Hi everyone!
This is a sock/side account. I made it because I don't want people I know IRL to find out I spend a lot of my free time writing porn fanfiction.
I'm not on any social media other than AO3 and here (Dreamwidth). And in the past, I have been pretty lazy about updating this journal (mainly only keeping it for exchange sign-ups/letters), so I am barely active here. But I'm trying out updating it a bit more consistently, because I like talking to people. (That said, I'm happy to direct you to my more active main account if you're curious. But I don't publicly link my main and my side account.)
( Some notes on requests )
Updated: January 11, 2024
I meant to post this earlier, right after
consent_issues_exchange wrapped up, but it took me a while.
I had a good CIEX! I got this great ASOIAF SanSan dubcon fic with Joffrey forcing Sandor to have sex with Sansa anally.
I wrote this Orville "Charly noncons Kaylon Primary" fic (with bonus Wenda/K-1 noncon in the past). The structure was much more difficult than the typical smutty oneshot I tend to write for these things, so it took me a while to get it right, but I'm quite happy with how it turned out in the end.
The Star Trek dubcon fics that were written for this were all very interesting and enjoyable too! I also liked this angsty Jafar/Jasmine canon divergence AU where Jasmine marries Jafar out of necessity, because Prince Ali drowns and is never heard from again.
The other thing I wanted to say in this post is that, with my latest CIEX fic, I now have reached 100 works posted to AO3!! Big milestone for me. I'm looking forward to what things I'll write for my next 100. :) (Judging by the rate I am writing, it will take me many years!)
I had a good CIEX! I got this great ASOIAF SanSan dubcon fic with Joffrey forcing Sandor to have sex with Sansa anally.
I wrote this Orville "Charly noncons Kaylon Primary" fic (with bonus Wenda/K-1 noncon in the past). The structure was much more difficult than the typical smutty oneshot I tend to write for these things, so it took me a while to get it right, but I'm quite happy with how it turned out in the end.
The Star Trek dubcon fics that were written for this were all very interesting and enjoyable too! I also liked this angsty Jafar/Jasmine canon divergence AU where Jasmine marries Jafar out of necessity, because Prince Ali drowns and is never heard from again.
The other thing I wanted to say in this post is that, with my latest CIEX fic, I now have reached 100 works posted to AO3!! Big milestone for me. I'm looking forward to what things I'll write for my next 100. :) (Judging by the rate I am writing, it will take me many years!)
Oh boy, has it really been three months since my last post? So sorry! I really would like to use this blog more to talk about my projects or just whatever, but I've been so busy that taking the time to write something for this blog just kinda goes to the bottom of the pile.
Anyway, for October, let me FINALLY round up my
relationshipping and
incestbingo works. I DID get bingo this year, but like with the last time I got bingo, there was just ONE pesky work that ended up dragging on and on. So I was hoping to have posted this post back in September, but it just wasn't ready until now...
( Relationshipping round-up )
( My Incest Bingo )
Anyway, for October, let me FINALLY round up my
( Relationshipping round-up )
( My Incest Bingo )
Relationshipping letter 2025
Jul. 21st, 2025 11:11 pmI'm
colorcoded on AO3. Requesting art/fic/podfic for everything.
( DNWs )
( Likes )
( Bravely Default )
( Cinderella )
( Final Fantasy X )
( Soul Calibur )
( Star Trek: Deep Space Nine )
( Star Trek: Discovery )
( Star Trek: The Next Generation )
( Trials of Mana )
( DNWs )
( Likes )
( Bravely Default )
( Cinderella )
( Final Fantasy X )
( Soul Calibur )
( Star Trek: Deep Space Nine )
( Star Trek: Discovery )
( Star Trek: The Next Generation )
( Trials of Mana )
Relationshipping / Incest Bingo card 2025
Jul. 11th, 2025 11:27 amI'm going to count this as my July update - the incest exchange,
relationshipping, has started and is currently in nominations! I'm also running an incest bingo to run alongside it and encourage treats, or just to challenge people. If you're interested, you can request or make a card over here: https://incestbingo.dreamwidth.org/1890.html
Relationshipping nominations are still open but ending soon (Sunday July 13th 9:59PM EDT!), so if there are ships you're hoping people will request, be sure to get them in!
