Sempena hari lahir yang ke 26, I decided to move to blogspot. Motif : Takde motif. WordPress kadang2 ialah seperti kura-kura. Menci.
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June 25, 2010
Yesterday was my birthday. Iya motif diwarwarkan: Mengada-ngada :p
It was the first birthday as a wife y’all and im loving it =) Not a fancy birthday party or whatnots, but just a sweet one with my other half of course. Yang penting, he made me smile mencecah ke telinga dari pagi sampai ke malam pada hari semalam. Thanks syg and I luv u to bits !
Btw, ramai weh orang tanya aku, “Eh macam kau baru je miscarriage. Pastu dah pregnant lagi. Memang tak bahaya eh? Doctor bagi eh? Bapa lama gap after miscarriage to kau pregnant smula?” Bertubi-tubi ok soklan ini dipersoalkan. Maka haruslah aku menjawab di sini (Disclaimer: Doctor I am not. So aku tak bertanggungjawab dengan org lain punya kesihatan ok. Everyones’ bodies are different, harus ingat fakta itu )
My gap between the first and second pregnancy was 2 months sahaja. That includes masa berpantang (which aku tak pantang pun sebenanya, jaga makan sikit2 aja). And did I tell u I got into office after 2 days of miscarriage? Kehkhke time tu project tengah menggapai langit lah konon, sampai taknak MC. Padahal boleh amik MC 2 weeks. Ohh aku pekerja berdedikasi kan. (Macam boleh dapat extra bonus? Dang ~)
Ok ok. Kalau ikutkan nasihat doctor, it’s better to wait until 3 menstrual cycle. Maknanya after 3 kali period after miscarriage tu, then barulah try to conceive. But it’s really up to you. Aku ikut cakap org tua2. Mama kata at least tunggu 1 kali period je, so aku tunggu 1 kali cycle jah.. But dalam temph miscarriage hingga nak ke period pertama itu, harus tak boleh besama dengan en suami iya :p And lagi satu, kalau after miscarriage, then dapat your period, itu seperti satu rahmat ok. Which means your body is healing and dia kembali ke keadaan asal untuk ovulation and etc. Mcam aku, tempoh dari miscarriage ke period pertama itu adalah 48 hari. At that time mcam melompat-lompat kesukaan bila period ok.
Macam itulah kekdahnya. Actually kan, the first pregnancy itu was unplanned. Kononnya kami nak family planning (secara natural tanpa ubat-ubatan, suntikan atau pil-pil ye ). But bila hilang rezeki pertama itu, aku rasa kehilangan sangat-sangat. And telah membukak hati aku untuk terus preggie takde kesah family planning ke hape =) Terus rasa nak ada anak immediately. Maka kami terus mencuba (that explains the 2 months gap ) dan Alhamdulillah dapat rezeki kedua ini. Doakan semuanya selamat ok !
Past sentence: MNI still cuba nak get transferred. Worst case, dia memang kena resign kot dari kompeni ijau ni. Eerggh.
June 21, 2010
Hermm..such a long hiatus. Al-maklumlah, saya superwoman sekarang. Bangun pagi, drive sendiri, parking sendiri, jalan kaki ke office sendiri, makan sendiri, tido sendiri,bangun tido pun sendiri – saya tak suka 😦
By the way, Im not sure whether should i tell it or not. Since aku da ada sket paranoid with what happened in February, maka aku agak keberatan to release the news. Wahh ala-ala diva lah ye. Cheh. But I have reasons kenapa bgth jugak akhirnya.
- Need to ulang-alik ke hospital. So harus bgth my team leader knapa aku kena pegi spital. Adakah sengaja mengada-ngada atau tujuan curik tulang nak mengulau masa kerja?
- Terkantoi terjumpa my officemate semasa di spital. I was at the receptionist nak register at that time so she kinda heard our conversation already. Maka takyah lah nak cover2 lagik.
- Aku jalan super pemalas lately ni sebab badan dah berat. Kekawan ada yang perasan sebab aku ni dulu sungguh lipas kudung orangnya.
- Aku selalu moody tak tentu pasal, So kesian kat orang yang terkena aura aku tu. Maka lebih baik wa terus terang. Blame the hormones oke sebab kerana itulah saya ayik nak terkam orang je. Hikhik.
