Wooohhhhh........!!Cant believe everything has happened so fast!!One minute, i'm packing my stuff to go to China,Next thing i know, i'm back on Christmas EveAnd totally UNready for what is to happen next!! @,@You wouldnt believe how massively turbulent these few days have been.The 7 days in China was good, despite the fact that i experienced
something like a face botox after i came back!! XD
It was because of the dryness!!Omg... Everyday the temperature ranged from -1 to -10 degrees.Talking about freezing my nose off!! It literally, almost happened. ROFL!!Anyway, can you believe it??!!I freaking put on TWO kg in 7 days!!Urgghhhh!! So much for slaving myself during assignment monthJust to lose all that glycerol!! :''6 LMAO!!Everyday was rice rice rice, and empty pastry dumplings!!Not to mention the two very huge Sprite and Coke drinks available!!Wakakaka... But at least to sum it all up, it was kinda fun!!Reason?? Cause there was... SNOW!! ^_^Who could resist that? :DIts just the travel time was a killer too.Spending 2 days actually getting there and back,Got us all exhausted to the core.Seven to eight ours including transit can really drive you deranged.But oh well, we did manage to get our arses back before midnight!!Before Christmas!! : ]The crazy thing about life is,That you could never always expect something to happen.Or, NOT to happen.Christmas was a bitch this year.Who would have thought wanting to do something good,Could potentially cause more wrong to happen?I only wanted to fix my phone, it died after coming off the plane.I had it sorted. Everything was fine i thought, it was just rain.I sent her home, it was my first time.Yet at that very junction, it had to happen.I was sooo careful. I was sooo certain. And i went sooo slow!!Why why why??!! Why did it have to occur??Why was it destined to happen, even if i was sooo vigilant?I almost wrecked my brains out trying to figure out why!!But there is no undoing that can be done.Accidents aren't choices. They never are.They are fate we must deal and move on with.And so, i had to cancel my trip to Melaka with my primary friends.The long awaited, 3 month planned ahead trip!!Sigh... All a crushed up nothingness. : [Police report this, bribe this for that!!Claiming insurance was a hassle too.Seems like a never ending nightmare.I shiver still at the touch of the wheel,The sight of an oncoming car...But the future knows no fear, and so must we!!Hurtful words are a spur of a moment cut,The wounds would eventually heal.Christmas night still had to go on!!And besides, i was hungry!! X]Despite all that drama, the following days were better.The deadly-duo (aka my parents) actually allowed meout for dinner with my primary friends!!I was over-joyed!!
Look at what that night turned out to be!! :D
Us the girls, waiting for the guys to set up. ^_^But we didnt just sit around doing nothing!! XD
See!! I helped too!! :D
LOLS We took 2 hours? to get the charcoal burning!! XDIt was BLOODY HOT!! Wakakaka!! :D
Finally, there was some food!! ^_^We did our own shopping that day!!There was: Ham + Bacon, LOTS of prawns, Sausages!!,
Cheese Nuggets, Pork-Meat Balls, Bread, Sotong
And 8 Bottles of Soft Drinks!! :D
It was a beautiful night!! ; ]And there was this story about the RED-Bucket!! XDShhhhh shhhhh...... LMAO!!
We even got to witness a fight of the pigs at the padang!!Damn were we nervous!! XP The police came too!! @,@But we survived long enough to take this pretty picture!! :DWe decided, the night was young!!
So we CAMWHORED even MORE!! :P
And this is US. Only with US could we be this whacky and original. : )I always miss you guys more than i realize i do!!
Can't wait for our next trip!! Then will we rock your socks off even more!! ^,^W
On the way back...Farewells are usually bitter right?Ours... Was SWEET. ^_^Thank you guys!!It was a wonderful evening!! :DThank you for being so helpful and caring...I really love you all.... ex-oh-ex-oh
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Part of her doesn't want to grow up.Part of her desperately wants to.This contradiction haunts her.It never seems to ever go away.As the year comes close to its end,
I always start to think of what i've done this still-passing year.
Where has life taken me to?
Have i done what i'd set out to do?
Interestingly enough, i am still quite alive. :D
University life has proven to be FAR more worth living for than highschool.
I wouldn't say this without having my reasons.
It is still so clear to me now how reality can shun away a person,
Causing them to lose their once happy self, full of self-knowing and courage.
Its as if a shield was put in place as an armour,
True exposure would lead to instant death.
