I Blog Too!

It’s been a while since I was last here to write something. Somehow, twenty-four hours a day and two non-working days on a normal week is really really not enough for me.

So many things have happened with so many changes. I went to the HQ to work, unwillingly at first then totally enjoyed every minute I spend at work, for a short three months then I got posted to the branch for a permanent position. 

Then weekends are really  so short that I can’t do decent shopping for many many weeks now, without having to cancel dates with friends. Speaking of friends, I have a whole bunch of them I haven’t met for the longest time. 

And when you think life cannot get any worst accidents happen. Stupidity struck for that split second then gone it was – my six months of savings.

It’s frustrating how life keep pushing you through to the next phase when you’re just not ready. 

There are so many things I want to do or I want to keep but no, I can’t simply because I’ve outgrown them.

I just feel like digging a hole right now and bury myself deep so that I can listen to my own thoughts and hear what my heart wants. It’s okay if I don’t get to do all of them, I just want to listen to myself again. \

I know how frustrating this post sounds because I am frustrated. 

And I blame it on period.

Went on a short holiday with Chai for Valentine’s! 

Yup! We were at Universal Studio Singapore! Will blog about it in detail soon! 🙂

Of the many things I say, “Don’t ever do…”, “I’ll never want…”, “That’s the last thing I’ll want/do…” so far I am doing and gotten all of them.

As pathetic as it may sound, I actually don’t feel all that bad.. 🙂 I secretly think it’s in my nature to just put all the negativity in life aside and be happy. Even my Dad said I’m so good at psycho-ing myself with all that positivity which resulted to my weight gain. LOL

I guess at the end of the day, so long as you don’t end up losing the things that matter most to you, as in really really REALLY important then it’s fine because you have to learn to adapt. 🙂 It’s not you ARE happy or not, it’s you CHOOSE to be happy or not. 

Happy Chinese New Year everyone! 😀

No measure of time with you will be long enough, but let’s start with forever.

That was one of the things I remember most, coming from Edward in the movie Breaking Dawn – Part 1.

Yeah, I know how most people would roll their eyes at this point of time, with minds suddenly filled with all sorts of criticism one can think of.

I don’t blame them. It is indeed cheesy at some parts, to have someone saying that at this century. Some people don’t even say ‘I love you’ all that often anymore.

But let’s not forget the part where Edward was supposed to have existed at least a hundred years ago. 🙂

And yeah, it’s just a character some genius came up with. But what if, I told you that I really met someone who would say something as cheesy as Edward? Really! If you really are interested to know who, let me know I’ll introduce him to you. Hehe!

I don’t know what triggered me to write this post too. I guess I’m just overwhelmed with the whole movie after watching it last Saturday. Everything’s just so touching and emotional, not just Edward & Bella’s part.

I actually teared at Bella’s dad’s parts. It’s just so touching to see how protective Dads could be yet they try to hold back and act all macho. 😀

It’s really a good movie. I know how difficult it is to accept the whole idea though. It’s just that I am not choosy with movies so maybe it’s easier for me to like Twilight Saga.

Atop, I actually read the books after the first movie so I guess I was able to accept the whole part easier. Some book lovers would condemn how lifeless and expression-less Kristen Stewart is playing Bella while some movie lovers would loathe their cheesy scripts.

So for me, I am actually on the win-win situation! 😀 I watched the first movie before the books, so when I started reading I was actually already visualizing Kristen’s stoned face. And when I watched the movie, I actually anticipated the cheesy parts. Hehe!

So in short, thumbs up to Breaking Dawn – Part 1! Only downside is they censored the part where Bella was in labour. =.= Looking forward for the download versions and Part II, of course! 🙂

Their songs are  awesome too! ♥

My boyfriend’s birthday is a day before mine so we had our mini celebration together last Friday!

I think I finally understand Audrey now when she said something about it being less fun when our birthdays are so near each other’s. It’ll somehow end up as just one of our birthdays, if you get what I mean.

So obviously for my case, I was the Queen of the day! Ahaha! Chai picked up me after work and treated me to dinner then movie after that! Even got me a present that I picked myself. 😀

What did he get I hear you ask? Oh well, best present of all obviously – that is to be able to spend quality time with me! FHL! 😛

#1. Chai's King of Pig from K5

#3.

Yes yes his eyes were half closed but it’s the only picture of us from that night that looks okay.

#3. Punishment for being late.

His punishment of course! Ehehe!

#4.

Another one just to make me happy! 🙂

#5. Something I chose for myself 🙂

 

#6. Dinner!

Dinner was at the restaurant (of my choice) and it was superb! If you don’t already know, it was at Johnny’s!

It’s his first time so I pretty much made sure he tried everything I loved from there. End up our table (for four) was full with dishes! 😀

#7.

At this point, we have already whacked one bowl of Tom Yam Bihun and one plate of BBQ Chicken Spinach Noodles. yums!

#8. Mixed Dessert!

We were super full until we couldn’t even finish our steamboat but what is a meal without desserts, right? 😀

Rushed to the cinema after that, even missed some of the beginnings but I’m really glad we chose to watch this!

#9. Rise of the Planet of the Apes!

Don’t really remember what Planet of the Apes’s about but I sort of remember how silly I used to think it was, to have walking and talking apes in a movie. Not to mention how scary some of them looked. (No offense to fans!)

But this prequel is gooooooodd!! I really enjoyed the movie but it’s kinda sad how Caesar became from this…

#10.

to this…

#11.

But oh well, like what Summer from 500 Days of Summer said, “What always happen happens – life”

So the movie pretty much was the finale of my birthday celebration. 🙂 This year, stranger than ever my big day went by just like any other day. I know how this is how it’s supposed to be – it is after all, just another day.

I used to always emphasized how big birthdays were and how celebrations should be planned by people who truly care about you. If there were no celebrations, then sucks to be you but no one cares. LOL!

This year however, I realized celebrations, cakes, candles, presents, etc are all kinda over the top. What really matters is to have people you hold close to your heart with you.

And that should apply every day, not just on birthdays so see how birthday is just any other day of the year? 🙂 Guess this is a sign of old age!

But thank you Bee for the wonderful outing! I really really reeeaaally enjoyed myself! 🙂 Let’s save up for more dinners at nice restaurants!