February 22nd, 2026
anr: (.misc: relationships are hard work)
Dance Circles Around the Pieces of Your Heart (1864 words) by anr
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Original Work
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Original Female Character/Original Male Character
Characters: Original Female Character, Original Male Character
Additional Tags: Toxic Parent, age gap, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Kissing, Touching, Older Man/Younger Woman, Bartender/Customer
Summary: She's a little surprised by how much she wants him to be single. Available.

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Mood:: 'busy' busy
Music:: Laurel - Blue Blood
anr: (hrs: peter/claire: apocalypse now)
Sometimes I Breathe You In and I Know You Know (3013 words) by anr
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Heroes (TV 2006), Heroes Reborn (TV)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Claire Bennet/Peter Petrelli
Characters: Peter Petrelli, Claire Bennet
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Uncle/Niece Incest, Incest, Time Travel Fix-It, Touching, Kissing
Summary: He thinks about how he runs at the mouth some days, rambling about whatever comes to mind, talking about her. How she's eighteen, and his niece, Nathan's daughter, his family and a teenager and how he's going to go to hell because of the way he thinks about her, he knows it.

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Music:: Tori Amos - Hey Jupiter
Mood:: 'busy' busy
February 20th, 2026
aj: (good times)
posted by [personal profile] aj at 11:10pm on 20/02/2026 under , ,
Cracked open my Battleship dvd, dusted off the dvd player and had myself a movie night. Fuck, I love this stupid movie. The entire cast is fantastic, the plot is very stupid but makes sense if you pay attention to the first 5 minutes, and the last 1/3rd of the film is a legit banger of an action film.

Is the premise stupid? Sure. But it spends 90+ minutes dunking on the mediocre white, male lead while showcasing how fucking amazing the tertiary non-white characters are and even begrudgingly giving wml some growth. And they fridged his BROTHER. I remain assured that this is my favorite trash and I cradle it to my chest in delight. I might reread the novelization. Which I do own.
aj: (hungry)
posted by [personal profile] aj at 03:36pm on 20/02/2026 under , ,
I've had a couple conversations about food with relatively young humans in the last little bit. It's reminded me how far I've come when it comes to eating, learning about, and cooking food. Big props to [personal profile] annieeats for being a regular new-cuisine companion or introducer over the last ~20 years.

I note any of this because the most recent conversation about food I had was with a young person who has been very limited in what they eat and/or cook. And while they want to learn more, they've got a range of 'safe' foods that it's tough for them to deviate from. Also, they're limited in funds (like most young people and, lbr, everyone right now), so trying or adding new things to their comfy food list is complicated. Food sensitivities and poverty are hard fucking rivers to navigate. Add in that they have limited experience with cooking at all, and I'm thrown back to my early 20's. Woof.

I guess I'm just really kind of grateful to my parents and friends for making food interesting and exciting rather than intimidating. But I'll also give myself some grace and space for being willing to try things I've never eaten before. 20-yo me would be pretty intimidated by stuff I eat regularly now. But good for her for eventually getting here!
Mood:: 'awake' awake
February 19th, 2026
aj: (on fire)
posted by [personal profile] aj at 10:52am on 19/02/2026 under , ,
I love my girls. I can unequivocally say that they've stabilized my mental health for years. That said, I recently sat down and did the math about how expensive they currently are.

Here is my current regular maintenance budget (per 30 day period) for the girlies:

Wink (wet) food: $150-180
Tea (wet) food: $25
Tea (dry) food: $15
Treats (both): $5-10
Cat litter: $36-55
Meds (Wink): $7

Total: $238-292/30 day period.

With mathing that is fudgy, this is a larger than 10% chunk of my monthly budget. That's not including vet trips or separate purchases or cleaning supplies.

And like, I knew it was a significant portion of my budget, and I'm not actually mad about it? I made the commitment to care for these two in a healthy and engaged way. And YES, Wink's wet food bill is insane, but she's got some medical shit going on (she's almost 16? Is 16? Adopt a rescue for uncertainty!) and tolerates this food and this food alone. Both for her nutritional needs and for her willingness to eat it. Royal Canin wet food owns my ass until this girlie passes and I've just given up and tried to find coupons.