- Penatlah dengar orang asyik tanya “Dah ada isi ke? Eh dah lama gak kawen kan..takde lagi ke?”
- Of course aku da malas down nak dengar orang kata ” Erin, wahh berisinya kau sekarang” Uuuuuuuuuuuuu. Baju seluar segala dah tak muat ok. Seluar boleh zip separuh saje , and baju yang berbutang suma takleh butang . Kalau boleh butang pun, aku akan buat free show la gamaknya.
Yes people… I am a preggo lady now. Alhamdulillah, after miscarried in my first pregnancy, Tuhan bagi kami rezeki lagi. Sebabkan trauma dengan kejadian yang lepas itu, aku jadik super teliti utk pregnancy kali ini.InsyaAllah. Doakan rezeki ini sihat dan selamat lahir pada due date 21 January 2011 🙂 Oh I am now in my 10th week. Experience semasa early pregnancy ini? I’ll share it later okeh !
For now, kami tengah berusaha mendapatkan MNI to transfer to KL. Which peluangnya adalah setakat 10% sahaja. Inilah problem bila kompeni tak consider macam mana susahnya bila si isteri pregnant sesorang. Semoga murah rezeki MNI dapat tukar keja ke KL. Amin.
Dah. Sekarang waktu tido saya ialah 10pm. Start kol 9pm tu memang aku tak larat nak wat pape dah. Bukak mata pun ialah separa sedar. Gdnyte people!
June 13, 2010
We are officially in long distance marriage. Gosh I hate it so much and I doubt I can live on my own. Eleh before kawen pun, macamlah tak biasa tinggal rumah sorang2. But please, I’m so used to have him by my side since the day I became Mrs. Not even few hours being left here, I started to feel my soul being ripped off. Please God give me strength.
June 7, 2010
June is here dude. The month of my birthday *big grin* [Motif?]
By the way, Im back in KL for good. But havent got into the office. Tomorrow baru nak masuk office. That explains the picture, after one week of blissful holidays. Oh saya masih bercuti Gawai and esok baru ikut calendar KL okeh ! Sekejap saje dahhabes 1 week. It was tiring yet a good theraphy to get away from office. Lalala. Travelled back to JB meeting my loved ones. But 2 malam sahaja because sekarang kena bahagi cuti kepada 2, untuk tido another 2 nigths in in laws’. So dapat lah 2 nights each. Kemudian kami shoot ke Perlis utk ke wedding sahabat. And one of my besties tertinggal flight ya. Kasihan kau Ject. But dia gigih beli tiket naik bas pula. Wa tabik sama kau 😀
Nothing much to babble lah. The thing is, aku sungguh takde momentum nak start kerja smula. Aku ada workstation ke masuk opis esok? Ada cubicle ke? Ada PC ke? Password pun takde nak masuk system oke. Apa kata bagi saya cuti lagi. Heeeeee.
Dah. Happy working, and Friday is coming in 4 days. Daaa~
Past sentence: Congrats Seri 🙂
May 28, 2010
.. day in Miri. Should I be happy or saiko-ly sad? Hemmph.
The city is significantly people-less. I think most of them had gone back. Nampak sangat majority of the penduduk are not local. When it comes to long holiday, sesak napas nak beli tiket flight. MNI and I, both are stranded here. Tu lah, sape suruh bijak sangat beli tiket hari Ahad. Wal hal orang lain sudah beposak-posak pulang ke kampung halama sejak dari hari Rabu lagi. Kononnya MNI taknak cuti Isnin depan, so being a good wifey (ehemm ehemm), saya pun setujulah utk tunggu dia. Skali last minute he told me he’s gonna take leave on Monday. And tinggal harapan lah nak tukar flight ticket segala, all fully booked! Dang~ So duduklah laki bini tekebil-kebil tak tau nak buat hapa di bandar minyak ini.
