(Did you all know that there is a song that is a sequel to that song? Something about Judy's turn to cry...)
Anyway, I had my first and hopefully only breakdown this pregnancy. I think it was a combination of feeling overwhelmed with everything we have to do still, being poor and things costing so much, living so far from family and friends, and finally going to buy the crib and it having gone up in price by $10. I'm still mad about that last one.
Life can feel tough, you know! Throw into the mix hormones and changing weather and it can be just too much to handle. So when Devin came home from school one day this week and I started crying, he decided I should probably get out of the house.
He sent me on my way, and I bought myself some ice cream and went shopping. I bought a few things for the baby and tried-on some maternity clothes. Retail therapy, I believe this is called, haha. I also enjoyed a fairly tasty chicken teriyaki sandwich for dinner.
While I do not feel 100% better (all of the aforementioned issues are still issues), it was nice to have some time to treat myself and to know that Devin was worried about me.
All this being said, all in all the pregnancy is still going very well and I still have a great deal to be grateful for. And so, to help myself, I shall list some of these things that are pregnancy specific.
- We were able to get pregnant
- I am healthy. You truly cannot put a price on that.
- The baby is healthy. Perhaps even better than my own health
- I still have a few more weeks, and little one is staying safe inside
- I am getting maternity pictures on Monday. Not a big fan of the money this will cost, but I am happy to be getting them done.
- I haven't gained too much weight and I'm not nauseous anymore. Hooray!
- I can still wear my wedding rings
- Overall, I still get plenty of sleep
- I may be getting heartburn, but it is rare and at least I have an appetite now
- We finished our childbirth class
- I don't really have many stretch marks (knock on wood) and my belly button, while not being an innie any longer, has not popped -- it's kinda flat, I would say
- Some sweet ladies threw me a baby shower :)
- My sister is making Baby Girl some things, and I am so proud of her for her blossoming skills
- I got my haircut so it's not a total mess
- I interviewed a pediatrician
- My to-do-before-baby-comes list is slowly getting smaller
- I can still feel the baby move a lot, even if she is in my ribs, haha
- Devin has been able to come to all of my appointments with me
- We will get to see family when Little One comes
- Apart from the ribs and some plantar fasciitis (tight muscles) on the bottom of my right foot, I am not in much pain or discomfort.
- I have been able to keep walking/exercising
So, despite some bleh weather, I am trying to stay positive. So try not to worry about me too much :)
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| 33 Weeks 8.30.12 (Note Kairi's tail :) ) |