That was how i had to live, for 2 years if not more.
And boy! Did that have a long-lasting effect! #,#
So begins my never-told-before story...
It was an arduous struggle.
I had to search deep deep within to find myself back!
The true, real me.
The one who needn't put on a fake smile and fake laughter everyday,
Wishing and wishing that the bell would ring sooner!
The one who needn't always have to pretend they were someone they're not!
And to pretend they didn't know who everyone REALLY were.
It was all a filthy act! One that should never NEVER see light!
It had become a hunt for myself after wondering in darkness for such a long time.
It was grueling, and i was far more than exhausted.
That finally came to an end.
I was officially rid of such idiocracy and suffering.
As if 3 years weren't enough! I hated the then me.
Less than 5 fingers could define true friendship there.
I felt like a single black grain, in that of million white grains in a brown sack.
Except that i wasn't actually the rotten one.
I felt quite alone... 2000 people were buzzing around me constantly!
But still, I was alone.
The new life... Redemption time!!
I had 9 months to kill before my life had started over again.
Adapting to the sudden transition had got me to lose my bearings.
Yet, it was only then did i feel less lost in a long, long time.
Irony, no? I was stunned for what seemed like eternity.
Working job after job, i kept myself occupied.
First for WWF- World Wild-Life Fund,
Where we had to get people to subscribe to monthly donations.
That didn't last long. It was clear people cared less about animals,
Especially during that time where recession was peak.
I wouldn't blame them. : )
Then, i had this one day hook-up with Nickelodeon!
There i enjoyed spending the whole day dressing up kids as Avatar characters!!
Hell yeah it was fun!! Though it was exhausting!! XD
It was then too did i realise what true abilities i had.
I was really good with people. : ]
The agent who got the Nick job offered me more work.
Thus starts my journey as a Bencoolen promoter. :D
Like, wtf is Bencoolen right?
Well peeps, i'm not shy to say,
Bencoolen was a NEW company selling virgin coconut products. ^_^
Hand & Body Lotions to Shampoo and Lip Gloss,
These products are made locally and are quite fab! :9
My first day was at Mid-Valley.
Wow was i nervous! Not only about the job!
But also, the PLACE. @,@
Damn shiate yeah, i got lost!! XD!!
Anyway, the first day got me boiling for the next!
I only made Rm500+ worth of sales!!
Which wasn't as good as i had expected! :P
No training was provided.
I was expected to OBSERVE and LEARN. And so i did! ^_^
A week later, i was scoring Rm800-Rm1000 sales/day!!
Hohoho... Was i happy!! : )
Achievement don't come easily, does it?
So then i continued to work for about 3 months!
And on my last month, i had become
The Top Sales Girl in the company for that month! XD
Yeahh I lost a lot of weight i tell you!!
But it was all worth it!! : ]
Then i went on the best trip EVER!!
New Zealand with Ko ko was a dream i NEVER thought would come true!
To date, i can't help but love my brother more dearly for this! <3
The trip was AMAAAAZZING!! We were dare-devils!!
Well, yeah maybe him lah, i was sorta DRAGGED!! X)
Does that count? LMAO!!
Anyway, life continues on after the trip!
I had gotten myself involved in jewelery design!!
This was when i learned about precious stones. ^_^
With some connection at play,
I managed to get a job at Poh Kong.
That short period of 10 days was a killer for me!
Every single day was a slouched me on a stool in the shop.
Besides arranging the goodies and tallying stock in the morning,
The rest of the day was a draggy one.
The worst part was, being unable to do sales or learn much as a sales exec.
However, when the paycheck came,
I was GLEEFUL at its sight. I won't tell why. X]
Zoom zoom....!!
Soon it was nearing April when i would experience my
FIRST taste of Uni life. :D
Initially, i was nervous so much so that i would shiver with excitement.
Arhem, according to my uni friends now though,
It was more like OVER-excitement!! Wakakaka!! XD
Most of me felt nerve-wrecked and anxious at this new beginning!
Its been years since i was able to properly SOCIALIZE.
Nonetheless, there was still part of me which worried, tremendously.
Worried i might fall back to my past behavior, when everything was an act!
Worried that people would find me WEIRD cause of my lack of practice!
Haha!! Thinking back now, i guess some of them did!! X]
So then the new journey had begun... ^_^
I was finally able to slowly integrate into this world once again!!
People here are more genuine, real.
I am so glad i had my heart on Nottingham!!