Here's the card I got and will be working on:
( My Incest Bingo card )
Relationshipping nominations are still open but ending soon (Sunday July 13th 9:59PM EDT!), so if there are ships you're hoping people will request, be sure to get them in!
Here's the card I got and will be working on:
( My Incest Bingo card )
Oops, I missed doing an update post in May. Well, not much going on other than I was ridiculously busy. Have this June update instead - a mini-essay with my thoughts about the Star Trek Mirrorverse as a setting useful for telling porn stories.
I suppose it's appropriate for me to talk about this because I'm currently writing a (very long, will-never-be-finished) porn fic set in the Mirrorverse of Star Trek. In this post, I'll just jot down some thoughts I have about the experience of using the Mirrorverse as a setting for porn fanfiction. First off, though:
( What is the Mirrorverse? )
( Comparison with omegaverse and BDSM AUs )
So yeah, those are my thoughts on the utility of the Mirrorverse as a porn AU. What do you think? Have you used the mirrorverse to tell a story, and what elements have been helpful for telling the story you want to tell, and what elements have you had to remove or fight against in order to write your story?
I suppose it's appropriate for me to talk about this because I'm currently writing a (very long, will-never-be-finished) porn fic set in the Mirrorverse of Star Trek. In this post, I'll just jot down some thoughts I have about the experience of using the Mirrorverse as a setting for porn fanfiction. First off, though:
( What is the Mirrorverse? )
( Comparison with omegaverse and BDSM AUs )
So yeah, those are my thoughts on the utility of the Mirrorverse as a porn AU. What do you think? Have you used the mirrorverse to tell a story, and what elements have been helpful for telling the story you want to tell, and what elements have you had to remove or fight against in order to write your story?
April update: thoughts on omegaverse
Apr. 28th, 2025 12:01 amA bit random, but I wanted to talk a bit about a WIP that I've had on the backburner but which I got a bit of inspiration on recently due to a thread on
fail_fandomanon. Basically, a while back (in February), there was a thread on what makes for a bad [insert genre] fic, including a thread asking what people think makes for a bad omegaverse fic.
Trying to think about this question was interesting and made me think a little bit about what makes omegaverse appeal to me. I think the original question is a bit difficult to answer because omegaverse is a very flexible trope - like, fifty tropes in a trenchcoat that you can freely pick and choose as you like, and I think it has also changed quite a bit over time, changing from something that had a bundle of relatively niche kinks in it into something a bit more mainstream. I guess the central/non-negotiable aspects of the AU is that characters have a secondary sex/designation as alpha and omega (and possibly beta as well), and these come with specialized/dimorphic biology/biological urges of some kind. Aside from that, there's quite a lot of flexibility in the mechanics, worldbuilding, and type of stories you can tell.
As a result, omegaverse can be something different for a lot of people. Is it a way to make the mechanics of same-sex porn and romance as easy to write as the mechanics of het porn/romance (lubrication, G!P, mpreg and fpreg, etc.)? Is the appeal the animalistic anatomy and instincts (knotting, marking/scenting, nesting, etc.)? Is the worldbuilding the interesting part (e.g. rational fic trying to understand how heats would affect the way society is organized)? Ways to explore gender and gender oppression with a bit of distance that sci-fi/speculative fiction can get you? The list of functions goes on and on.
For me, personally, though, I think the appeal of omegaverse lies in two tropes that are commonly utilized in omegaverse: (1) D/s dynamics and (2) dubcon scenarios facilitated by biological heats. These are kinks, but I would say relative to the wider space of kinks, they are fairly common or basic ones, and ones that you'll find in a lot of non-omegaverse smut as well. So my omegaverse tastes lean fairly basic! Also, for me, omegaverse is primarily a porn/romance trope, and therefore has a lot of unrealism/porn logic/wish fulfillment aspects to it. So to answer the question at the start of my post, I think what personally makes for a bad omegaverse fic is one that punctures that fantasy or wish fulfillment aspect.
