Is it true that opposite attracts?

Some people disagree on it. At first, I also thought that things will not work out with huge unresolvable differences between us.
You're a real man, and I'm a real girl. I don't understand your language and thoughts, you don't understand mine.

No, although they are differences between us, you have indirectly taught me about trust and mutual understanding. I can see myself learning things and slowly growing up. You have indirectly taught me about being patient and open-minded.

I am used to mixing with people of the same personality as mine since I was small..blur, carefree, dislikes plannings. So being with you, it is totally different and it really opened my eyes to many things. I'm actually learning from you.

And most of all, I'm happy to be with you. I love you!

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At Thanksgiving Dinner..sat down and get started with foods..

Me: You got tissues?

Jun: Yeap. *Pull out two

Me: Why you take two..

Jun: Cos I know you will not take any.

Me: Hee :)

婆婆走了。。

I still remember what was her last words to me before I left her room that afternoon. "记得要喝多多水哈“ I answered O, byebye! and left the room. From that time onwards, I never hear her talking again except the moaning sound which came out from her.

My uncles aunties always say that among all the grandchildren, Popo zui sayang wo. But I never really ponder about that. Popo bought most expensive watch for me compared to my sis, bought gold chain and gold anklet for me. When i need a pair of glasses, she insist that I take the money to get one. When I come back from KL, she will buy CRABS for me..a lot of them cos she knows I love to eat crabs. She will buy my favorite foods and ask me to come home to eat. When I need to return to KL, she would give me some pocket money. Knowing that I will need a huge amount of money to U.S.A, she gave me her savings which she can use for her medication. She bought me a lot of stuff, gave me a lot of stuff, nag me on a lot of stuff. She cared so much about me..but how much have I ever cared about her? Her sacrifice for me can never be payed back.

I prayed to God so that Popo will come back and reveal herself to me in my dreams to tell me her last words..or I tell her my last words. I really wish that would happen. I wanna dream of Popo in her white robes and a pretty halo above her head, smiling to me and telling me that she will always be watching me. I wanna dream of Popo giving me lots and lotsa advice again and this time I will tell her not to worry and will guai guai obey her. I wanna dream of Popo able to talk to me again and her old saggy face becomes beautiful again. I wanna know that Popo has already found her way to heaven and is enjoying her huge feast with other angels now. By then, popo will not face any pain because Jesus said, " “Behold, the dwelling place of God is with man. He will dwell with them, and they will be his people, and God himself will be with them as their God. He will wipe away every tear from their eyes, and death shall be no more, neither shall there be mourning, nor crying, nor pain anymore, for the former things have passed away.” Revelation 21.

If I get to talk to Popo, I wanna promise her that I will study really hard here so all what she had given me will not be wasted. I wanna make you proud, Popo as you always have. Rest in peace my beloved one. Watch over me :)

God You are so so good!

I wanna boast about my God! :D

My God is good...despite the fact that I have "neglected" him for quite some time and have not been to church for some weeks :c but He loves me and still makes things go well for me. He answers my prayers - which are quite miraculous for me.


Table Fan
I prayed that I would be able to sell off my fan and books before I leave...just to ease that financial burden. I have asked quite a lot of juniors, but none of them wants. So one day a junior happened to be having lunch with us, and Chloe happened to ask him if he wants to buy her fridge. And the junior was reluctant. I used this opportunity to ask him if he wants my fan, guess what - his answer was "wo yao!" Okay, fan settled. Thank God. :)

I-20 form!
This is the least expected thing that could have happened to me. Us. The previous night I was praying - not really praying, just talking to God..so that the I-20 form would come as soon as possible so that I will be able to make Visa interview in JULY (during pre-departure briefing). Jun said the form was supposed to come after 10 working days after Thursday (1o Jun) as they have just shipped them on Wednesday. So it's supposed to come around 20th June. So this afternoon, it was raining heavily and we decided to stay back in school. When the rain gets smaller, something just prompted to me to tell Jun that why don't we go check out if the I-20 form has reached yet. We did not expect much because we think tak mungkin one lar...10 shipping days, it is still way long to go. But we just went. I reached the office and asked the officer. GUESS WHAT?! He said, Yeah, they just arrived this afternoon. I was overjoyed I wanted to jump! God...is really good to me. :)

