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Nick and I have decided to annul.

Shadow was so afraid of being as sick as her father that she killed herself.

I wished and wished for change.....how stupid I have been.

I'm going back to California. Just as well. Not like anyone will miss me here.

Nick says I shouldn't be sad (both of these events happened on the 21st), but I can't understand why he would say that.

I am...sad. So goddamn sad.