Despite all that has been said and done this half year here,
I have found that i am still,
Very much in love with it!! ; )
With the people, the place, and
The NEW Memories... <3
Cheerio Darlings~!P/S : I'll be off to China on Friday!! Yippie!! :D Will be back on the 24th just in time for Christmas!! If i don't see you then, then heres the earliest and loudest MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!! to you!! May God bless you continuously with love!! xoxo
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In the name of dear lord,I hope and pray that this "loan" will go through!! #,#Let this be my fate!!Let it be one of great promise and adventure!!And with that, no obstacles will be impossible for my removing!!A glorious outcome AWAITS!! ^_^
For the love and faith in God i shall pray.
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One picture may describe a million words. This is how i feel now.
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My eyes hurt. I feel lethargic.I also feel free but i know i am not.I promised myself a lot of things,But do they always prevail?Home used to be home.Now, its just... shelter. : (How am i controlling all of this?These emotions are eating me from inside...I think i am hurting people. :SAssignments are ALL OVER for now, FINALLY!!I am supposed to be ecstatic now.I am supposed to be SCREAMING with relief!!But what is happening?Am i over-worked?I came back home today, and died on my bed, again.I am in DESPERATE NEED of a holiday.I am getting one! It is next Friday!But why does it seem so far away?Sigh sigh sigh.......... Wake up Shann!! @,@I need ACTION!!I need MORE purpose.I had to CRAWL out of bed today... Aikks.What should i do now?I know study... But but... What else?Life is currently in the slumps...I am emotionally, although not physically... A ZOMBIE.NEEDS TO RESURRECT!!! NEEDS TO RESURRECT NOW!!!Where is my savior?Please appear soon. Cause i have this urge to ram my car into a tree again!!Just to feel... pain.
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It was a really REALLY early day for me.If you knew me, you would know what i mean by EARLY. X] A friend had asked me, "Why don't you find yourself a bf?"My reply, "Because things should come naturally, i am tired of having to search for him."I guess to many people, naturally could mean many different things.For me personally though, naturally is having open options and countless choices.Many a time, i don't know why, people find it surprising that i am single.And when i finally do assure them, they would freak. LOLS!! Why is that?? What is your reason for thinking that?I am seriously interested in knowing. O,OBeing alone and being lonely are two different things.2009 is ending, and it would officially mark my 18 years of single-ness.How do i feel? How have i been feeling?Frankly, i have gotten used to being ALONE. Its scary, but yeahh, shit like this happens. @,@ LOLS!!Freedom is essential for me. I always liked things the way i choose it to be.But being in a relationship wouldn't mean that would be taken away right?Easier said than done. The fear is ALWAYS there. :SRisk is something i cant bear to take lightly.God, help me relax!! Haha!! X) Yet, curiosity isn't something you could kill easily.Being independent for so many years, many people think i dont need another half,Because I am capable, i can always sort myself out. True, i don't neeed a guy. But haven't you ever considered for a second if i would WANT one eventually? HAHA!! Bet you never thought of THAT aye? XDOh well, to make life less complicated,And to make things LESS awkward,If any of you out there who are actually curious about the "So-called" SHANN'S TYPE? Here it is. : )And Nooo... This is NOT a checklist!! LMAO!! X]+ Somebody i can be comfortable and be myself with (no more facades!!)+ Caring and understanding (Important @,@)+ Easy going, talkative, humorous!! (I like to laugh given the right reasons. XD)+ Athletic? (Not essential, but preferably ^_^) - I don't do weenies. :S~In short, somebody whom i could laugh, smile, cry and depend on. : ]Easy peasy... No? : )To think every girl would be complicated?Reality check - It comes with the package. Lols!! Cheers~ ^_^
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Mmm...It'll be over soon...I keep praying everything will be alright.Why does it seem like i'm the only one over-stressing,When everyone is so chilled.Hmm...Assignments are time-bombs.Lecturers are death-eaters.I swear, this current state of mine is partially withering.Can i hope for a better outcome?What do i need?What don't i need?I am sooo tired...I dont feel like deciding any more...I need more than just rest. :SFor once, i want to sit at the backseat.For once, i want to be the passenger, not the driver.For once, i want to be navigated.For once, i want to be the infamous slacker.But as all known,Wants aren't wishes coming true.Wants aren't presents wrapped with ribbons.Wants aren't things you're blessed with, if its not meant to be.Sleeep...Funny how a person can adapt to the poorer circumstances of life.Going home and sleeping on my own bed,Seems like such a strange thing now.I couldnt sleep restfully.Nor did i dream good dreams. Perhaps soon when all this is over,I would learn to enjoy luxury again.No, i am not in shambles.This girl always stands tall.Watch out whatever!!Cause you're in my way!! :P
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Woahh...I know, i know!!I probably deserve a smack for being gone for so long.My deeeeeepest apologies!! :SAnyway, Shann has been AWAY, literally. ^_^My request was permitted!!And i have been staying on campus for the past 2 weeks?Ahh It is only natural for you to assume that alot has happened.Mostly the good would be:+ The tests i had were actually BEARABLE, and nearly GOOD. :D+ Independence. Deciding what to eat for dinner is FUN!! XD+ I hadnt put on any weight at all, despite the many supper nights! *yippie!!+ Moral presentation has been completed!! And so is IT!!
