life as mommy of 2..

i'm supposed to sleep but instead i'm blogging myself away..if i'm sleepy or tired tomorrow,i've no one to blame but myself(luckily its a sunday,yea!).nway,back to the title above,i'm loving every minute of it!!only thing that can make me feel miserable is my work :( seriously,the workload is getting heavier..i'm trying very hard to maintain my 'positive attitude' but i feel it is deteriorating..don't get me wrong,despite the heavy workload,i do like what i do,only thing is that sometimes i feel its taking a toll on me in terms of time..i tried my best to settle the work given but there's always not enuff time.and of course, now that i've got 2 kids to look after, i can't be going back late/stay back for long..susah la eh,tak keje i need to help the family,keje plak, sometimes i feel guilty when i have to work on weekends and leave my babies behind with the maid,help!!!whatever it is though,alhamdulillah i'm glad that i'm still able to fully breastfeed ariff and that my milk production is stable,had to remind myself all the time that i need to keep my stress at bay because of this..takpela,if my niat is good i.e brfdg ariff and ikhlas in doing my work,insyaAllah everything will be smooth,aminn...

busy,busy,busy!!

boleh tak agaknye if office work kite buat slamber je tak buat??!!but being a schematic girl all this while,i can't afford to do that,altho now i tried not to be to hard on myself..btw,i'll be sitting for my CCP paper 1 this Saturday in JB..i really hope i'll pass the 1st time around,at least dun have to repeat again..

nway,2day's the 2nd of apr, my cousin, k.long nor just delivered a baby gal last 2 days (31st march09)..congratulations to k.long & a.man, & of course 'lil k.arina' as she now has a sister to play with..

i'm actually on leave, to be exact on exam leave for 3 days since yesterday..but just found out that i've to attend this 'face-to-face discussion' with our KL mgt..dahla kat Batu Pahat,malas betul!!takpela,pg jelah,nak buat camne:-( looks like i've to bring some questions to do over there, study la kan..

btw,i'm already in the 3rd trimester,yea!!in about 3 months time, we'll be seeing our son for the 1st time, insyaallah..i hope everything will be ok..the dr we went to in Kluang slalu inform byk kali that we'll be having a bb boy.truth is, i dun really mind what is the sex of the bb, as long as it's healthy, that's most important priority. but klu betul this time dpt boy, then i'll have a pair already, boleh 'pause' kejap kot..still contemplating on how many children do we want??!!berserah kot, ade rezki alhamdulillah..

in about less than a month, my brother amil is getting married to his primary school sweetheart,hahah!!cute!!so this year insyaallah they will be 2 additions in the Yasin Family..how nice;-) but me being in kluang, i cudn't really help mama with the preparation, sian mama,i hope she can manage, i know she can,tp penat la kan..

ok,study,study,study..i'm going to pass this exam..I KNOW IT!!

cuti di hari khamis...

salam..juz ate my brunch after going for check/up kat Pusat Kesihatan Kluang..i am forced to go there since i'm staying in a 'small town'..if in kl,sure tak gi punye lar..takpelar,sbnrnye its not that bad,the only thing is lambat coz ramai yg pegi sane..btw,for the next 2 days,i'll be on leave,best!!insyaallah later we r going back to kl to my mom's place..tomorrow got another check/up to go,this time at D'sara Specialist..fyi,this time nak jumpe lady dr pulak..but i heard in DSH there's only 2 lady gynae so i'll probably be going to 1 chinese dr recommended by my former primary classmate..the appointment is fixed 2mrw but i'll be going w/out my hubby coz he's working..takpelar,myb ajak afiq teman,haha!!

nway,heard a good news from a friend that she's already pregnant..fyi,her son is also the same age as dina,so mmg die pun nk try for 2nd one..to zmah,congratulations!!hrp2 dpt girl plak:-)

ok,later,have to do some work i promised my boss to do..

updates..

another sunday in Kluang..the scene,i'm blogging, my hubby n lil' dina watching Transporter 3(as if dina paham sgt??!!)but then again she doesn't mind watching any movies with us,though maybe not the scary ones..nway,as usual my mind says i'm supposed to study for my incoming exams in April but i keep delaying them (btw,i did study a bit this morning,cover la konon!!)ok,lepas ni study..

