| I give up. |
25 Dec 2005|07:00pm |
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Hi. I hate Christmas, I used to love it. Now all it is ... is depressing. I'm going to whine like the brat I am and bitch about what I didn't get. I got 2 shirts before christmas, and a 50 dollar giftcard from my dad. That's it. No one even makes the effort anymore it seems, I don't know why I should try. The least people could've done was give me more giftcards or money so I can pay for school and pay my bills, but I can't even get that.
Speaking of school. Regardless of how bad I want to be a doctor, and go to medschool, I don't think I will be able to. Just this semester, pre-med, requires so much time investment, I don't think I'll be able to have a job if I continue this career pathway. It makes me even more sad because my mom can't pay for my schooling, my dad will not pay for it (took him to court before I turned 18 and tried getting him to pay for more but he won) and I can't pay for it without working, but I can't go to school and work.
I'm so helpless now, I just might as well give up on everything I've worked for.
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| Out of the loop |
07 Dec 2005|11:13am |
Yeah, I don't even know what's going on in people's lives anymore. I don't really care either I guess, since I don't know. I hardly read/check/update this anymore.. don't know if that will change.
Too busy with work, school (about to be over), Jeff, world of warcraft.
If you ever want to update what is going on with you, call me. (It will ultimately be a voicemail I'm sure, because I hardly answer my cell.)
Take care,
Constance
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| Goodtimes. |
02 Dec 2005|03:13pm |
Pretty much everyone in the guild is convinced Paladin's role model is chuck norris. If you don't play wow you may not understand that part, but, this was posted in the forums and it made me giggle.
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| Today is a happy day. |
03 Nov 2005|09:11am |
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It's been 2 years today, since Jeff asked me to be his.
God, I love him so much...
I love you schweet0rzzz
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24 Oct 2005|03:18pm |
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Today is my birthday :) My am I getting old...
So soe of you might be wondering where I've been. Well, I got world of warcraft on Tuesday, and uh. I'm addicted needless to say. In my free time after work and school, I've been playing. Even when Jeff comes over... arg.
So if any of you play, my Toon's name is Siobahn and I play on the server Lothar. Right now she's a level 17 Human Warlock, (I've dicked around a lot, I should be higher after playing almost a week..) But yes, if you play, join me. I could always use more game pals.
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