Of course, the line where something crosses from iddy fantasy into unsexy territory differs for everyone, but for me, I think there's a limit to how dystopian the world can be before I start to go, "oh, this is depressing not fun," even though - at the same time - I also think a good omegaverse fic has at least *some* darkness or fucked-up-ness to it. So that line has to be carefully balanced (and is obviously different from person to person).
I think I only have one WIP that involves omegaverse, and thinking about what I like/don't like about omegaverse is kind of illustrated by the setup of this fic, so I'll discuss it:
( More rambling about my omegaverse WIP )
Trying to think about this question was interesting and made me think a little bit about what makes omegaverse appeal to me. I think the original question is a bit difficult to answer because omegaverse is a very flexible trope - like, fifty tropes in a trenchcoat that you can freely pick and choose as you like, and I think it has also changed quite a bit over time, changing from something that had a bundle of relatively niche kinks in it into something a bit more mainstream. I guess the central/non-negotiable aspects of the AU is that characters have a secondary sex/designation as alpha and omega (and possibly beta as well), and these come with specialized/dimorphic biology/biological urges of some kind. Aside from that, there's quite a lot of flexibility in the mechanics, worldbuilding, and type of stories you can tell.
As a result, omegaverse can be something different for a lot of people. Is it a way to make the mechanics of same-sex porn and romance as easy to write as the mechanics of het porn/romance (lubrication, G!P, mpreg and fpreg, etc.)? Is the appeal the animalistic anatomy and instincts (knotting, marking/scenting, nesting, etc.)? Is the worldbuilding the interesting part (e.g. rational fic trying to understand how heats would affect the way society is organized)? Ways to explore gender and gender oppression with a bit of distance that sci-fi/speculative fiction can get you? The list of functions goes on and on.
For me, personally, though, I think the appeal of omegaverse lies in two tropes that are commonly utilized in omegaverse: (1) D/s dynamics and (2) dubcon scenarios facilitated by biological heats. These are kinks, but I would say relative to the wider space of kinks, they are fairly common or basic ones, and ones that you'll find in a lot of non-omegaverse smut as well. So my omegaverse tastes lean fairly basic! Also, for me, omegaverse is primarily a porn/romance trope, and therefore has a lot of unrealism/porn logic/wish fulfillment aspects to it. So to answer the question at the start of my post, I think what personally makes for a bad omegaverse fic is one that punctures that fantasy or wish fulfillment aspect.
Of course, the line where something crosses from iddy fantasy into unsexy territory differs for everyone, but for me, I think there's a limit to how dystopian the world can be before I start to go, "oh, this is depressing not fun," even though - at the same time - I also think a good omegaverse fic has at least *some* darkness or fucked-up-ness to it. So that line has to be carefully balanced (and is obviously different from person to person).
I think I only have one WIP that involves omegaverse, and thinking about what I like/don't like about omegaverse is kind of illustrated by the setup of this fic, so I'll discuss it:
( More rambling about my omegaverse WIP )
Hoo boy, I'm struggling with this "post one update post a month" thing, even though I don't really even need to say that much in an update. I could just be like, "Hi. The projects are going/not going" or "The
soulcaliburkink Promptathon has started!" (which it has) and that would be enough for a monthly post. In my defense, though, January, February, and March have just been a really busy time for me.
So yeah, for this post, I mainly just want to promo some smut/kink events going on/coming up (in order of deadline, I suppose):
1.
soulcaliburkink Promptathon - This has been going on since February. I ended up extending the bingo-claiming part into March too. We've gotten some new prompts and someone (not me) got bingo! I'm trying to go for a blackout and maybe a hard mode bingo if I have time. But yeah, due to March busyness and other things taking priority, I still haven't had the chance to leave any more prompts. But I'm confident I'll be able to do it in the uh last five days of March. Join me! After that, I'll take a crack at trying to fill some, although probably with something short. (Even after the end of March, you can still leave prompts too.)
2. Rare Kink Buffet 2025 - Prompting for this one is closed, but works are due in a week, on April 2. I've got my eye on a couple of prompts - I'm going to see if I can write up something VERY short for those two. I also saved/picked out some prompts that I thought were fun, although I couldn't really think of anything for them, or the chance of my filling them is pretty low for whatever reason. I listed them at the bottom of this post with some comments, if you're interested.