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~!!! + Shann got fitter and better at Volleyball!! ^_^+ Hanging out with friends make me love them more!! : )The not so good?- Lack of sleep and too much studying. X]- Rarely such a thing as breakfast in the morning.
(Coz i sleep real late) :S- Assignments are still piling up!! Goshh!! I need PROGRESS!! : |Thats about it!! LOLS!! Overall, i utterly love the freedom i am currently getting.I'm already feeling a lil sad that it'll be ending soon.Every single day i cherish with all hope of getting another.Hmm Perhaps if i wished or hoped hard enough, it would happen?*Fingers-crossed-till numbness dominates*I pray and pray what i am doing is right.God, let me know no sorry to the future.
Let the outcome of all of this be one of greatness.*With all my heart, i wish you had some of mine...*
P/S : Pictures are on FACEBOOK!! :D If i am less busy/less lazy, i may upload them here someday! ^_^
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Am i selfish to ask?Is it not appropriate to consider?Sure, it might cost a lil more,But think of the outcome?I am confident i will do BETTER than before...I've always been wanting to stay on campus.Not just because i am curious, and want independence.There can surely be more reasons than the above two.Every monday and wednesday,In an extremely tired state, One drives home through darkness of night.Already, it is exhausting to have to hold on to the steering wheel, But the rushing home part, goshh takes the tuut outta me. :SUsually reaching home at around 6 or 7,Having dinner and prolly spending less than half hour downstairs,Well, this isnt exactly ideal as a family life,But hey, a girl's gotta do what a girl's gotta do, right?45mins there and back might not seem like a long journey everyday,But having to wake up EXTRA 1 hour to get ready THEN leave,I lose sleep!! And have sleep late at night all the time!!In total, I need 1 hour 45 minutes max to get to school. Imagine if class was just 10minutes walk away,I would only have to wake up half hour before hand!Lols!! I cant stand but wonder,What convenience there would be!Being able to do work efficiently,There are less distractions, not to mention ENTERTAINMENT in Uni!!Haha And i know it would be obviously less comfortable there,But cant i JUST TRY???!!Take my car... Whatever!! Itll be easier for me to do assignments as well!!Everything is GROUP WORK!!And where else is majority of the group??UNI LARRRHHH!! @,@Hmm hmm hmm hmm hmm....You're still thinking...I'm still hoping...Actually wishing REAL hard...Now just waiting for God to decide if it should happen.I sure hope it does.I wouldnt be as tired?Or as helpless when i need to ask a study based question!I'd have GENIUSES around me 24/7!Haha Hell yeahh i do! ; ) Please please please please PLEASE? :D*Cross my heart that i would do better than i currently am...*
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You guys must be thinking,"WTF? What on EARTH does nihilarian mean??"HAHAHA... Well, you'll just have to read to find out. X)If you havent realised, i've been gone for some time.Its not unexpected to find, i have become, exceedingly drained.Resulting in nothing less but lack of sleep, and so much to do.Yet, uni hasnt been the best place for me recently.The assignments are the killers. *shotgun goes off!!*I myself wants nothing to do except going for sports,And in some way, releasing this stress jug of which is near full.Tests are a bitch.Optimism? and/or exhaustion is the one that keeps me fromthinking too much about the outcome. I fear dreadfully.Despite all this, I'm becoming a nihilarian.Useless in every way, i feel my brain diluting.God save me... This cannot happen!!Not now.... @,@I need a pillow.I really soft, comfy and warm one like Sue Chee Hao!!HAHAHAHHA!! I'm gonna call you pillow from now on!! XDYour size is just right okayyyhh.....I need to borrow.... Can can can? ^_^What a wonderful thing to have,A something, or someone to emotionally depend on.Someone who can dissipate all my stress and worries...Someone who can make me smile or laugh without force.Yeahh Shann need's someone. >.<Or maybe i just need more sleep. Gahh. X]
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There are many forms of freedom.Freedom of speech,Freedom of expression,Freedom of action,Freedom of choiceFreedom of who YOU want to be...People who know me well (there arent many out there),Knows that I enjoy having freedom.Since teenage-hood, freedom has been somethingI have always fought for.Fought does also include the physical sense.Arrogance, defiance, denial...Yeahh All that happens when my freedom is challenged.I hate being controlled. I hate being fussed over.I particularly despise being misunderstood.Recently, I find myself struggling to wriggle myself out of a tight clasp.Its not that i dont appreciate the care from others,But too much at a constant rate gets me suffocated.When theres something that is NOT related to you happen,And i feel irritated about and voice it out,I get "soothed" with words like,"Calm down" or "Dont angry la".Goshh... I am not.Please dont ever misunderstand,I am ALWAYS COOL.It is only when someone fusses about it,That i start to get angry.Like SERIOUSLY, YOU WILL KNOW IF I AM NOT OKAYH.I will freak out so much, you wished you hadnt known me. X)So omg......Just take it easy...Give me MY freedom and space to vent and express!Quit asking me about this and that all the time!Quit trying to calm me down with pats and whining.I get seriously IRRITATED by it.
