I have social anxiety, but I was at least willing to try to speak to you. Now I just don't want to have anything to do with men at all. Hope you enjoyed the dragon hugging the ice heart even if I erased it forever. 💝
PS. I never called you a creep at all nor do I think you were a creep... I just felt unnerved by being stared at but never spoken to... I hope you find a woman you can actually approach and speak to... though I suspect we had similar interests and values! 😞
Forever alone women don't have tons of men who show interest in them. There aren't any non-Chads being ignored by horrible mean FAW who want just Chads. Most FAW alone would want or settle for any decent guy.
No guy is going to ask out a woman (IRL) who's 6 or lower on the scale... ask her out and mean it. Try to get to know her or anything.
And yes, women don't always chase or approach, and when we do, we often give up after the first rejection because it's a boundary to respect. It's not a cutesy game for us or thrill of the hunt bullshit.
Time is ticking and we don't want to pursue someone who won't have us. Time ticks especially fast for those of us who want to have children. Yes, Naomi Campbell did have a baby at 53, but she likely used a surrogate because women's bodies are considered "ruined" and "damaged goods" otherwise... and why Naomi's body, if not some poor woman's body because she needed the money?
A woman like me if I like you then I like you. However, I'm not going to chase you the way Jessica Rabbit's doppelganger chased Detective Eddie Valiant. I don't do that... it's out of character for me.
If I show interest back, that's permission to talk to me about anything. Maybe then we'd progress and find out we're not all that interested, but we've a lot in common and could be friends. Or maybe...
Maybe we'd click and there'd be some rough spots, but we'd still be a good couple? Who knows.
If I gave you permission to chat me up, don't be a lil bitch and say I only want big dick Chads. I have had crushes on all kinds of men -- even men shorter than me.
Maybe if you'd talk to me, you'd understand that I'm not looking for anyone else but you?
But now I'm wondering if I should just stop losing weight. I wonder if I should just stop exercising and eating right. I mean I've already established that I'm going to be single for the rest of my life because no one wants me, so there's really no reason to take care of myself or my body. Maybe I should just eat all the junk food and fast food in the world. Maybe I should just overindulge myself until I become an extremely obese monstrosity. It would be hard to look at myself and live life like that, but it's all I deserve... I just feel like I deserve to be even more hideous since. I wish I had a friend to talk to about how much all of this hurts and how alone I feel. I just wish I could have a good long hug because I can't even summon the strength to sing myself to sleep. I wish someone cared about me as I would care about them. Mostly I wish euthanasia was easily accessible, but I guess I have to settle eating myself into obesity and dying from that.
I don't want to hate him as he's really a sweet boy, but he's been irritating me by scratching at my door when I want space away from him. Plus, I view him as a consolation prize for being too ugly to ever be loved by a man or have a family.
If you remember, The Snake (AKA Galakra) said i was going to be a crazy cat lady. This was after he used and humiliated me as well as emotionally abused me.
I want to love cats, and I want to love my cat, but men have made it a horrible thing for a single woman to enjoy cats. I shouldn't let demonic men invade my head space, but it hurt so deeply.
And now it's really looking like I'm stuck with cats. I have to be the ugly crazy cat lady and I will never find love. I will grow old and abandoned, and the cats will multiply and people badmouth me even more as a monster who grew too old to take care of all the cats forced on her.
I hate men. I really wish that every ugly woman who has been belittled and hurt by men was allowed to hunt them down and torture and kill them sadistically. They deserve it. They deserve to suffer.
As for my cat... I will try to love and care for him... try to overcome the shame and social stigma placed on women by vile monstrous men.
Valen Dreth: By the Nine Divines, you're an ugly one. And female, no less. But then, all Orcs are ugly. The most repulsive race in all of Tamriel, really. At least you've got that brutish strength, huh? Who needs pretty when you can just rip someone apart like some kind of monster. Oh, but you must be the one Orc weakling, huh? Captured by Imperials. How pathetic. You're going to die in here, Orc! Like an animal in a cage!*
Sabrina Graylore/Renald Graylore: *literally in there because she "accidentally" raised the dead and they flash mobbed the Imperial city/literally in there because his research on turning humans into elder scrolls was deemed sick and cruel* Yes.
Ladies and gentlemen: the conjuration twins.
*I used Dreth's female Orsimer speech because Sabrine and Renald are fairly young and androgynous in orcish fashion (also: mum's an orc, pops is an altmer).