Also, Tea's her own worst enemy in that she has to be deeply drugged if she goes to the vet. Like, it's on her file. Wink's a damn delight (legit, there's not been one regular vet appointment where she hasn't been dubbed 'best behaved'), but Tea Had A Bad Experience and is taking it out on the universe now. Luckily, 3-year vaccines are a thing now, so I just haul her in for an eye-wateringly priced teeth cleaning, and they just give her jabs while she's unconscious. Just. SIGH.

This is 100% me just venting but. *stomps foot* I am definitely not getting another pet after Tea passes. I just can't afford it.
Mood:: 'grumpy' grumpy
February 18th, 2026
celli: Jungkook from BTS, in a white shirt, with the tattoos on his arms showing as he clicks the button to take a selfie (JK selfie)
aj: (reading)
posted by [personal profile] aj at 02:56pm on 18/02/2026 under ,
I think I'm finally having some energy? Also, I'm realizing that I'm just really tired of being inside and not doing things. I did need the rest and I'm grateful this health stuff fell during a time where I could take the time to rest and recover. That said, I am wanting to move around.

Some of this is I think I've od'd on reading. While I'm not reading trad pub stuff atm, I have been reading a lot of fic and I've also noticed how apathetic I am to a lot of stuff and I just really need to start to engage with the outer world again. I miss being active and having activities!

Honestly, I'm seriously considering volunteering to do some shifts cleaning park districts. It gets me outside, I get to straighten somewhere up, and I get to listen to audiobooks. I looked it up on the Cook County Park District website and self-directed volunteering is an option! We'll see if I follow through on this. :)
Mood:: 'tired' tired
anr: (.misc: when i grow up)
No One Comes Close to You (3665 words) by anr
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Original Work
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Rape/Non-Con, Underage Sex
Relationships: Original Female Character/Original Male Character
Characters: Original Female Character, Original Male Character
Additional Tags: Teacher/Student, Obsession, teenage girl/adult male, Touching, Sex, Kissing, Non-Consensual, Rape, Underage Rape/Non-con, Time Period: 1990s, Loss of Virginity, Age Difference, Power Imbalance, Creampie
Summary: "Miss Gallagher," he says, no nonsense, "a moment if you please."

She blinks at him, the corners of her smile turning down for a heartbeat before she nods and closes her locker and walks over, following him into the classroom. "Yes?"

The lack of a sir, or his name, on the end of that yes rubs him the wrong way, and he knows that's why she doesn't say it -- she's so fucking calculating sometimes, he hates it -- but it also reminds him of all the other ways she's been frustrating him since coming back from winter break. The shine of her lip gloss and the smell of her perfume and the height of her hemline. All the looks she's given him, and the way she shifts in her seat when he's talking, and the fucking hearts on her o's.



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Music:: Sydney Rose - We Hug Now
Mood:: 'tired' tired
February 16th, 2026
celli: Shane in a hoodie, sitting on the stairs as Ilya leans down and kisses him. (hollanov stairwell)
aj: (caffeine)
posted by [personal profile] aj at 10:16am on 16/02/2026 under ,
Anyway, I only have one more follow up appointment for my post-op care. According to the doctor, everything looks good and I'm healing up very well. \o/

I had a fun time with my D&D game on Saturday. Yesterday, I got to hang out with my friend, who I have not really seen much since last year. It was good to get out and see her and I need to do that more.
Mood:: 'tired' tired
February 15th, 2026
celli: Nancy Drew (from the TV show) looking thoughtful/concerned (nancy drew)
February 12th, 2026
aj: (reading)
I figure I should talk about them because why not? Writing is good for the brain. Interestingly, they've both been translated works! I am mildly proud of me.