Its worst than me in a straightjacket. : (
If i need help, i will SURELY ask it!Dont pry, dont involve yourself unnecessarily!Everything ISNT ABOUT YOU all the time. I hope you understand that.Everybody has their privacy.They deserve their own space.Let them come to you!Dont be OVER sensitive about things!Try to be more forgiving, and less calculative!Life would surely be MUCH better,If you just let things come by naturally!Instead of insisting for things to happen,When it isnt suppose to.True courage is when one DARES to be yourself,
Without pretend, without a mask.
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I've always believed in God.You can consider me a Christian, or an Atheist.Never judge a person, if you don't understand their views of things.I never liked the topic about religion.Mainly because it is unending.And I'm not typical.But recently, something happened,That made me believe even more that,Yes, God has his way of planning destiny.He has his reasons for things to happen,For the better, or worst,Everything eventually prevails.Last two weeks or so,I had a minor car accident in a small town,Near my university where we were heading to have lunch at.It was an unusually small stretch of road, As it was in a somewhat close residential area.While in the midst of parking my car,I accidentally rammed into a curb on the tight left.It was really low and unnoticeable, And was also hidden in a maze of grass and weeds.My heart stopped instantly when i heard my car scrape.Parts of the skirting came off, the damage was done.A huge surge of guilt washed over me. My friends were in the car shocked as well.So i didnt want to make a fuss about it.We got down, and i removed the remnants of the skirting off,So it no longer dragged the ground. It was an unfortunate incident.My mood was ruined for the day.Especially when i had to break it to my parents.I couldnt tell them what really happened. All i could say was, another car pressured me to the side of the roadWhen I was on my way back home that night and it was dark.I half expected to be yelled at or lectured.But that wasn't the case.Mum was upset, but she didnt say much.Dad asked me what happened, And after telling him, he merely said:"Next time be more careful. Dont come back so late."And that was it.Sighhh...I felt the guilt creep in more,But all i could do was offer to pay for the repairs myself.I wanted it to be my lesson too. I wanted it to be a reminder for me to be MORE CAREFUL.Ouchh... There goes my RM200+. Anyway, God had a bigger plan ahead.He intended for that happen for a bigger cause.It troubled me to think it was possible at first,But i am convinced now that God loves each of us differently.This past Wednesday was my Uni friend Jacky's birthday.Sam and I planned to have this small celebration for him.That instead of having the cliche CAKE, We decided to get him two tubs of ice-cream. : )Willis is Jacky's best friend. They didnt have anymore classes after 11am.So he offered to accompany me to Tesco to get the grubs.Having given him permission to drive us to KL previously,I allowed him to drive my car again. [ Note: I dont usually trust ppl with my car. ]All was good as we safely got there.On the way back, what seemed like an unlikely lapse,Has caused him to ram across a divider on the left.Initially when he neared it,I suspected it was quite close as i was on the passenger's seat.I didnt think he would steer left even more when accelerating.Thus, crashing the car's skirting again.He was dumbstruck, and I was nerve wrecked!!He kept apologising and saidIt was his first time encountering an accident. For me, i was thinking, "Thank LORD it was already damaged!!"So i assured him by saying it was alright.Imagine if i hadnt had that accident 2 weeks before,What would happen now? What position would i be in?He would be drowning in self guilt,And i would be struggling to deal with the dilemma.Honestly, i would rather crash my own car and face up,Rather than have people crash MY car and I face up.Phheeww~ A sigh of relief.God works his magic in different ways.He means for things to happen,For a bigger cause than ourselves.This has taught me to embrace my circumstance,Good or bad, because i will never know,What other plans he has installed. So for now, i am grateful for this epiphany.And whatever comes my way, let it come. : )Optimism, the solution for every what-comes-next.Cheerio~! ^_^
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Justtt....