3.
super_effucktive - Formerly known as
dick_or_treat, Super Effucktive is a very simple challenge, which is to make at least one smut work titled with a Pokemon move. It's quite fun to browse the list of moves and see how suggestive they are (apparently the most popular title used is "Double Team" XD), and it's very easy to participate because you can write anything you want and just find an appropriate Pokemon move title afterward. This one is starting up soon, on April 1st, and runs through May 31st. Depending on how my writing is going, I might have a couple of late smut fics I could use this event to finish up.
And here's my list of ( Rare Kink Buffet prompts I thought were interesting )
Okay, that's it for this post! I actually wanted to talk about some of my WIPs this month, but this ended up already being a big post, so I'll do it next month!
So yeah, for this post, I mainly just want to promo some smut/kink events going on/coming up (in order of deadline, I suppose):
1.
2. Rare Kink Buffet 2025 - Prompting for this one is closed, but works are due in a week, on April 2. I've got my eye on a couple of prompts - I'm going to see if I can write up something VERY short for those two. I also saved/picked out some prompts that I thought were fun, although I couldn't really think of anything for them, or the chance of my filling them is pretty low for whatever reason. I listed them at the bottom of this post with some comments, if you're interested.
3.
And here's my list of ( Rare Kink Buffet prompts I thought were interesting )
Okay, that's it for this post! I actually wanted to talk about some of my WIPs this month, but this ended up already being a big post, so I'll do it next month!
I've been working on preparing this event for a REALLY long time. Basically, I had this experience last year of thinking I had left a prompt on the
soulcaliburkink meme, but then when I went to check, I had not, in fact, left a prompt. I do kind of want to leave a bunch of prompts there, but it's awkward if it's just me, so I've decided to have an event to encourage a lot of people to stretch themselves a bit and leave a variety of prompts. I finally finished making all the banners and writing up all the materials and stuff, so I decided to launch it slightly ahead of schedule (was hoping to release this by early January at the latest, but it's ready now):

soulcaliburkink February Promptathon
I have some bingo cards up that serve as prompts for prompts, essentially. It should be pretty easy to get a bingo with a few prompts, but you can also stretch yourself to get a blackout or try the hard card. And there are little award banners for hitting a bingo!
So yeah, please spread the word and start brainstorming prompts, so that hopefully it won't be just me leaving prompts in February /o\ That's about it for the December update. I'm currently on a bit of a writing break, but I have a lot of fic on my to-read list, which I'm hoping to be able to take a look at over the holidays. But who knows if that will actually happen!

I have some bingo cards up that serve as prompts for prompts, essentially. It should be pretty easy to get a bingo with a few prompts, but you can also stretch yourself to get a blackout or try the hard card. And there are little award banners for hitting a bingo!
So yeah, please spread the word and start brainstorming prompts, so that hopefully it won't be just me leaving prompts in February /o\ That's about it for the December update. I'm currently on a bit of a writing break, but I have a lot of fic on my to-read list, which I'm hoping to be able to take a look at over the holidays. But who knows if that will actually happen!
Hm, well, I was hoping to be able to sign up for
consent_issues_exchange, but I ended up not getting anywhere close to finishing the sign-up process itself (picking out freeforms, writing requests, etc.), despite putting a lot of work into it last Saturday, so nope, I guess it's not happening this year. 😅 I probably could have had a lazier sign-up/requested fewer things, but it would have been less fun that way!
Also, the other issue is that I already have a big Quodo Mirrorverse WIP that is very related to the themes of CIEX and similar to what I would have requested in that exchange if I signed up. Knowing this, I decided it would be okay to sign up for CIEX *if* I made significant progress on editing/patching up this fic. However, while I did make a lot of progress on that task, I also didn't end up finishing that up in the end. That's okay, though - instead of participating in CIEX for the next couple of months, I'll take the opportunity to try to push this project forward instead, which I kinda need to do or this project won't get finished.