Interview date
So we rushed to the library to continue filling out our Visa forms quickly. I checked the interview date, and there was 25 28 29 30th June available. But I can only book 25th June because I will be going back already on 27th. There was 22nd June, but after a 5-10 minutes, I checked back, and 22nd is already unavailable. So fast! We are scared that 25th will be booked out so I prayed to God that he has brought me this far, so please don't stop here. :) Indeed God never stops. After about 5 hours of completing the form and paying the fees, yeah, I got 25th. This means that I do not have to worry about coming back to and fro KL twice. God is good. :)

Book sold
I was on my way to study room and bumped into a junior, so I asked her is she wants to buy my book. And she said yes... I have two, but she wants only one because she has gotten the other one. But nevermind, I know God never fails me. The other book will be able to be sold out...because God is good to me! :)

All these happen in two days. During church's altar call, Pr. Kenneth says that the Holy Spirit has a theme for him for the preach of the day; that is to fill everyone in the church afresh. To be filled with the Holy Spirit and God's love again. Yeah, I admit I have neglected my God. But all these happenings, God's plans, is to remind me of Him again. And I was filled afresh. I love you God. :)

Wahahhahaaaaa~ =.= Just done dancing and bathed. It's time to bloggiee to release stress FIRST. Waiting for the Japanese people to leave study room so I can continue my practice. Last few days were a marathon of trips! Went to Genting 2 days 1 night and Malacca for a one-day trip.

Had so so so much fun at Genting ^^ We managed to get on almost all the rides in 7 hours. It was more than enough actually. The MOST unforgettable ride is the Ribena Tea Cup - Don't underestimate this ride and say it's only for seikia. Jun got me so so so pening I screamed to ask him to stop. =.= But he din't listen and keep spinning! I almost vomit in that tea cup. Bad! Corkscrew - Finally get to ride on corkscrew! ^^ The queue was quite long...but the ride is only 1 or 2 minutes? Short.. Corkscrew was awesome.
Boating - This is very romantic and cute ^^ Although it's kinda tiring...not for me but Jun cos he was the one who "tak" the boat all the time. Hee~ And we had "picnic" on the boat...ate the ham and sausages we da bao from morning breakfast.
Rejang river - Hee~ When we played this one it was raining quite heavily...and the boat drift so slowly along the thing and I din't bring my jacket along so I asked Jun to take out his umbrella. We were the only boat with umbrella ^^

I wish I'm from Malacca coz zhe li hen duo dong xi eattttt!!

Oh....tu ran thought of just now de hal... In church.. Pipi keep crying I don't know how to make her stop. And it's contagious...I cried too and the leaders and pastors come and talk to us.. Malu nyerr... Nose red red eyes red red...

Heeee~ It has been awhile since I last updated my bloggie.

These few weeks have been busy...busy of what?? Outings!! ^^

Most special outing would have been Kuantan...again. But this time it's different; we did not go anywhere hang kai, but only hotels and restaurants. ^^ Cos it's Jun's brother's wedding.

Visiting places and seeing new things are enjoyable and delightful. Well, have you seen an overhead bridge not only for cars to move along but also for people to get down to have their meals?? Hee~ Yea, there are McD and KFC on the highway itself.

Erm...have you seen dinner party where there is a Lok Lok stationed in front of the house, and you self-service go and boil your Lok Lok yourself? Yea, pick anything you like, clams, fishballs, sotong etc. and eat till you are full. P.S: West Malaysia de Lok Lok is different from ours; their Lok Lok is boil one, ours is fried.

Erh...besides the Lok Lok there is also Ais Kacang station. Hee! This one doesn't have self-service la of course..just tell the Indian man what you want and he will make for you.

About the wedding day, yeah, it is awesome. Jun is Chuck Bartowski and I'm Sarah Walker. Teehee~ The bride is verrrrrrry pretty! Looks just like a model. Dear and I became ushers in the hotel lobby but it was hell lots of fun. Haha~ Took a lot of pictures tim. And and and! Most of the guests are educators!! Got pengarah pendidikan la...penolong kanan...many guru besar...Jun's addmath teacher...=.= plus a lot of teachers jiu shi liao. Kinda funny seeing dear so paiseh meeting his teachers. Hihik.

Thanks for bringing so much laughter and experiences and greeeeaaat memories in my life :)

Gonna sleep now cos' tomorrow we are heading to Genting!

Nights..