GREAT.
I'm at uni now at 9am for a project,
Class doesnt start till 3pm.
And what do i find?
My good friend who was SUPPOSED to meet me now,
UNREACHABLE.
You better not be drooling in your bed right now.
I've called you twice and you're still not picking up.
No Milo Ice can make up for what you're doing to me.
LOLS!! Get your butt over here now!! >.<
Grrrr.................................................................!!!
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Yesterday was horrible.I wished I had more self control, and less self assertion.The world clearly revolves around by its own means.I just wanted it to go the other direction.At times, i'm not sure if it is insanity,Or if its pressure that drives me to frustration then tears.It is irritating and selfish to hope for belonging in a society.I can't blame anyone but myself for this.Maybe there's just something wrong with me.Unready for the new week to begin,I drove to school alone with a heavy heart.Unlike the one i always do my best to keep cheerful and happy.Was i tired? Or just... Moody?Maths exam is next week.I don't feel fully prepared, But i am hopeful i will pass this time.God please bless me enough for me to continue...Things feel different.I feel suddenly lonely again.That awful distress i've been trying to begone forever,Has turned around to bite me again.Why is this happening?Do i despise having a Chinese mentality?Speaking, expressing, and pretending to be something i'm not?Is this the outcome of graduating from an international school?I still love me very much.I want to be accommodating to everyone else.But i do not feel i am doing it very well.I can't utter cool chinese idioms to impress everyone!I can't speak as fluently as i used to since after primary school.I am tired of searching.I am tired of smiling or laughing without meaning.I want to just live. LIVE.I feel so left out. : (Perhaps i should navigate myself away.No one knows how much effort it is for me to tolerate.I just cant live like this.I dont want to be known for being moody. I dont want to be known for being an outcast,Or a person with nothing but ulterior motifs. I need my best friend.I need more people I love around me.Not people i feel awkward or uncomfortable with.I need more people who has the patience to get to know me.And who can accept me for who i am,And not turn me away...Thank you Chun Hoe for being there for me.It was horrendous of me to burden you like that.I'm sorry you had to worry about me.I hope you will never have to see me in that shape again.You are truly a good friend.I should appreciate you more. ^_^As for Sandyman...I miss you tonnes and tonnes...I cant rush your exams to be over sooner,Eventhough i've prayed so hard for it to happen.Please hang in there as i am hanging on...I need a big BIG hug from you... :''(
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I stumbled upon a curious, nosy rodent today!It/She asked me, "Have you taken your pills?"I was having too much fun to reply you... Till NOW. X)Here's my answer, subject!"My pills are at home, where you left your brains too!"Muuahahahahahaahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.......
You better wish you were this cute! X)
Cheerio!! X)
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Yesterday was Mooncake Festival.Unlike the past years, we had a dinner party. : )The food was gorgeously scrumptious!Although i must mention that the company wasn't as good. XDAnyway, just wanted to intro my cousin's daughter?I cant relate the correct relationship with this girl...Hahahah Trust me, i've been sitting here trying to figure out.Is she my niece? HAHA!!Sorry... I can never be sure with these things. @,@
Meet Bentha! Shes from Holland! :DMy eldest aunty's grand-daughter! XDIsnt she a little cutie?She's only ONE this year!And shes STRONG!! @,@ 
HAHAAHHAHA....
Meet her lantern!! ^_^
Talk about a "tradisional" lantern!
