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It's been a while since we've posted here. Our laptop had broken and frankly, we tend to use our phone over it anyway, so we weren't having easy access to dreamwidth. We're much more active on our tumblr, username's d20system. I'll make another post with our public member list because I don't feel like typing everyone's names out. -Vex(Naefaren)

Sorry we've been absent. We went back to college on the 24th of August and classes started the 28th. We've had a hell of a week already and got approved to take an underload so we don't get kicked out of the university. Theren and Taako had bad trauma days this week on top of heavy-emotional conversations that needed to take place, so we're all worn out.

Hello. I'm Jon. I'm new to this system as of last night. I'm not a fictive as far as I can tell so this has been an adventure. I don't remember much about myself besides my name and that I'm a shapeshifter. I've remembered a few things that I like, but I'm still working on remembering things. Alas. I figured I should make a small intro-like post.

I'm very much on edge and I should have no reason to be. I'm just sort of waiting for something to go wrong, I suppose. In my canon, bad things happened so frequently and I suppose I'm not quite used to a world where everything's.. not super awful all the time? Aha.. I'm not sure why I'm feeling this way but I am.

Hello. I've arrived in system now. I showed up last night and I'm still adjusting to such a different.. everything. I'm very pleased to be with Taako again. Thus far my time here has been enjoyable, despite some unpleasant experiences. I figured I ought to make a post seeing as everyone besides Magnus has. You'll see me around, I believe. It's odd being in a body that is not only not my own but is warm. I'm constantly cold and now I'm warm when I front. It's an odd feeling.

I've been so tired every time I front. I don't have the IRL social energy that the twins have right now and that's saying something because neither of them enjoys interacting with my family. It's so weird.. I should be the most comfortable around them but I'm very very not anymore.. Eugh. I can't wait until we move into the dorms because then at least the twins, and anyone else we find, can kinda be themselves. I'm fronting for the second time since we became a system. It's odd. I don't mind fronting but I do feel odd as I'm essentially unconscious whenever I'm not at front right now. Stress has.. taken a toll on me I think. Taako shook me awake earlier begging me to front. Something he saw online reminded him of some bad memories/lack thereof.. I feel bad. Besides taking front, there wasn't anything I could do to help. He just went and sat with Lup and she comforted him. I.. I wish I coulda done more but.. sometimes there's no replacement for sisterly help.

Help aaa. I'm kinda stuck at front and I don't know how to get Donovan to switch to front. I'm not like, upset to be at front or front burnt but I did have to figure out driving and go to work yesterday when Donovan probably should've. He's basically unconscious in headspace right now? Almost dormant. Taako tried some things the other day to get him to "wake up" so he could pass the fronting object to him but.. to no avail. Donovan fronted once but I don't know how/why that occurred. Taako doesn't remember acting differently when he put the body to sleep/slept himself but Donovan "woke up" with the body and was at front? I don't know what the hell we're gonna do if it's just random when Donovan fronts. He definitely seems able to take front from Taako, he hasn't done so with me yet but I imagine he can. Errg. Does anyone have any suggestions? I just plain don't know what to try.

Hello. I'm Donovan. I'm.. finally fronting for the first time since Taako showed up. He had some... not so fun experiences last night and probably figured out how to get me to switch overnight since I woke up at front and don't remember changing anything in headspace myself. He ended up.. possessed kinda. I don't know the specifics but his anxiety and stress after that are still very much in our shared memories. I think it may have been Lup but I'm really unsure. I just don't know anyone that powerful who'd cling so tight to Taako and leave an empty feeling in his chest when they left. We'll see. I need to work today on figuring out what we can do to find this person who essentially possess Taako in headspace last night. He couldn't move or do anything until he got moved by something he created and then he saw himself from third person over the shore. That third person thing kinda gives us an idea of a direction to try checking. Again, we need to brainstorm and figure out what we can do to help this person. They seem terrified and scared to be alone and are also most likely really close to Taako given the emotional effect on him.