( Talking about my Quodo Mirrorverse WIP )
Anyway, I hope this was interesting to read for anyone not me. 😅 This fic has been quite difficult for me to write, and I am getting a bit tired of having to read the opening chapters for like the fiftieth time in my attempt to add new words. But this time, I am pretty excited about the edits I'm making and feeling optimistic that this time I WILL be able to advance.
Also, the other issue is that I already have a big Quodo Mirrorverse WIP that is very related to the themes of CIEX and similar to what I would have requested in that exchange if I signed up. Knowing this, I decided it would be okay to sign up for CIEX *if* I made significant progress on editing/patching up this fic. However, while I did make a lot of progress on that task, I also didn't end up finishing that up in the end. That's okay, though - instead of participating in CIEX for the next couple of months, I'll take the opportunity to try to push this project forward instead, which I kinda need to do or this project won't get finished.
( Talking about my Quodo Mirrorverse WIP )
Anyway, I hope this was interesting to read for anyone not me. 😅 This fic has been quite difficult for me to write, and I am getting a bit tired of having to read the opening chapters for like the fiftieth time in my attempt to add new words. But this time, I am pretty excited about the edits I'm making and feeling optimistic that this time I WILL be able to advance.
Relationshipping round-up
Oct. 19th, 2024 01:13 pmSo... I did not end up doing a bingo for
incestbingo. I was hoping to do mainly art but ended up being backlogged on art so went for fic instead, which took longer, and trying to do fic treats was harder to make work for some of the squares I was eyeing. So I just decided to throw in the towel. But here's a round up of what I made and got for
relationshipping:
Wrote:
• The self, viewed from the outside (3137 words) - Ezri/Jadzia: A time anomaly gives Ezri the chance to meet Jadzia. She's a bit starstruck.
Content notes: NC-17; time travel, selfcest, identity issues, explicit sex
• Two's company; three's a crowd (4347 words) - Thomas Riker/William Riker/Deanna Troi: In "Second Chances," the two William Rikers find a way to get along.
Content notes: PG; canon divergence, fix-it, getting together, kissing
Received:
• Two Hearts, One Destiny (art) by
thatstupidrat - Kairi/Naminé: A very cute full-body portrait of Kairi and Naminé holding hands in front of Kingdom Hearts.
Content notes: G
• i/me, you/we (8207 words) by
roseferatu - Vanitas/Ventus: A fix-it where Vanitas agrees to stay by Ventus's side and they live together. Very fun codependent relationship.
Content notes: NC-17; codependency, possessiveness, getting together, incest kink, hand jobs, anal sex, biting, mild blood
A very selfcest-y Relationshipping this time!
The other update is that I am in the middle of planning a prompting challenge to revive
soulcaliburkink. It probably won't be until January or so, but I'm excited. I also hope I'll have some progress on my writing projects to talk about before the end of the year, but we'll see...
Wrote:
• The self, viewed from the outside (3137 words) - Ezri/Jadzia: A time anomaly gives Ezri the chance to meet Jadzia. She's a bit starstruck.
Content notes: NC-17; time travel, selfcest, identity issues, explicit sex
• Two's company; three's a crowd (4347 words) - Thomas Riker/William Riker/Deanna Troi: In "Second Chances," the two William Rikers find a way to get along.
Content notes: PG; canon divergence, fix-it, getting together, kissing
Received:
• Two Hearts, One Destiny (art) by
Content notes: G
• i/me, you/we (8207 words) by
Content notes: NC-17; codependency, possessiveness, getting together, incest kink, hand jobs, anal sex, biting, mild blood
A very selfcest-y Relationshipping this time!
The other update is that I am in the middle of planning a prompting challenge to revive
Hm, I am not particularly keeping on top of my "post every month" goal. But here is my
incestbingo card. I am hoping to get a bingo entirely through writing
relationshipping gifts.
( My Incest Bingo card )
( My Incest Bingo card )
Relationshipping letter 2024
Aug. 9th, 2024 08:14 pmI'm
colorcoded on AO3. Requesting art/fic/podfic for everything.
