hellos dear friendster blog..LOl…i cant believe that im so addicted in wriiting blogs in here instead of in Myspace account like i used to do..anyway, things are getting quite OK..yesterday, i went with Ayah to renew my L license)u call it a license,ke?ahak..) anyway, thnx to that, now i can go to CC on my own witha motcycle tho…and erm..yesterday nite watched this footv\ball Confederation CUp between Argentina and Brazil…well..the latter beat the former with 4-1..imagine.!!(ANY BITCHES; WHOIS CERTAINLY NOT REAL WOMEN;YG NAK KUTUK ME FER WRITTING THIS MATECH..JUST SAVE IT OK..AHHAA)…lagi smeinggu to go back to USM..i dunno…i feel like im ready fer the adult world rite now..i even envisioned myself where i wanna buy my apartment(yes…i wanna live in apartment in KL)…and of course my dream job..which i ve to pursue lagi setahun lagi jer after keluar bulan 3 next year…’sigh’…and my sister getting marry this end of 2004…goddamn her..i dunno la..i mean it’s suit the age to marry tapi..ntah arr..i feel like lost..apart from that,im just ahppy with my family now..LOL..talking like an adult..friends?well,they cum and go..not to be sensitive of what but to think back waht Muzem wrote on his biodata fresnter dulu yg “FRIENDS COME AND GO BUT FAMILY REMAINS”..well, it’s quite right..anyway,it is true u can find lotsa friends but family and love ones are the most important……hheee..I’M In Lovee….:0

Lol….here i am again writting on this virtual so-called diary…hhuuhh..oh my god..thanx goodness fer the last week event..hohooh..LOL,i bet Kathleen and Efy surely know about this oe..and of coz sum of ppl around us as well la kan..it wasnt that bad isnt it? i mean..at least we VE the GUT right?ahhahaa..anyway, back ere in kedah, errm…kinda having cold and coughing lately….and i ve to juggle up with my laporan praktial yg Dr ‘BLood"..hehee..Dr Darah asked me to…well,tht’s of course including Shai..kitaorg dipeligan to completekan laporan LI nih…erm…next semester dah nak bukak..tak tau la..time pass by dengan cepatnya…u know wht,lepas i celebrated my birthday that day( not a celebracion la aactually..but my mom bought me a cake; yg tak dimakan pun sampai hari ini!!hahhaa), i beginning to wonder to myself…i guess this is the real moment where i myself must undergo a metaphor…u know becomig an adult…well,im already 21 years old fer haven sake..if i dunt look like one..i guess i ve to act like one…maybe it’s kinda hard fer me at first..but i’ll try…and these mean i ve to really ‘jaga-jaga’ with what i say to ppl..and no more’middle finger signs’..LOL…well..anyway,im beginning to think myself as anew person…i ve to instill much confidence in my self ..how to confront ppl in a very persuasive but intelligent manner..u knw things like that…and i also must dare myself to take challenge and risks..these recent sleepless nites make me think abt my life…i mean my future…i dont wanna be cooped up in an isolated place working on occupation yg maybe will lead me to no where…i know it’s kind ahard fer me (im small frame and looking very childish…i guess that’s why ppl dont take me seriously sumtime; erk..not being a drama teen ere’!)…personally..i wanna lead alife where i myself will have a control of my own…i wanna be succesful,and able to generate my life with that career..it’s time to prove to my parents that i can be independent…erm..anyhow..love life?LOL…i ve to admit im the kinda person who is easily having crushes on ppl…hehee..every now and then crushes everywhere jerrr…but i know deep down that no matter how many crushes were to have…they will always e the First LOve..ahahaha..talk about  ‘kesetiaan’..ahhaa..anyway,this is mee….THEN..*adios*