can't believe that in just the blink of an eye.. i travelled to taiwan once, travelled to thailand once again. and countless times to malaysia.. when you actually step outside of our country, you see so much more.. you get rid of so many stereotypes that you may have developed.

it says here on my blog #14.. i can't even remember the last time i put on that jersey.. i miss those days. 7 or 8 years ago. when we would just play ball all day, do nothing else... great times.

anyway.. life has been really normal. i can really see how difficult it will be for us to survive in this country. high cost for everything, and you will be made to accept it no matter what.

learned so much in 2012. i really feel like i've changed.. many people don't believe me when i say this. but i'm really serious.. i am better than i was. ok.. at the very least, i've changed. i remember not long ago, when i used to be very affected by human relationships. somehow, i just don't feel so affected anymore.. i wouldn't call this "growing up".. i don't like to act like i'm all grown up and mature. in fact, i hate it when people like to pull off that "grown up" thing and act like they're so different. hahaha. 

it's nothing like that.. really. i wouldn't say i am any more mature than i was, i am still capable of doing retarded things. it's just that i learned how to alter my mindset so that i won't feel so disappointed. it's a great skill.. 

it's a new year.. 2013. just gotta look forward.

have a beer

yep. happened again. my job didn't start today.. it has been postponed again..

haiz.. no work really no money.. cant wait for my job to start.

i have been thinking of ways to make money in this world.. legal methods of course.. i hope i can graduate and get my degree soon.. i have so many ideals, so many thoughts that i would like to put to action..

all these can wait till my temp job starts.

i need money to go to taiwan and thailand for tour. hahaha..

今日係星期六，下個星期我就要返工嘅啦。。

終於都搵到工嘅啦。。

下個星期一開始。。

在呢個社會打工，唔簡單。。

呢個post都應該係我兩年嚟第一次喺度寫嘢

人生都應該幫自己留低一點回憶。。近排學咗廣東話，仲學咪廣東話拼音輸入法，真係唔簡單啫！好多嘢我都仲未識。。但係我都好勤力咁去練習，睇咗好多港片。。真係覺得自己同以前相比差好遠。。

兩年嘅時間，我都服完兵嘅咧喎。。時間過得好快好快。。
唔緊要。今日好癐，搵第二日再寫過

就咁先！

omg.havent written in a long time

life has been rocky..going through lots of rough patches..dont really wanna think about it

wanna run away..haiz.

mixed feelings.still feeling shitty.

aiya..damn it

that same old feeling again

just came back from ec house..

when we were on 188 to cck, i realised how long i havent been on that bus with jason...i remember the times before we enlisted...even up to the time when they enlisted in feb..we still constantly went to meet at ec's house then go home real late almost every single week..thinking back huh, i really cant remember when the last time we went home tgt from ec's house was...its..so damn long.

yesterday i had a flashback to the first few days in aj in j1..omg..its been.so long.and yet i can still vividly remember the first time i went to nyp foodcourt during lunch time.i remember what i had for lunch when jasmine called and told me there was choir pract and i was like..wth..im not going...but i went anyway la..yeahh..

hahah.its..so fast..we're here alr.cant wait for this time next year when i'll be saying omg.4 more months to ord..yeah.

Dedicated to the number 14