Moral of the strory: jangan berangan nak kerja time orang ramai pulang cuti. Kerna itu adalah satu usaha gigih yang akan menambah tekanan, then passtu tak tahan. Last-last balik jugak ikut orang lain yang cuti. Kehkehk ;p
Me, being sick for the past week. Had ear infection yang aku mati-mati kata itu adalah tumor. It didnt give me any warning or whatnots,tiba-tiba bangun pagi adoi sungguhlah bisa telinga. Went to the clinic and was given ubat titik saje. The next morning, the infection became worse, because it was bleeding so badly. Siap nanah-nanah segala. Lagi lah kuat aku melalak kata ada tumor dalam telinga. Went back to the clinic, and was given an antibiotic. The doctor was a bit reserved nak bagi ubat makan-makan dengan keadaan saya yang tak brapa nak stabil ini.
After a week, became even worse sebab dah merebak ke telinga kiri. Uwaa lagi wa meratap hiba kata ada tumor lagi. Mugking kanser? Ouhh sungguh saya takut ya amat super dewa. Went to the cilic again, and the doctor dah angkat tangan surrender ok! She referred me to a specialist. wah wah lagi saya trauma takut segala.
Went to the specialist, dr kata infection je bukan tumor.. Hehe me being paranoid biasalah, selalu think negative. Dr kasi cuci telinga saya, sedut keluar suma darah dan nanah. Ye sangat mengilukan dan pening nak muntah muntah uwekkk. The doctor also reserved to give me any oral medications. He just bagi ubat titik saje, which he said was more powerful dari ubat kat clinic hari tu. Dengan itu, selepas 2 hari terus telinga saya pulih alhamdulillah. Ouh simpang malaikat 44 kalau tumor. ya Allah minta diajauhkan.
Eh masa kat specialist tu, the dr masukkan camera dalam telinga and of course nampaklah segala darah, bengkak dan nanah segala. Lagi nak muntah tebelahak ok. And MNI pura-pura baca buku ke risalah hape atas meja dr sebab takmo tengok camera screen tu, boleh?? Heee mmg takleh jadik doctor lah lakiku itu.
Ok. jom golek-golek habeskan weeekend ni. Esok kene kemas rumah sewa MNI. [uwarggg sedih dah ni]. Ahad, see u in KL.
May 18, 2010
It’s freakin hot outside that I nearly had a quick shower over lunch at home. But, golek2 bemalasan seems more appealing to me. Nak pasang aircond pun, aircond lambat sejuk [ alah kata je lah takmo baya duit karen lebey ;p ]
I am spending my last few days in Miri dengan penuh kesedihan (?) walaupun dalam hati ada taman untuk balik KL for good. Yeay! But then, what is more meaningful, more important, more joyful and blissful than being next to your hubster all the time? Takde kannn. Same here. Walaupun wa sudah rindu gaban nak balik KL, but rindu dengan chenta hati itu lebih penting hokeh. Dah sila lah jgn baca kalau nyampah dengan statement aku.
I’ve sent almost all of my stuffs to KL already, leaving just enough baju for 2 weeks. Which means dah sebulan lebih aku pakai baju yang sama selang seminggu. Mengikut rule of thumb aku, baju pakai hari ini, adalah utk diulangi pada bulan depan ya, Bukan minggu depan. But that’s what I’ve been doing for the past 6 weeks. Kesian kan.And Cik Orked will be shipped [actually menggunakan kapal angkasa ya] next weekend. I’ve got an approval letter from the bank already, secure the freight date yada..yada.yyada…Everything seems to be on track. Kan aku organizer berjaya 😀
Highlights of the month:
27 May – last day of work in SSB Miri
29 May – ship Cik Orked
30 May – Im going back to KL for good
31 May – MNI menyusul . He will be on 1-week leave sempena hari Gawai. Then he’ll stay in KL for 1-week training. All in all, 2 weeks in KL.
Warghh. Wa ingat wa sudah besedia utk long distance ini. But tiba-tiba today I feel so sensitive and rasa sungguh tak ready. Mau aku nanges hari-hari ni kang. Sob sob sob. Tsk tsk tsk..
Past sentence: Deep inside me is struggling. Mungkin ada orang harus banje saya makan brownies secret recepi utk meredakan perasaan ini.
May 13, 2010
While golek-goleking watching Thomas Cup yang bisa buat putus jantung…
Me: Pot pet pot pet..ee tak fit ni player Msia. Even program mentor pun, kena kuruskan badan utk fit menyanyi. Inikan pulak atlit negara.. Haruslah kurus, baru bleh aktif dan bebas bergerak. And fit utk bagi smash ala-ala membunuh. Pot pet pot pet pot pet lagi.