( DNWs )
( Likes )
( Bravely Default )
( Cinderella )
( Kingdom Hearts )
( Soul Calibur )
( Star Trek: Deep Space Nine )
( Star Trek: Discovery )
( Star Trek: The Next Generation )
( Trials of Mana )
( DNWs )
( Likes )
( Bravely Default )
( Cinderella )
( Kingdom Hearts )
( Soul Calibur )
( Star Trek: Deep Space Nine )
( Star Trek: Discovery )
( Star Trek: The Next Generation )
( Trials of Mana )
It's been a while since I updated! I haven't really been sticking to my "one Dreamwidth post a month" goal this year because I've been so focused on and busy with SFW projects that I haven't really made any progress on any of my smut projects, so there hasn't been anything to talk about, really. :(
I'll see if I can try to do at least a quick check-in each month, even if my projects aren't going, with a meme or some fic recs or something like that.
But for now, I actually DO have some updates on fic and art I've made, and presents I've gotten! Oops All Star Trek again...
( Rare Kink Buffet: 2 fics written + 2 fic gifts )
( Monster Smash Exchange: 2 NSFW art pieces + 1 fic gift )
If I have time, I'm hoping to post a general recs post for Rare Kink Buffet (that's assuming I find time to make my way through the rest of the collection...). Also, I'm hoping to get something started for another round of
incestbingo aligned with
relationshipping this year.
I'll see if I can try to do at least a quick check-in each month, even if my projects aren't going, with a meme or some fic recs or something like that.
But for now, I actually DO have some updates on fic and art I've made, and presents I've gotten! Oops All Star Trek again...
( Rare Kink Buffet: 2 fics written + 2 fic gifts )
( Monster Smash Exchange: 2 NSFW art pieces + 1 fic gift )
If I have time, I'm hoping to post a general recs post for Rare Kink Buffet (that's assuming I find time to make my way through the rest of the collection...). Also, I'm hoping to get something started for another round of
Dear Creator letter for Monster Smash 2024
May. 2nd, 2024 10:41 pmHi there! My AO3 username is
colorcoded
( General notes )
( Bravely Default )
( Final Fantasy VI )
( Final Fantasy X )
( The Orville )
( Soul Calibur )
( Star Trek: Deep Space Nine )
( Trials of Mana )
( General notes )
( Bravely Default )
( Final Fantasy VI )
( Final Fantasy X )
( The Orville )
( Soul Calibur )
( Star Trek: Deep Space Nine )
( Trials of Mana )
February update; Consent Issues round-up
Feb. 25th, 2024 01:40 pmOops, it's been a couple of months since I updated. I spent most of January trying to finish up an overdue gift, so wanted to finish that up before posting, then just got busy.
Things I made for
consent_issues_exchange:
• Title: The Zoo
Pairing: Odo/Quark
Ratings/warnings: NC-17; dubcon, aphrodisiacs, pining, anal sex, forced sex leads to feelings
Summary: Quark and Odo get stranded in a strange place that seems to grant some of their desires. Their attempts to find a way out are disrupted when Quark becomes afflicted with some hard-to-control sexual urges.
Word count: 19289 words in 9 chapters
My comments: This is the second-longest fic I've written, and I actually wrote this quite fast. Credit for the idea to do a zoo type plotline goes to my partner. I had fun writing all the pining moments here!
• Title: Too Many Odos
Pairing: Mirror Odo/Quark, Odo/Quark
Ratings/warnings: NC-17; rape/non-con, dom/sub, tentacles, multiple penetration, praise kink, hurt/comfort, get-together
Summary: DS9 gets a visitor from the Mirror Universe who ends up setting his eyes on Quark.
Word count: 10835 words in 5 chapters
My comments: I had a bit of difficulty trying to hammer all the ideas I had into the shape of a somewhat coherent plot. It's something where I think Mirror Odo, Quark, and Odo all interacting together has such juicy potential - too much juicy potential to explore in a single fic, maybe? There were so many things I was hoping to feature here that either got cut or got put in here in a toned-down sort of way. But it was a lot of fun writing a kind of identity issues or evil clone story like this. Also, I don't know what it is about Odo/Quark that always make my fic for them go so long...
