1 nite in a karaoke box with a bunch of munchkins

yikes


a much control pose before singging



syaz n her gilaknesss

feelings: Totally Priceless

Saya Pemalas!!!

since that my last observation ended like yesterday. i was all ga-ga about it. but, my aim after this is to revise everything with my ss. i want them to be ready for their final exam soon. i hope i can do it before i go off from this school.
however, now im being sangatlah pemalas until i want to cry...
attitude sungguh la nie..
refuse to start another assignment which is halfly written..terbengkalai mcm tu je...
looking forward to regain back my strength warghhhhhhhhh...
nak jerit koat2...

im crazy bout this~~fearless

If that's the way you loveYou've got to learn so muchIf that's the way you say goodbye
And this is how it endsAnd i'm alright withinNever going to see me cryCause i've cried
Chorus:So go on go on and break my heartI'll be okayThere's nothing you can do to meThat's ever going to burn me
So go on go on and leave my love Out on the street I'm fearless Better believe i'm fearless fearless
So oh woh oh woh oh.....
If this is how it hurts It couldn't get much worseIf this is how it feels to fall
Then that's the way it isWe live with what we missWe learn to build another wallTill it falls
Chorus:So go on go on and break my heartI'll be okayThere's nothing you can do to meThat's ever going to burn me
So go on go on and leave my loveOut on the streetI'm fearlessBetter believe i'm fearless fearless
So oh woh oh woh....
If it's between love and losingTo never have known the feelingAnd i'm still sad we've loved
And if i end up lonelyAt least i will be there knowingI believe in love
Go on go on break my heartI'll be okayI'm fearlessBetter believe i'm fearless fearless
Go on go on and break my heartI'll be okayThere's nothing you can do to meThat's ever going to burn me
So go on go on and leave my loveOut on the streetI'm fearlessBetter believe i'm fearless
So oh woh oh....
So go on and leave my loveGo on and leave my loveGo on and leave my loveBetter believe i'm fearless fearlessFearless....

Raya Oh Raya! 23rd raya for me

i have successfully completed the month of Ramadhan.Alhamdulillah.
but i agree that this year, i have been a really lazy girl. yes i agree..
i always pray that i will improve day by day and i hope insyaAllah next i will be better. amin.
anyways, the raya celebration was superb. i truly enjoy the one week break.
at least away from the craziness in school
away from the tense of being observe by my lecturer..
huh..what a relief..
i totally revive my self..gaining my strength back for the last gear...
my practicum is almost toeards the end and at its peak..
im not that tense anymore. im a little bit conscious from now on.

well2, hari raya celebration was totally awesome..
the whole family of Abu Hassan's gather at perak...meeting my cousins really updated me with some news bout them.
i heard one of my aunty(but she is just 1 yre older than me) is getting engaged soon.but, she doesnt talk a lot so, i dun really got the full details..

and, during the raya also my closest friend, adik is married to her beloved hubby.
i only got to make it to the kenduri session due the over hari raya celebration....ngeeee~~
anyway, i still make it gurl!! and its a promise i made..

ermm..not so much to talk about..
just makan2...
chat2....
and then makan again...
after this is time to get fit again maaa..

im in control, dun worry sayangs!

well....well, next week would be my 8th week in smk aman jaya... a lot of experience i have gained through this process..
i learned:

• that i actually lurve to teach.
• my 4sc1 students are superb...i wish i could just simply copy and paste them to my future students...lurve u guys..
• 4b students are ok...but they need to brush up on their discipline..however, i still can control them...no worries..
• lesson plan...check...i have planned for the whole week..plus, i already drafted the literature lesson that my supervisor asked me to teach...yey!!!.need to search for more ideas.

hurmmm..seri sez that i will miss my students after the practicum ends... i dunno...right now, i have been complaining to end the practicum very soon. i just cant stand the pressure and all the observations.. i hate pressure..that's not really my normal life.however, i try to be more organise starting from today..so, i decided to just get ready with the materials for next week so that i wont be all crazy with " what am i gonna teach my student tomorrow???"....

just recently, i feel so pissed off with this 6 girls from my class....and i dont wanna talk about it.. its depressing just to remember their faces..

Yes, my brother is taken.

recently, something big happen in my family's life...ermmm..

my second bro, wan is officially engaged to kak Siti..welcome to Abu Hassan's clan Kak Siti..

hope you can suit well in our craziness life...ehehhe

oh...one thing that you have to know that we are all verrrrryyyy close...cause we are just one small family...ceh..macam kute sgt..

neway, the ceremony went splendidly well..alhamdulillah...

Our family represented with 5 dulangs of hantaran courtesy of Kak Iena's touch (my cousin)....

kak iena's touch of the hantaran was cool and pompous because of the golden+ brown colour...double high five to her...hiyakkk...

end of story...here are some of the snapshots..

the golden+brown theme

mak's first tyme...so farnie

obviously gambar ini gelap...*darn*

from left:the "guru" of hantaran...your inspiration is our satisfaction-and me

lesson planning + students= moody day

now here are some of my stories with these students..
kadang2 i come in with a wide smile while in my huge bag there is my RPM book..
konon2 i was like smangat gile nak didik these kids yang kind of haruk..but actually they are cool...they all are like me during thooooose days....i totally in love with them at the moment..
yes! they are all not angels...depa nie monkeyssss...siyes..
tapi..monkeys2 nie laa will make me feel like i was riding a rollercoaster in genting or miserable as if like i want to tie them to a tree in front of the pusat kokurikulum...psycho la plak...
overall, i feel over rated if i would say that everything goes well and sweet as pie..
there are days when these students tests me to the most until i have to really say how im soooo upset with them...i think thats the worst...
well yeah...some of them were shouting so loudly "soooorrryyy teacher, pls dun be upset with us. we promise not to do it again"...then,my heart melted..
pastu, goes again another incident yg buat gue panas hati...so, the angels2 in the class came flying and comfort me until i feel that i am not that strong to be firm to my students..

however, i refuse to yell and nag at them like mothers...they are adults..ok, mebbe almost adults...so, i think i need to treat them accordingly---to their age--now thats a method..haha..
im to good...im not strict....i wish i dont wanna be that...
but, for their own good...sorry guys...the momma in school gotta take act!!!

hiyakkkkkkkkkkk!!!