MNI: [Begerak-gerak yang mengganggu konsentrasi saya ]….
Me: Abang nak pegi mana ni?
MNI : Nak pegi main Facebook.
Me : Erk.
Bolehh?? See what FB can do to us.
[Pegi main Facebook. Kehkhke mcam nak kuar umah gi court main badminton je bunyiknya ;p ]
Past sentence: Im selling my HTC HD2. 5 months in hand, excellent condition, still under warranty. Will post it in later entry. If ada sesiapa berminat, you are so welcome to email me ok [[email protected]]
Reason of selling : Saya sudah jemu pakai touch smart phone. Before HD2, I used the Touch Diamond baby for about 2 years. Campur HD2 about 5 months, dah 2 tahun setengah pakai touch phone. So sakrang saya nak pakai phone ada keypad smula. Hiks. I have this penyakit, kalau tiba-tiba jemu, memang jemu lah jawapannya.
May 6, 2010
Pheeww penat yang tidak terkata. The reason of going back to KL on the May 1st weekend was initially to attend my ex-hsemate’s wedding. But ended up, we had a kenduri doa selamat-cum-housewarming. Semuanya on the 1st May itu. Kau imaginelah, tercabut ke tak tulang lutut aku?
It was not a pure kenduri like mkn hidang2/ buffet ke hapa. Doa-doa tu of course lah dah ke aku kata kenduri. We made it so easy and casual lah. Kat rumah, takde satu makanan pun.. Semuanya wa letak kat BBQ area tepi swimming pool. So after the doa, all guests turun bawah makan. Rumahnya sekangkang kera nyah, camna nak makan semua skali kat ats kan.
Venue: Villawangsamas BBQ and pool area.
Ini sangat mendatangkan kemarahan apabila the guards datang 17 kali marah aku dan MNI sebab they claimed we didnt get any permission. Ouuh darah saya dah naik ke hotak ye. Gila apa, we paid Rm100 deposit for that freaking BBQ area and RM50 fee. U read me right, mahal ok. Kalau 5 kali kau nak buat BBQ, RM250 melayang utk fee. Grrrrr. Nak je aku maki opak guard tu, but luckily lakiku adalah seorang yang penenang, maka keadaan menjadik in good control. Tahu takut management tu, kang aku ngamuk, tak pasal kang pecah cermin pejabat. Kehkhe ;p
Food: BBQ seafood, ayam dan beef. Nasi lemak berlauk, roti jala, noodles, kuih muih segala.
BBQ segala saya marinate sendiri ye tuan-tuan dan puan-puan. Sampai KL on Thursday night. On Friday morning gigih pegi pasar kat Selayang nunnn.Tajuk dia NSK market. Beli ayam segala di sana dan malam itu dengan gigih lagi skali me-marinate. Dengan bantuan MNI dan paklong nya. Malam itu tegolekdog kepenatan. Dan Sabtu pagi-pagi buta marinate ikan pulak. Sebab ikan takleh marinate awal sangat, nanti tak sedap. Ehheheh.
Guests: Family from both sides – JB and Melaka
Hamik lagi skali. Tak menang tangan oowh nak entertain dua-dua belah family. Both sides datang on Saturday and tido KL semalam. JB side suma tido at our crib, while Melaka side tido kat umah maklong di Keramat. Siap kena pecah 2 lagi, almaklumlah rumah kami tu besaaaaar sgt kan? Hiks. We tried our best to ensure both families feel convenient, welcome and comfy. Kalau ada kekurangan tu, ya ampun..
Event: Baca doa selamat, BBQ, makan-makan, bedebusshhh masuk pool. Heeeh. Dan malamnya, saya dan MNI gigi ke majlis kawen sahabat baik Puan Marissa. (puan dah ? 😉 )
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Congrates Esha & Nik =)
The not so newly weds ;p
Past sentence: Kenduri/ hsewarming for family = checked. Utk kawan-kawan, bakal menyusul ye .. 🙂
April 27, 2010
Wah tajuk ini seperti menggambarkan bahawa aku ni spesis yang sungguh mencintai harta-benda dan duit. [kaching!!] Who doesn’t? You tell me now J Well, most of us are not happy with what we’ve been earning. Based on my cakap-cakap bual-bual di kopitiam contohnya, quite a number jugak kawan-kawan yang komplen gaji tak cukup lah hapa lah. I do feel the same sometimes [Nak jugak cover kan, yesss I keep saying kita wajib bersyukur dgn rezeki yang kita ada] When i metioned kawan-kawan, please bayangkan sahabat-sahabat yang umur di kawasan 24-28 tahun oke. Kalau yang generasi X tu, no need to say more la hey. Most of them sudah berada di financial comfort zone.
