my head is too full

thinking about the lands
the people
realizing that i am obsessed.
obsessed with the beauty.
to the point that i feel
like i won't be satisfied
until i experience it all.

and the thoughts about
self/other
self/Other.
how to weigh/counter/weigh
balance/counter/balance
i want to libralize
not liberalize.

epilogue:

the unintended effect of (hyper)awareness
is not accommodation
but rather categorization.