today i was quite excited to wake up coz we decided yesterday to go for check-up with Dr.Lukhmal. since i know that i'm already in my 4th+ months, i was hoping that maybe we cud find out the baby's sex..though i'm not going to reveal it here, lets just say it was what i expected..but then again, even with the advanced technology, we cudn't be too sure until the bb really appears..whatever it is, my main concern is on the health of the baby.i dunno whether it is the 'pembawakan' of bb or the fact that i'm carrying my 2nd one, but this time around i can't seem to eat/drink much of the so-called healthy food this time around..cume try 2 make sure i eat the pills given by the dr. that's why everytime we go to the dr, i hope that we can scan so that we can see the progress of the bb. alhamdulillah, so far everything is 'A' ok:-)

as with my firstborn,she's quite excited too about the baby..kadang2 a bit clingy tp not too bad,still boleh reason out things with her. she's been asking us to send her to school,but we think it's too early, takut nti she'll get bored.we'll just wait until she's 4 kot.about sending her to a chinese school, memang rase nak hantar tp on the other hand, if u can find a good normal school pun not a bad idea. but i wonder if i will still be in Kluang when she reaches Standard 1 nanti (lagi 4 years je,hmm...)if we r, we probably will send her to one, but if we r in KL, there's a possiblity of sending her to normal co-ed school. decisions,decisions??!!1st step, just send her to a chinese based kindergarten, then we take it from there..if she can cope with the language, boleh la hantar jer to chinese school..

ok, later,gotta study,chewah!!

a new life..

it has been confirmed..i've got a new life inside of me:-) i'm excited,ecstatic,worried,happy,anxious...all roll into one...ok,when i didn't get my period when its due, i didn't really think twice as few months back,my period was late for like 10 days..but when i did the pregnancy test,'twas negative,owh boy..so i thot it was the same thing this time,tho a tiny part of me secretly wish it's goona be different..konon tak nak check,tp curiousity had me went to watson to get that PT..n what luck,alhamdulillah now i'm preggy wif my 2nd baby,yeah!!thanks to the EPO advice given by k.long nor,It worked!!

dina's gonna have a sibling,insyaallah..

all the best to me in battling the preggy symptoms...

now 6 weeks pregnant

due tentatively on 11th July 2009

p/s: oh ya,btw,we went to see Madagascar 2 today as promised to Dina..

 

work,work,work...

Let's face it,it is a never ending story..even if u r self employed, it doesn't mean u can just 'goyang kaki',rite..than ur biz won't grow..of coz,if we dun work, we dun earn..as much as u wish, money doesn't grow on trees.
for example now, i feel that since i've changed job, it is more satisfactory than before, but i dun want it to take over my life n i won't let it happen.my priority is my family,reason i'm working is b'coz of my family..
now,raye is due in about 3 days and i'm hooked with work commitment..i have to settle my work before raye or i won't get to go on leave..how awful!!in order to get it done with, kene la work this weekend..org dah blk raye la bos,kitorg still kene keje,not fair!!!
dun want to dwell on this topic..what i know, i'll go on leave starting from this tuesday & nobody's gonna stop me!!
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri
Maaf Zahir & Batin

Ramadhan again..part II

if it's up to me,i dun feel like buying any kueh raye..sapela sgt nak dtg rumah kluang nih..cheh,mcm sedey,but i'm okay..this is not my house anyway,i'm just renting here..somehow or rather,eventho i've been in kluang for about 3-4 years,i dun regard this as my hometown..i'm very much a foreigner here n i certainly dun intend to make kluang my home..let's face it,my families & friends are not here!!!i bet one day when i'm leaving this place, i probably won't even miss it,huh!!(okay,dun be so arrogant here,adila!!)..i know 1 thing that i'll miss,no jam!!
i dun mean to sound so harsh by writing the statement,but sometimes i really miss hanging out wif frens(esp. my girlfrens,huhu..), drinking teh tarik..
nways,i managed to get some things done this week,like:-
1.send my comforter to the laundry
2.send my bj kurg to be sewn wif beads(it costs me bl^^dy RM80,tular tak reti nak bt sendri)
3.buy some groceries
4.and oh yea,bought 2 pairs of shoes for myself...yea!!for raye n can be converted to office shoes..mesti mau jimat skarg!

what to do before raye:-
a.pick up abg's bj
b.pick up my bj(ready by 27th)
c.find dina's raya dresses + shoes
d.tukar duit raye

p/s:-boleh tak tak nak ajak org dtg rumah this raye except family jer,malas lar..