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Saya suka baca quotes or pics yg best2 therefore I wanna share it here so that I won't forget:

:: gravida 4 ::

July 2011, aku dikhabarkan berita gembira bila doc memberitahu usia kandungan dan memasuki 7 minggu. Alhamdulillah, syukran ya allah atas kurniaan ini. Fiqry pon dah nak masuk 4 tahun, so I think it's the right time for me to get pregnant. Kalau boleh nak avoid pregnancy after 35 years, dengar experience orang lain sumenye ckp after 35 years, really tiring. Tp klu rezeki, Allah nak kurniakan, terima je la kan, takkan nak tolak pulak :). My pregnancy moment was so-so, nothing differs from the other 3 which makes me feel, lelaki lagi la agaknye ni..hihi..takpe hadiah Allah nak kasi, mane boleh pilih2 hadiah kan, terima je..yg penting sihat.

Towards the end of 36 weeks, my work load is quite hectic with the outstation etc. So masa pergi checkup dgn gynae, she started to give mc on 37th week. So bermula 1 Mar 2012 (Thursday), aku dah dpt mc, tp still dtg gak office sbb ada byk lg keje yg blom handover. Owh, btw aku checkup di Columbia Asia Cheras dgn Dr Norshida, and to be frank, she's nice..klu sape nak bersalin dgn die, amatlah dialu-alukan. 2 Mar 2012 (Friday), SAHM sementara menunggu my new boy to come out. As usual, every Friday night adalah hari hubby main badminton. So, he definitely will come back late at night. Dlm pukul 8 lebih, mlm, terasa lain macam sakit, tp malas nak call hubby..takut2 braxton hicks. Sampai kul 9 lebih, dah terasa sakit sgt till I cried at home, terus call die bgtau nak gi hospital, nak check. He arrived around 10.00 p.m. Dlm kul 10.30 p.m. kami dah tiba di hospital.

Midwife came to check and katanya dah buka 3cm..so it's a long way to go..huhu..tp klu ikut experience sebelum ni, I'm quite fast dlm bab2 bukaan ni..heheh :). Dr shida smpi dlm kul 11 lebih, pecahkan air ketuban dan bermulalah saat yg paling sakit dlm tempoh pregnancy till delivery. Rasanya bersalin pon still boleh tahan, but contraction..huhu, hanya Allah yg dpt bantu. tgh sakit-sakit tu, hubby siap pesan pd aku 'Zah jgn bersalin skrg tau, tgu kul 12 nnt, boleh dpt date best 03/03/12'. Dr shida siap cakap 'sempat dpt date 3hb'..hehe.

12.24 a.m, 03 March 2012, alhamdulillah..lahirlah seorang bayi lelaki seberat 2.9 kg. After delivery..baby pon dah dibawa ke nursery utk dibersihkan and dr left the hospital. Aku...masih lg sakit, how to say the pain ye..mcm org yg sakit sengugut yg teruk. Berdenyut2 kat bhgn perut which aku rasa sgt pelik cause I gave birth sebelum ni 3 orang lagi, tak pernah rasa mcm tu. Midwife asyik keluar masuk labor room tekan perut aku. A few times aku tanya kat midwife, 'nape saya rasa perut sy sakit sgt?'. Check lg itu ini, then she started to ask questions 'Pernah ke kene tumpah darah sebelum ni?' and I said 'Tak pernahhhh!!!'. 'Darah u still tak stop2 ni, nanti sy call doctor'. Owh..masa tu hanya Allah yg tahu perasaan aku ni, ye la tumpah darah kan and mcm2 cerita that can lead to death or blood tansfusion yg tak sesuai etc. Aku panggil hubby, mintak die buatkan solat hajat just in case of anything. Sempat mintak maaf and pesan kat dia jaga anak kita baik2. Yerla, kita tak tau kan kalau ajal nak datang..hehe..klu tak, time raya je baru nak mintak maaf. Well, I think I should make it as a routine..sbb ajal bile2 bole datang.

Dr arrived selepas berpatah balik, mase tu around 2 a.m. She said she needs to do minor procedure. Wohoho..which I do not know what they gonna do. Dr gave me one jab and asked me to use the etonox all the time. Aku separuh sedar and rasa terawang2 and at that point of time sume yg berlaku dlm hidup ni kluar kat memory like a flashback video. Ya allah sempatkah aku untuk bertaubat padamu, memohon ampun atas dosa-dosa yg aku lakukan sebelum ni. And I still remember clearly that I cried all the way during the procedure.  

Alhamdulillah, segalanya selesai dlm pukul 4.30 a.m. Masa tu aku vomit non-stop mungkin sebab etonox terlalu byk. Dr explained on what happened. Katanya 'You sebenarnya rapid labour (bukaan yg terlalu cepat from 3cm to 10cm less than 2 hours). And you push terlalu awal which cause pangkal rahim you koyak so dr kene jahit balik pangkal rahim to avoid rahim bengkak and tumpah darah. You loss blood around 1 liter'

Dlm 6.30 a.m. baru dpt masuk ward. Ya allah, syukran kerana telah memanjangkan umurku dan memberi kesempatan pada diriku untuk meneruskan hidup dan menunaikan amanahmu..

So this is my newcomer, Izzul Faizy bin Khairy Fahmy..

:: fiqry first day at kindy ::

Lama btol tak bercerita di blog ini. Masa sgt2 tak mengizinkan. Tp wlpn dah berlalu, still nak coret something memorable for my kids to read it when they grow up.

Fiqry, my third child; cheeky yet soo adorable. Sgt pandai ambil hati and very close to hubby. Quite peramah so I thought we will not hv any problems of sending him off to kindy. Rupa2nya, itu adalah angan2 semata. Fiqry tanak pegi kindy and he said "Fiqry kecik lg, takyah sekolah" and it prolong till the 4th day. Aiyoo..tue pon lepas rasuah mcm2..n with that, he got his first bicycle :)