monday, February 21, 2011

Is anyone interested....

I've been thinking about doing a series of posts to get to know more people in this Catholic IF Blogging Community.  Of course anyone is welcome to join! I guess this type of thing is called a "Round Up". I thought about doing it before I saw the Wedding Dress Post, but was not sure if anyone would join me. It would work just like the wedding dress post, but I'd post a topic once a week or every two weeks.

If you're unsure about the specifics, here's how it would work...I'd post about a specific topic and whoever wanted to join in would create a post and post a comment on my original post to let me know they joined in. Using the comments, I'd post a list of names so everyone can look at the other posts from people. I have so many topics in my head and think it'd be neat to get to know more people in the Catholic IF Blogging Community this way. All comments and suggestions are welcome:)

Thanks!

Friday, February 18, 2011

My Wedding Dress

I'll start off by saying that DH and I paid for all of 'the bride's costs' so we were on a strict budget. My dad passed away in July 2004 and had a small life insurance policy. My mom gave each of us (3 daughters) $1000 to do with whatever we wanted. Mine went into savings. When DH proposed (Feb 2005), I pretty much knew that money would be used for the wedding and I wanted it to be something special. DH and I agreed that I could spend it on my dress. I went dress shopping with my mom, MIL, SIL and her MIL. I wanted a picture taken of me putting my 'chip clips' on the dress that the consultant would put in my dressing room. Well, it turns out that the first dress I selected was the dress ended up getting.

DH had told me not to go strapless as well as our priest. I was 21 and I really didn't want anyone to persuade me to 'NOT' do something. (I do wish I would have chose something more modest, but o-well)

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Thursday, February 17, 2011

Meals

matchingmoonheads requested some meal ideas, so here you go :)

We try to buy organic, sometimes we don't. We buy our bread from the bakery at our grocery store since it is fresh and has less preservatives in it. We make sure it is made from whole wheat flour. Did you know that you can have the bakery slice the bread if it is not already pre-sliced? We like a bread called Seedalishious and a Rye bread. We store it in the fridge so it doesn't mold before we can use it all.

We make our own pesto every week to add to dishes and use instead of mayo on our sandwiches. We make ours with Basil leaves, Olive Oil, Almonds, Salt, Pepper, and Nutritional Yeast Flakes in a food processor, you can use a blender too!

Nutritional Yeast Flakes - Ever heard of them? Neither had I until I discovered a recipe that called for them. There is 8g of protein in 2 Tb Spoons! You can find more information about them HERE. I buy them in the bulk isle at our grocery store.

Beans - We don't use canned beans anymore. We make our own with dry beans. You will not have as much gas if you make your own. If you have to use canned, rinse them really well so that none of the canning juice is put into your meal.

We use Olive Oil for our cooking oil. For butter, which we rarely use, we like Earth Balance.

Drinks - I only drink water and orange juice. On the rare occasion, I'll have tea. We cook with almond milk but my husband likes to drink it. I only drink it if I eat something chocolatey :)

So here's some typical meals:

Breakfasts:
Oatmeal - Old Fashion Oats

2 Eggs & Toast

2 Egg Omelet with different veggies, I like to use the following:
mushrooms, spinach, onions, bell peppers, tomatoes, potatoes (I typically use three)

Lunch:
I eat throughout the day (during the work week) so it's like I eat what one would consider a whole lunch over the span of 6 hours. I typically eat the same sandwich everyday but use difference veggies to mix it up a bit.

10 or 11am
1 of the following items:
one piece of fruit
one Kashi granola bar
one hand full of nuts - cashews, peanuts, or almonds
one hand full of raisins
one soy yogurt (with or without granola)
one hand full of granola (bought in the bulk isle)
one small ziploc bag of popcorn (made using the kernels in a pop corn popper made with olive oil and a little salt)

12:30 or 1pm
2 slices of bread, one slice has goat cheese spread on it and the other has home made pesto.
The filling options (I use 3 or 4):
grilled portobello mushrooms
bell peppers
tomatoes
sprouts
baby spinach
thin slices of squash (summer or zucchini)

3 or 4pm
this is a repeat of one of the snack items listed above.

Dinner Ideas
Soup & Cornbread- We have a Vitamix that came with all kinds of soup recipes. I use Vegetable Broth instead of Chicken broth if called for. Sometimes I throw a whole bunch of veggies/beans in a pot and create my own soup. Cornbread - No, it's not Jiffy Mix :) We buy cornmeal and make our own using wheat flower and honey instead of sugar. It's super delicious!!!

Corn Hash
-Frozen Corn
-Zucchini Squash
-Black Beans
-Onions
-Sometimes I throw in Shrimp (wild caught, not farm raised)
-Side of Cornbread

Potato Hash
-Red Potatoes
-Zucchini Squash
-Spinach
-Onions

Big Salad
-Spinach
-Romaine
-Tomatoes
-Carrots
-Cucumbers
-Raisins
-Sunflower Seeds
-Vinaigrette Dressing

Eggplant with Tomato Sauce
-Thinly slices Eggplant
-Homemade Tomato Sauce
 -2 cans tomato sauce
 -1 Tb Spoon of our homemade pesto
 -Chopped up portobello mushrooms
 -Chopped onions
 -Nutritional Yeast Flakes
 -Sometimes I throw in bell peppers
-Served with whole wheat pasta & a side Salad
(This makes a lot so we have it two nights in a row)

Catfish & Veggies
When my husband catches catfish
2 Veggies

Veggie Wraps
Whole wheat flour tortilla filled with some of the following items:
Guacamole (made with avocadoes, salt, pepper, onion powder & garlic powder to taste)
tomatoes (not cooked)
bell peppers (not cooked)
spinach (not cooked)
black beans or refried beans

If you want details on how I cook things, I'd be more than happy to share :) One tip I do have, when cooking veggies, like squash, bell peppers, spinach, don't cook it too long so that it's really mushy. You want them to have a little crunch to them still. When cooking spinach, keep in mind you are just getting it hot enough to wilt. You can use frozen spinach, we prefer fresh.