If a guy doesn't talk to me and I've given him plenty of indication that I am interested in him, I immediately assume he's not interested and move on and ignore him. It's not leading him on or being cruel (honestly I gave him my Discord and gave him indication long before that), it's refusing to waste my time and energy on some guy who doesn't think I'm worth it.
Plus, I have more important things to do with than wait around on some guy who is literally a downgrade of my original crush. Damn, my original crush was perfect... a goofball for sure, but so warm and patient... tall, strong, and good-looking... intelligent too.
He was not like the rest of the garbage that barely acknowledge me and treat me less than human. But he's gone now, and all around me are males who either resent me or treat me with indifference.
No woman should force herself to play the part of a pick me and make all the moves and negotiating of starting a relationship. We know from the past how men treat women who shoot their shot... with contempt and a sincere, sinister wish to use and abuse.
House hunting in Delaware is extremely shitty and depressing. It feels like there's no where to live at all except in a car in the deep woods.
Except for the fact that it's illegal. Any alternative housing ideas for people who can't find or afford homes seems to be shut down.
I tried going to a house showing but the real estate agent flaked out on me. I stood in the heat, in front of a home of interest, waiting for him. I gave him a grace period of 15 minutes before calling him and asking what was up. He tells me that the house is under contract for someone else. He promises to email different houses. He did not do this.
I wish there was a place to rate bad real estate agents and make people aware of the shitty games they play with clients.
If you or any other man decide to engage a woman under false pretenses and then slowly reveal to her how you've involved her in your cheating ... you deserve to be fucking publicly castrated, lobotomized, and sodomized by a fiery hot blade.
Twice over if there was a false story about how she was abusive because she was: naggy, aged, gained weight, got sick or an illness, or wasn't having sex with you as much as you wanted.
It's not fair to your wife, it's not fair to the other woman, it's not fair to male abuse victims, and it's not fair to your child/ren. Next time get a divorce you nasty plague spreading sack of shit.
No love, Anne the Crucifier of Shitty Men
PS... I'm taking away your nickname. You're unworthy of Wayfarer. Have a shitty day and I hope your dick rots off you fucking pig.
Here there shall be added to this entry the names of companies or other entities that in any degree or manner endorse gender ideology, either knowingly or unknowingly, at the expense of women and children:
A ACLU Addidas Amazon Amnesty
B Ben and Jerry's Beauty Bay Bud Light (Anheuser-Busch)
C CeraVe Cora Crest
D Dollar Shave Club
E Etsy
F Facebook (social media) FLO
G Google
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I Instacart
J K Kate Spade Kitchen-Aid L
M MAC Medium Merriam Webster Mugler
N Native Nike NOW NPR (National Public Radio) Netflix Nyx
O
P Plaza Hotel
Q
R Reddit
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T TikTok Thinx Tumblr (owned by Yahoo!) Twitter (social media)
U Ulta Beauty UPenn (University of Pennsylvania)
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W Wikipedia WordPress
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Y Yahoo! Yoppie YouTube (owned by Google)
Z
The purpose of this list is not to inspire harassment or criminality of any kind, but to warn women and girls who might not want to monetarily support these entities. As women endowed with unalienable rights, we should be allowed freedom of speech -- especially in the way of commerce.
I can't really fault any woman for wanting to "fix" her "flaws" because who wants to be harassed and picked apart for their appearance all the damn time? Who wants to be the ugly duckling, and be shunned or ignored or live in social isolation while their heart and minds slowly crumble?
Loneliness hurts. People want to fit in... and if you're born ugly, what other chance can you stand without cosmetic surgery?
Most women aren't looking to trick men... though we know they (men) will stick it in rotting coconuts or animals just to get their rocks off... but sometimes an ugly woman just wants to look in the mirror and feel like a human being.
Yes, ugly women know they are human, but it doesn't feel that way when you're pushed to the outskirts, vaguely allowed, by charity's sake, to make a meager living. To have meaningful connections and conversations is to me what makes life worth living... what it is to be a human being.
All ugly women, I guarantee you, have seen the ugly vicious shallow side of every male and isn't interested into tricking him into anything except a solo trip for him into the sun. Such men enshrine the worst aspects of humanity and do not deserve to be heard, seen, replicated, or even remembered.
Leave ugly women alone to their quest for betterment. Look to your broken warped views and cognitive dissonance about lookism for something to lecture about.