1. Sovietistan: Travels in Turkmeinstan, Kazakhstan, Kyrgyzstan, and Uzbekistan by Erika Fatland

A good slow roll of post-Soviet history in five countries most people can't point out on a map. )

2. Lost Souls Meet Under a Full Moon by Mizuki Tsujimura

My recovery read? )

I'm also in the middle of another translated work (whoo!), but it's a Korean novel titled Welcome to the Hyunam-Dong Bookshop and it's by Hwang Bo-reum. Initially, the form felt similar to Lost Souls, but as I get further into it, that impression is coming up incorrect. So far, it's a quiet exploration of the workers and patrons of a small bookshop. Not my normal jam, but I am having a good time! We'll see how it shakes out. I'm only ~60 pages in tho, so TBD. After that, I have a copy of The Feminist Killjoy Handbook for my wine-moms book club. We'll see how far I get with that one!
Music:: hawkmoon - hurray for the riff raff
Mood:: 'nauseated' nauseated
aj: (caffeine)
posted by [personal profile] aj at 04:03pm on 12/02/2026 under , ,
I have social plans this weekend and I decided to do something special just for me. Namely, I have plans on Sat and Sun in a similar location ~45 minutes away from me. So, I reserved a hotel room so that I can just stay in the area and sleep in a bit. (Wink wakes me at 6:52am 365.)

Is it fiscally responsible? Not entirely, but I'm hitting a wall with fiscal responsibility. Sometimes, you just need to gift yourself nine solid hours of sleep.

In other news, last year I'd had the idle interest in attending RomanceCon in Milwaukee last year. I ended up deciding not to go - and I'd delayed buying a ticket for day-of - but the second time I checked the website, it seems like a lot of authors had bailed on the event. I just kind of shrugged about it - stuff happens! - but it turns out there was a whole big thing that a Chicago-local Youtuber (Savy Writes Books) did a big video about. I knew none of this! But hey, huzzah for my laziness.

My take away is maybe I should go to Print Row Lit Fest this year. I've had fun in the past!

In other news, I refuse to eat Giordano's pizza ever again. It's good! But the sauce is very actual tomato forward. Unfortunately, my gastrointestinal system has given up the absolute ghost on tomatoes entirely. I have become a philistine and require sugared sauces from here on out. Bleeeeeeeeergh.
Mood:: 'nauseated' nauseated
Music:: breakaway - kelly clarkson
celli: due South's Fraser reading a journal or book (Fraser reading)
February 10th, 2026
aj: (middle distance)
posted by [personal profile] aj at 11:23pm on 10/02/2026 under ,
Got home and slept for three hours. Might ask the boss to wfh on Thursday of trend continues. Bleeergh. I really want to do some strength training once I’ve healed up some more. I really need to rebuild some stamina.
Mood:: 'tired' tired
denise: Image: Me, facing away from camera, on top of the Castel Sant'Angelo in Rome (Default)
Back in August of 2025, we announced a temporary block on account creation for users under the age of 18 from the state of Tennessee, due to the court in Netchoice's challenge to the law (which we're a part of!) refusing to prevent the law from being enforced while the lawsuit plays out. Today, I am sad to announce that we've had to add South Carolina to that list. When creating an account, you will now be asked if you're a resident of Tennessee or South Carolina. If you are, and your birthdate shows you're under 18, you won't be able to create an account.

We're very sorry to have to do this, and especially on such short notice. The reason for it: on Friday, South Carolina governor Henry McMaster signed the South Carolina Age-Appropriate Design Code Act into law, with an effective date of immediately. The law is so incredibly poorly written it took us several days to even figure out what the hell South Carolina wants us to do and whether or not we're covered by it. We're still not entirely 100% sure about the former, but in regards to the latter, we're pretty sure the fact we use Google Analytics on some site pages (for OS/platform/browser capability analysis) means we will be covered by the law. Thankfully, the law does not mandate a specific form of age verification, unlike many of the other state laws we're fighting, so we're likewise pretty sure that just stopping people under 18 from creating an account will be enough to comply without performing intrusive and privacy-invasive third-party age verification. We think. Maybe. (It's a really, really badly written law. I don't know whether they intended to write it in a way that means officers of the company can potentially be sentenced to jail time for violating it, but that's certainly one possible way to read it.)

