Well, I haven’t posted anything in about 8 months….that is just crazy! I have been more into FB cuz it is just a little easier.
I’m not a die-hard blogger for several reasons #1 Time, it takes about 2 seconds to post FB. #2 I am not a writer. I hate to write, it takes me forever to figure out what to say, then I reword it about 500 times, then I have to correct 1/2 of what I wrote because I can’t spell. #3 What to write about. There is sooooooo much going on, and so many things going on in my crazy head, that I often don’t know where to start.
One of the biggest reasons that I have not been blogging is that I have a duel personality 🙂 Crazy, I know. First, I want to update everyone on what is going on, but then I ask myself “Does anyone really care?” Then I rationalize, of course they want to know 🙂 So I think of all the things to write about…keeping in mind, I’m not a writer… I want to tell everything that we have been doing, where we have been going, and the struggles that we have been having. Then I end up thinking about how crazy the week was going out of town, working, and going to places like Brussels, Marseille, and London. No one really believes that it is not all fun and games when we talk about traveling to these places. Plus, people always say “poor you” you have to go to all these places. Mind you, we do love to go, but it isn’t “vacation”. So my second mind kicks in and tells my brain not to post anything about those trips because people won’t understand. So nothing gets written.
Then, I think, maybe I should just be honest, write a blog about feelings and not just about everything that is going on. I’ll be honest, that probably wouldn’t be a good idea. Diving into the mind of a crazy person can be scary, so I’ll spare you the chaos of that. So as you can see, I’m just battling my mind over what anyone really wants to know 🙂
So if you are still reading this, I’ll let you know how crazy life can really be!
I am now just over 25 weeks pregnant. Lauren will be 2 years old next week (still can’t believe that). We sit in an apt. 1/2 filled with boxes. We are waiting on visas for moving to the UK. As soon as we get our visas, we are moving shortly after, sometime in April. We get to rediscover living in a foreign country, we get to relearn the medical system for having a baby, we get to live in a temporary apartment for 3 months until after the baby is born, then we get to move again (that will be the 8th time in 4 years). This is our life right now, this is our definition of craziness 🙂
So if you are wondering why I can’t make any decisions, if you are wondering why I can’t give you straight answers, and if you are wondering why I haven’t posted much…now you know. Hopefully, this is step #1 to recovery: Acknowledging the craziness and working towards a more stable life.











