life lately

How have you been ? 
If you are eating and sleeping well and have your loved ones by your side, its a bless, remember :) I have been eating well, definitely as you can see. Food almost seems like a close friend to me now and its not necessarily a good thing, health and figure wise. Trying to eat healthier and walk more now, getting flabby is not pretty! 

Unpredictable

Just when you think that you're gonna be very busy, nothing happens.
Just when you think that it'll be very quiet, all of them rush in. 


"My mother drew a distinction between achievement and success. She said that 'achievement is the knowledge that you have studied and worked hard and done the best that is in you. Success is being praised by others, and that's nice, too, but not as important or satisfying. Always aim for achievement and forget about success.' "
- Helen Hayes 

understand me, maybe

Hey long lost blog!! 

I found that thy express myself better verbally more than non verbally which is like blog? But when I read others blog it makes me feel like blogging is cool so yea I'm just want to do it right now ;)

Career: Just resigned from my first ever permanent full time job as a floor manager in a slowly-fuck-up localized Japanese company. Okay somehow as a fresh graduate I must too thank the company for paying me to learn something *selfconvincing*. So right now once again I'm floating in the market joblessly hmm to make it sounds better to wait for a better offer?

Love: What do you think of long distance relationship? When we get older especially for typical Taurus like me, I want security very much and to be frank I think a strong finance base and an open communication is very important. Hmm, secretly making a love wish to cupidsssssssss.

Health: Getting more health conscious now and pocket every month empty. Girl is always a girl. Focus very much of my outlook/grooming. Facial every 2 weeks with having to the horse placenta sort of like those collagen thingy everyday to enhance my immune system and repair spoil cell in the body. Mom said I was crazy and too young for all these but I don't care lar as long I feel that I'm pampering myself after the working shits!

Family: Kinda sick of talking with closed minded and very traditional thinking people yea but they are the people that brought me up. Trying to obey but in the wrong way and get the critic that of too arrogant shit! 



Life's been extremely ups & downs recently in term of my own "big four"- career, love, health & family. Can be really exhausting with all the emotions. I hope things will get better, not praying for the smooth sailing but at least some promising light to be shed on me? Love x x

lately

*taken last year at Bukit Tinggi*

Sometime we need to do just what ever we want to.

We only live once in a life time.

Its okay to be what you are.

Don't care about what others think.

Life its too short to care too much about how others think.

Just be what you want to be.

In a-bit-lost world

There are times we used to know what our goals really are, what do we really want to achieve, and yes we knew it well. But there are at times, along the path, you tend to get off track, you cannot really recall what was your goal at the first place, why are you at this position. Have you ever felt so lost that you have no idea about your goals, dreams and direction? Yes, I'm feeling it now. I do not know what I want in life. For all these times, I thought I have an idea about what I really want. But, for a certain point, i stopped and stare, feeling so lost in this world. I don't have a long term plan which was set years ago, but a short term plan which i have achieved. so what now?

xoxo ♥

mama birthday

Not necessary Chinese New Year, birthday celebration also can make all of us gather together ;)

Happy birthday grandma. I love you! May you filled with health and happiness everyday!

break

You know, its tough once you get out of Uni. I never thought I'd say that btw. Lol.

See, in Uni, your life is somewhat planned for you. No matter what goes on, you know you have a purpose, you know you have something to *do*. When you leave Uni, its the weirdest feeling ever (especially if you don't dive into the area of study). Its a "now what?" feeling that washes over you. Fear grips you as you realise that the decisions you make today or tomorrow may affect the rest of your life.

That's how I'm feeling right now, really.