And some gifts I got:
• Title: darling, if you only knew
Pairing: Odo/Quark
Ratings/warnings: NC-17; dubcon, sexual fantasies, masturbation, tentacles, anal sex
Summary: Fantasies are laid bare as Quark and Odo share an experience neither is quite prepared for.
Word count: 5100 words
My comments: My gift for
consent_issues_exchange. I love this! Quark and Odo both horrified to be playing out their deepest secret fantasy with the other, before realizing that their fantasies are, in fact, very compatible... The scenario they fantasize about is pretty dang hot and suits them both very well.
• Title: родные прикосновения
Pairing: Dukat/Meru/Nerys
Ratings/warnings: NC-17; rape/non-con, mother/daughter incest, PWP, fingering, bad ending
Summary: Нерис в прошлом. Дукат выбирает её мать своей дамой для утех. А следом приглашает и её саму.
Word count: 1605 words
My comments: This is a translation of one of my
incestbingo fics, "a more familiar touch," done for WTF (Winter Fandom Kombat)! I am a bit :O at seeing this because I didn't really think anyone read this, let alone liked/noted it enough to want to translate it. This does make me think about how I'm proud of the fact that I'm apparently the first person to write this pairing on AO3!
Other than that, not many updates for me this month. I have a couple of fics I'm aiming to write, but it seems like they have not gotten much of my attention this month, my writing going basically entirely to SFW projects. Hopefully, next month I'll be able to do some kind of writing update?
Things I made for
• Title: The Zoo
Pairing: Odo/Quark
Ratings/warnings: NC-17; dubcon, aphrodisiacs, pining, anal sex, forced sex leads to feelings
Summary: Quark and Odo get stranded in a strange place that seems to grant some of their desires. Their attempts to find a way out are disrupted when Quark becomes afflicted with some hard-to-control sexual urges.
Word count: 19289 words in 9 chapters
My comments: This is the second-longest fic I've written, and I actually wrote this quite fast. Credit for the idea to do a zoo type plotline goes to my partner. I had fun writing all the pining moments here!
• Title: Too Many Odos
Pairing: Mirror Odo/Quark, Odo/Quark
Ratings/warnings: NC-17; rape/non-con, dom/sub, tentacles, multiple penetration, praise kink, hurt/comfort, get-together
Summary: DS9 gets a visitor from the Mirror Universe who ends up setting his eyes on Quark.
Word count: 10835 words in 5 chapters
My comments: I had a bit of difficulty trying to hammer all the ideas I had into the shape of a somewhat coherent plot. It's something where I think Mirror Odo, Quark, and Odo all interacting together has such juicy potential - too much juicy potential to explore in a single fic, maybe? There were so many things I was hoping to feature here that either got cut or got put in here in a toned-down sort of way. But it was a lot of fun writing a kind of identity issues or evil clone story like this. Also, I don't know what it is about Odo/Quark that always make my fic for them go so long...
And some gifts I got:
• Title: darling, if you only knew
Pairing: Odo/Quark
Ratings/warnings: NC-17; dubcon, sexual fantasies, masturbation, tentacles, anal sex
Summary: Fantasies are laid bare as Quark and Odo share an experience neither is quite prepared for.
Word count: 5100 words
My comments: My gift for
• Title: родные прикосновения
Pairing: Dukat/Meru/Nerys
Ratings/warnings: NC-17; rape/non-con, mother/daughter incest, PWP, fingering, bad ending
Summary: Нерис в прошлом. Дукат выбирает её мать своей дамой для утех. А следом приглашает и её саму.
Word count: 1605 words
My comments: This is a translation of one of my
Other than that, not many updates for me this month. I have a couple of fics I'm aiming to write, but it seems like they have not gotten much of my attention this month, my writing going basically entirely to SFW projects. Hopefully, next month I'll be able to do some kind of writing update?
Writing update
Dec. 25th, 2023 09:25 amI finished a bus pass version of my
consent_issues_exchange fic. I'm really pleased with how it came out, but I'd just like to do one more pass to bulk up the sex scenes a bit because they came out a little rushed in the version I posted.