Netchoice filed their lawsuit against SC over the law as I was working on making this change and writing this news post -- so recently it's not even showing up in RECAP yet for me to link y'all to! -- but here's the complaint as filed in the lawsuit, Netchoice v Wilson. Please note that I didn't even have to write the declaration yet (although I will be): we are cited in the complaint itself with a link to our August news post as evidence of why these laws burden small websites and create legal uncertainty that causes a chilling effect on speech. \o/

In fact, that's the victory: in December, the judge ruled in favor of Netchoice in Netchoice v Murrill, the lawsuit over Louisiana's age-verification law Act 456, finding (once again) that requiring age verification to access social media is unconstitutional. Judge deGravelles' ruling was not simply a preliminary injunction: this was a final, dispositive ruling stating clearly and unambiguously "Louisiana Revised Statutes §§51:1751–1754 violate the First Amendment of the U.S. Constitution, as incorporated by the Fourteenth Amendment of the U.S. Constitution", as well as awarding Netchoice their costs and attorney's fees for bringing the lawsuit. We didn't provide a declaration in that one, because Act 456, may it rot in hell, had a total registered user threshold we don't meet. That didn't stop Netchoice's lawyers from pointing out that we were forced to block service to Mississippi and restrict registration in Tennessee (pointing, again, to that news post), and Judge deGravelles found our example so compelling that we are cited twice in his ruling, thus marking the first time we've helped to get one of these laws enjoined or overturned just by existing. I think that's a new career high point for me.

I need to find an afternoon to sit down and write an update for [site community profile] dw_advocacy highlighting everything that's going on (and what stage the lawsuits are in), because folks who know there's Some Shenanigans afoot in their state keep asking us whether we're going to have to put any restrictions on their states. I'll repeat my promise to you all: we will fight every state attempt to impose mandatory age verification and deanonymization on our users as hard as we possibly can, and we will keep actions like this to the clear cases where there's no doubt that we have to take action in order to prevent liability.

In cases like SC, where the law takes immediate effect, or like TN and MS, where the district court declines to issue a temporary injunction or the district court issues a temporary injunction and the appellate court overturns it, we may need to take some steps to limit our potential liability: when that happens, we'll tell you what we're doing as fast as we possibly can. (Sometimes it takes a little while for us to figure out the exact implications of a newly passed law or run the risk assessment on a law that the courts declined to enjoin. Netchoice's lawyers are excellent, but they're Netchoice's lawyers, not ours: we have to figure out our obligations ourselves. I am so very thankful that even though we are poor in money, we are very rich in friends, and we have a wide range of people we can go to for help.)

In cases where Netchoice filed the lawsuit before the law's effective date, there's a pending motion for a preliminary injunction, the court hasn't ruled on the motion yet, and we're specifically named in the motion for preliminary injunction as a Netchoice member the law would apply to, we generally evaluate that the risk is low enough we can wait and see what the judge decides. (Right now, for instance, that's Netchoice v Jones, formerly Netchoice v Miyares, mentioned in our December news post: the judge has not yet ruled on the motion for preliminary injunction.) If the judge grants the injunction, we won't need to do anything, because the state will be prevented from enforcing the law. If the judge doesn't grant the injunction, we'll figure out what we need to do then, and we'll let you know as soon as we know.

I know it's frustrating for people to not know what's going to happen! Believe me, it's just as frustrating for us: you would not believe how much of my time is taken up by tracking all of this. I keep trying to find time to update [site community profile] dw_advocacy so people know the status of all the various lawsuits (and what actions we've taken in response), but every time I think I might have a second, something else happens like this SC law and I have to scramble to figure out what we need to do. We will continue to update [site community profile] dw_news whenever we do have to take an action that restricts any of our users, though, as soon as something happens that may make us have to take an action, and we will give you as much warning as we possibly can. It is absolutely ridiculous that we still have to have this fight, but we're going to keep fighting it for as long as we have to and as hard as we need to.

I look forward to the day we can lift the restrictions on Mississippi, Tennessee, and now South Carolina, and I apologize again to our users (and to the people who temporarily aren't able to become our users) from those states.
February 9th, 2026
celli: Shane in a hoodie, sitting on the stairs as Ilya leans down and kisses him. (hollanov stairwell)
aj: (curious)
posted by [personal profile] aj at 10:13am on 09/02/2026 under ,
Back to work for the first time in three weeks! It's... weird. I mean, it's fine (so far) but it's odd to not have the (mental) autonomy to just... go do something not at my desk. I do need to get up and walk around in a minute (yay, for setting good habits) but here I am!

Sigh.
Mood:: 'hungry' hungry

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