Last week was mid semester holiday…so i stay backed kat USM to do a lil bit of muh assigmnet and then around sabtu lepas, i balik to kedah…erm, it was nice to go back ..I watched a telemovie in Hallmark channel called "Jackie, Ethel & Joan : Women of Camelot"….It was aheat touching story..about the Kennedys women and how they ve to stuck up in unhappy marriage fer the sake of their hubby’s political career…And there’s a cameo appearance of flirtatious Marilyn Monroe…poor gal…got stuff up herself with drugs…dead naked in da bed!and today,i ve just finish my second day of working partime..again with stinking cutthroat JOB DB with Ween,Eng and Fia…kinda nice and Ween just told me a story just now which was a bit of a shock fer me..cant tell ere but it got sumthing to do with celebrated sportsmen who acted like ashit! I cant believe it either…..wow..that’s  world! and eson ader anugerah ABP…i thot of going back to kedah besok ..tengok dulu la..but sinc ei heard siti nurhaliza’s not performing..well..ntahla…just now i dreamt that Siti nurhaliza dah married with this old guy yg kena rumored and she did that discreetly..she kena hantam with wartawan menangis! scary betul that mimpi!well..anyway apa-apa pun..siti nurhaliza akan release kan album terbaru dan dijangka lagu yg hits banyak gak…..maybe  the rumored "Bisakah?" : this one she penned herself..or maybe the Goeslaw composed "Biarlah rahsia"….I like her and her song..very meaningful…:) GO Siti Nurhhaliza!!!

It was a blastful week! Kathleen’s Birthday bas on Monday at TESCO PIZZA  HUT! it was really fun! We dined at this Pizza Hut which was nice and seemingly exclusive! And Kat dragged everyone she knew all the way! Athletes, neighbors and lotsa ppl! Even i set to set my eyes kat Timah yag tak penah2 jumpa! Okla..she’s fun and bubblt gal! but the curiosity cam Muzem jer..haha..just kdding!Anyway…Happy sweet 25th Kat!

Ahhhh…tensen! Im so tensen sekarang…..huuhh..just now my test was like so HELL!!! My BTT211 E-Teknik-teknik biotek was really like a shit! I dunno how am i goin to juggle up with my upcoming exam…ai..so tensen…well, to be frank NOT THAT tensen…maybe im exaggerating…but anyhow,it’s just that maybe becoz it was coincedentally happened sbb semalam….The RELASHIO during dusk! geram and i8m sorta humilliated altho it’s not sumthing BIG!!…really….i gues sthe3 song TORN just suit the mood…well, anyhow, ujian for BMT 302 was quite OK..and i heard that prof UYUB actually dictate students name and been higlighting the names of those got highest and da lowest! Kickball iznt it?ai….anyhow….dah lepas la fer now..kena concentrate lak wat kerja2 amali,agama,etc…frankly ..IM DISSAPOINTED about the latter………….alwyas thought everything is a joke!The lyric suit my state now..except fer sum alteration of ere and there…:

I thought I saw a man brought to life
He was warm, he came around like he was dignified
He showed me what it was to cry
Well you couldn’t be that man that I adored
You don’t seem to know, seem to care, what your heart is for
But I don’t know him anymore
There’s nothing where he used to lie
My conversation has run dry
That’s what’s going on
Nothing’s fine, I’m torn

Chorus:
I’m all out of faith
This is how I feel
I’m cold and I am shamed, lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I’m wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
You’re a little late
I’m already torn…

So I guess the fortune teller’s right
I should’ve seen just what was there and not some holy light
But you crawled beneathe my veins and now
I don’t care, I have no luck
I don’t miss it all that much
There’s just so many things
That I can touch, I’m torn

Repeat Chorus

Torn…
There’s nothing where he used to lie
My inspiration has run dry
That’s what’s going on
Nothing’s right, I’m torn

Repeat Chorus

I’m all out of faith
This is how I feel
I’m cold and I’m ashamed, bound and broken on the floor
You’re a little late
I’m already torn
Torn…

ME AGAIN…jotting down…scribling things i ve in muh mind lately…Im not trying to make this blogging as a ritual but every now and then it feels nice tho’…The last weekedn was like horrible! I cant even concentrate studying and keep playing video games…well..not really a video…more like a computer game! aahhh…but i did managed to push muh self sumtime…anyway, i went out fer Pizza Hut last nite with Am, Hakim, Din,Syafiq,Ayien and dzul..Ok..not bad..at least escaping my self from the boredom of the room..and today seem goin on pretty well (so far!)..just finished lab BTT with the second years…and it was nice too that Lie (my faithful ex roomet!ahahah) belanja me …well, i guess coaxing a lil’ bit of ere and there worth it!haha..no la..maybe becuase he wanna repay me fer helping him in his so called LSP presentation!well..anyway, he’s always being very nice, thank you..and well, tomoroow i ve test fer my BMT 302! aahh..boring! life’s so boring …hehee,i guess frens who ve been juggling with final year project mest bengang …lol.they dunt ve to extend though!how’s life next semester anyway, ppl hangout banyak dah akan graduate but still..me,myself and i…nak berkerja nanti lagila kena struggle..aiya,small matter la…well…hari ni ras amacam taknak dining kat sungai dua la..mauybe bungkus nasi kat selera murni(I’m addicted to Nasi pattaya!) cool!…..erm,test BTT khamis ni…tak bestnyer test…kerja agama pun tak wat lagi..semester ni really rasa like having heavy asses! Anyway, im addcited to this song from Ella called "SIMBIOSIS"…it’s ringkas mudah dan tak puitis..i think im starting to like Ella..Teruja kot…okla..tujerla..kot..nuthing much really! Life Is nice but sumtime it can be a beautiful lie…:)