Hehe This one was cheeky! X)
We helped light up some normal lanterns too!But they burned out eventually. X]No more melting candles onto gates this year.Guess i do grow up and out of these things. Hah. : (Anyhuu anyhuu!!
I ended up watching Four Weddings and A Funeral on TV instead!!
Guess what? I LOVED IT!! HAHAHAAHA!!
Hugh Grant did a good job!
But i find the storyline more exceptional though! ^_^
I particularly felt touched by the following lines
Originally written by W.H. Auden. :'')
"Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone,
Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bonel,
Silence the pianos and with muffled drum Bring out the coffin,
Let the mourners come.
Let the aeroplanes circle,
Moaning overhead Scribbling on the sky the message 'He is Dead'.
Put crepe bows 'round the white necks of the public doves,
Let traffic policemen wear black, cotton gloves.
He was my North, my South, my East, and West.
My working week and my Sunday rest,
My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song;
I thought that love would last forever: I was wrong.
The stars are not wanted now; put out every one,
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun,
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the wood;
For nothing now can ever come to any good."
Simply Beautiful :'')
Now you know why i think literature is AWESOME? XD
School starts tomorrow!
Awwhhhh.... Hahahahaha.... *suppresses lazy bone*
Cheers!! : )
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Hahahahahaa....Yeap yeap YEAP!You could call THIS a splendid FIRST week alright! ^_^What we did? LOLS Was HARD CORE. X)Day #1 is in my previous post. : )What happened next?
Day #2
To the playground near the bridge connecting to Uni!The one opposite the Guard House!Our battle zone! XD
Our weapons? Rocket looking fire-crackers.Muuahahahahaa.....!!We forgot the lighter!! :S So what did I do?Ran to the guardhouse, borrowed one from the guard!LMAO!! "Untuk apa?""Untuk merrrcu...ARHEMM...Untuk LILIN. X)" 
Willis planting a massive KABOOM!! X]

Lols His evil scheme. @,@

The others were afraid!! XD

Some grew up looking innocent!
Yet they were not so afraid. :D
Hahahahahaa....

Kepong was just WICKED! LOLS!!
Doesnt he look like the evil scientist from Igor? XD!!

Zuhair and Sam plunged right in!!
AWESOME stuff! XD

Jacky felt it was good to just POSE next to the bombs! X]

Having audiences was better than having none. : )
Interesting afternoon, no? X]Day #3
HAHA... Four hours to kill?The Ugly Truth it is!! :D"I like a lady on TOP!" XD!!"Man-whore!!" O,O"Foul-mouthed SLUT!!" @,@Wohohohohhoho.....
Then? Pork Mee!! :9
LOLS!! Zuhair.... Wakakkakaa!!DONT Ask. He might get killed. XD!!!Day #5
Is this Moral Class?HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHHAAHAHA!!!!!!
CUZZIE!!! :D

HAHA Chee Hao!! ^_^
He got us safely here...
Here where? Time Square! LOLS!!
I hope my mom
NEVER sees this blog! XD!!

Our first picture!
All smiles aye? :D

Hahahaha Why does Chee Hao look shy here? X)
We walked around time square for a wee while...
Sam and I got our eyebrows fixed... LOLS!!
Then we went with the boys to Law Yat!
They got their External Hard-disks and HEADPHONES!! :D
Hahahaha Boy, were they excited!! ^_^
Sam and I popped in to Sg Wang to get my bag!

The bag i failed to get after 2 tideous attempts!!
FINALLY!!! XD
She got herself a pair of HOT FLOPS too!!
Wheeeeeeee.....!!ALOT of walking... X)
Went back to Time square to meet the others.
Helped Zuh pick out a pair of casual shoes. : )
Jeanette and Jack managed to do a little shopping as well! ^_^
After we FLEW ourselves back to the monorail station,It was a real effort to be devilishly inconsiderate. LOLS!!Yess, it was already 5 something...
We PUSHED ourselves into the train.Like salmons trying to flip their way upstream for mating season! Okaaayyyhh THAT sounded wrong. @,@Fast forward through traffic complications faced at KtmStation,We managed to get back to uni was around 6.45pm!! Lols!! Exhausted and famished, i still made my way home safely! ^_^CRAZY alright!
And crazy is the PERFECT way i like it! ^_^
Thanks Ya'll!!
Its good to be BACK! X]
Cheers!! : )
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zinrue