So, are you aware of the financial planning pyramid?? Haa kau ingat makanan sajah yg ada food pyramid. Ternyata you are wrong ~ Financial also has its pyramid oke. I, myself juga not aware at all. That explains the whole story of dapat gaji, wa baya itu ini, boros sikit-sikit, simpan dikit, then tak saba-saba tunggu gaji lagi skali. And the cycle continues until bila wa tak tau la haih.
Maka, have a look at this pyramid here. This is kind of the principal dalam cara kau meng-perabihkan duit penat lelah bekerja itu.
STEP 1: PROTECTION
This is the first thing you should do with your income. Use your income to protect yourself, ur credit, ur income, ur health and of course ur loved ones. The principal here is, katakan apabila umur kita tidak panjang, kita harus sudah ada protection on all these things. Means org yang kita tinggalkan tidak akan menaggung beban hutang kita. In short, protection here is kau hamikla insurance or takaful. It may not sound important, but when something happens pada ketika itu dah takleh nyesal ye. As for me, I never bother to insure myself or credits and whatnots before. Tapi sekrang dah masuk takaful. Even that, I macam tak nampak all the money[sebab takde anything bad happen so far alhamdulillah]… Thats y i read a lot on benda2 ni and now only i understand. Utk org yg tak penyabar macam aku ni, masukla takaful yang jugak membolehkan kita bersaving di situ. Kind of menyimpan duit sambil meng-insure diri dan keluarga.
STEP 2: SAVINGS
After u spare some amount for pretection, then put aside some jugak for savings. Rule of thumb : kena save at least 10% of ur gaji ya. Kalau liat sangat nak put aside duit itu, kau buatlah potongan gaji. SOnang! U can either save in a fixed deposit ke, tabung haji ke.. apa-apalah ya. Penting jigak benda ni..contoh : if katekan saya mengidam nak bercoti di London, and MNI ada enuff savings, haaa kan dia boleh membawak bininya yg mengidam tu gi London. Kehkehke. As for me, wa takdelah saving bnyk mana pun. Tapi saya amat liat,maka potong la gaji siap2. Bila tgk slip..aduyaii apehal gaji sket ni.. Ohh takpe, sebab dah potong siap2 utk savings. Sikit2 lama2 jadik bukit kan?
STEP 3 : INVESTMENT
Haaaaa..You only do this if u have already prepare urself with Step 1 and Step 2. Maknanya kalau umur tak panjang, dah cukup duit utk baya suma hutang piutang (bnyk oooo keta, umah, kalau ada loan ptptn ke ..) and takkan tinggalkan family kais pagi mkn pagi..Rule of thumg: Never invest if u dont have extra money. Example: kau ada RM 50 000 savings, the jangan gedik pegi invest Rm50K ! Kerja gila. Maybe u just take portion of it (not even 50% ya)…and maybe invest sikit2. Macam unit trust tu ke kan, which invest every quater ke..or something yang you can treat that as savings jugak. Not a lump sum of ur savings.
Camtulah kekdahnya. Macam saya, ada kesilapan besar yang telah saya lakukan dalam mengurus duit yang tak brapa bnyk ni. No need to write in detail, but I am completely upset and sgt berharap can get rid of the burden. Haiyoo tu lah sape suruh buat decision tak fikir masak-masak. apekan daya, terlajak perbuatan buruk padahnya. Natijahnya, terpaksalah kami tanggung 😦 Thats y aku ni cam meroyan nak settlekan benda alah itu. Hari-hari pening n serabut. Eeeeeesh. InsyaAllah ada rezki pasti Tuhan akan permudahkan. Amin.
Ohh dah pukul 4:28pm. Jom balik ~!
coffee and choc brownies 
