i am forever in love and i am forever heart-broken
it has nothing to do with other people
with what's going on in my life
i can be together
apart
sole.
it is a natural condition inside me.
and i love it
and it scars me
and it dehydrates my eyes
and it fills me with wonder
and happiness
and love
and sadness
and quietude
and i sink down
to the floor
i lay down softly
and i curl up
here i am
soft and alone
and happy for the sadness
full.
knowing it will always be here.
knowing i can always hug it
myself.
this is me.
this is really me.