I'm also working hard trying to finish enough of a pinch hit in order to claim it, but it's taking me longer than expected. I was hoping to write it very short/concisely, but somehow the writing style keeps on going long back to my typical style. I'm trying out writing on my phone in case that helps - so far it's helping with getting the words out, but they are still not coming out concisely. Also, I hit a bit of a snag with the scene progression, trying to figure out the exact timeline of events I want. I'm still not sure how it will shake out in the end, or if it will shake out.
But that struggle and uncertainty aside, I'm making progress, and I hope I'll be able to make a big dent in this fic today and tomorrow while traveling for the holidays.
I'm hoping for next year I'll be able to work on some of my personal projects instead of writing so much for exchanges, but when the requests are so good...
I'm also working hard trying to finish enough of a pinch hit in order to claim it, but it's taking me longer than expected. I was hoping to write it very short/concisely, but somehow the writing style keeps on going long back to my typical style. I'm trying out writing on my phone in case that helps - so far it's helping with getting the words out, but they are still not coming out concisely. Also, I hit a bit of a snag with the scene progression, trying to figure out the exact timeline of events I want. I'm still not sure how it will shake out in the end, or if it will shake out.
But that struggle and uncertainty aside, I'm making progress, and I hope I'll be able to make a big dent in this fic today and tomorrow while traveling for the holidays.
I'm hoping for next year I'll be able to work on some of my personal projects instead of writing so much for exchanges, but when the requests are so good...
Meme: Questions for fic writers
Dec. 11th, 2023 09:54 pmA meme, from
clumsyclifford: https://clumsyclifford.tumblr.com/post/670262339138994176/questions-for-fic-writers
( 50 questions for fic writers )
Feel free to ask me any of these questions anytime in a comment below, and I will reply! Even if you see this months later (which I am guessing will most likely be the case, as not many people watch this journal), I am happy to answer these.
( 50 questions for fic writers )
Feel free to ask me any of these questions anytime in a comment below, and I will reply! Even if you see this months later (which I am guessing will most likely be the case, as not many people watch this journal), I am happy to answer these.
I finally finished my incest bingo. One of these, a treat for myself, ended up giving me a lot of problems, and I couldn't abandon it (because I really needed that Time Travel square!) and I also didn't have a hard deadline for it, so it took me a while to get it out.
For these, I wanted to go back to my roots a bit and try to imagine them like kink meme fills, so I was shooting for a length of 500-1000 words for them. Unfortunately, only 1 fic fell in that range, and only 2 were nearby. The rest were closer to 2k words, which is fine. At least I managed to make them a bit more brief than my typical smut fic (~2-3k words).
I'm kind of proud because there's quite a lot of variation in terms of family relationships (mostly parent/child because that's where my id lies, but some sibling and selfcest too) and consent level (consensual, dubcon, and non-con). So I hope there's something of interest here. (Please heed the warnings!)
( 7 incest works from 5 different fandoms (Dragon Prince, Final Fantasy X, Soul Calibur, Star Trek: DS9 and Star Trek: Discovery) )
For these, I wanted to go back to my roots a bit and try to imagine them like kink meme fills, so I was shooting for a length of 500-1000 words for them. Unfortunately, only 1 fic fell in that range, and only 2 were nearby. The rest were closer to 2k words, which is fine. At least I managed to make them a bit more brief than my typical smut fic (~2-3k words).
I'm kind of proud because there's quite a lot of variation in terms of family relationships (mostly parent/child because that's where my id lies, but some sibling and selfcest too) and consent level (consensual, dubcon, and non-con). So I hope there's something of interest here. (Please heed the warnings!)
( 7 incest works from 5 different fandoms (Dragon Prince, Final Fantasy X, Soul Calibur, Star Trek: DS9 and Star Trek: Discovery) )
Fic + art round-up so far this year
Oct. 23rd, 2023 11:08 amI've been quite a busy bee this year! Here's all the stuff I've made this year, and also some gifts I've gotten in return. Pretty much all of it is Quodo from Star Trek: DS9 and Soul Calibur. I didn't mean for it to shake out that way, but that's how it ended up.
Next month, I hope I can post a round-up of all my incest works! 😊
Next month, I hope I can post a round-up of all my incest works! 😊