Heartache
June 26, 2007
I want to move on. I think I’ve moved on. But it’s just so hard to say, so hard to gauge. If it is so, why do I feel the immense heartache, and the overwhelming sense of sadness?
I don’t want to hold on to the past. Yet I felt I haven’t moved an inch since the day. It’s true that break-ups like mine are the best, but it’s tough when you probably still love the person you’re no longer with. It’s much tougher to know you need to let go, and allow someone else to love, cherish and take care of her.
I’m sorry for my reaction, and I really am glad for you. Maybe it’s just a bit of jealousy showing, because I’m not him. Maybe it’s because I’m sad that we’re not at the same level. Maybe it’s just because I’m pathetic, because I’m still here.
I want to move on.
It’s been a while…
June 20, 2007
Yes it has. I can practically see virtual cobwebs hanging off the edges of this blog. Sorry folks, I didn’t think there was anything really significant to blog about recently, and my internet was really down for days. And the service Streamyx provide is sucky. Can’t even correctly activate my line, thus resulting in me still on dial-up, although I applied my Streamyx weeks ago.
Okay, rants aside, I reckon it’s time to update my pals on what’s up and down on my life. Not much downs, since I haven’t exactly been doing much. Went to the orientation week on and off, and realised how much I regretted for not joinng the Orientation Committee. But on the other hand, I landed a job at Digi, due to the fact that I didn’t go for OC and applied for it during that time. So, I guess it’s not such a big waste after all.
And yes, you guys read it correctly. I am officially off the jobless list, and will be joining the workforce beginning July. So, any minum sessions, outings, etc etc, grab me before 2nd of July. Oddly enough, I think the part where I’m most excited about this job is the RM 300 call allowance. No more top-ups! So, miss call me after this, and I’ll be sure to return your call and save your bills/top-ups.
Oh, I took a nice trip to Penang too, courtesy of 2 interviews that I had to attend, and had a blast there. Stayed a night over at the mainland at Sim’s place, and another night at Batu Feringghi. My only regret is that I spent the whole 2nd day rushing around for interviews, that I didn’t get to thoroughly enjoy myself during the trip. Oh well, I would really love to go down again. Thanks a million Sim for you and your family’s hospitality, and to Joanne for bringing us around and trying to feed us, although the efforts were dampen by the rain. I’ll see if I can squeeze another trip down sometime soon.
Till the next update!
I’m imagining this scenario
June 4, 2007
Abdul logs on to my blog, to see a new post. He whoops around in joy, as he excitedly scrolls down to see the content of it. Well, actually, he’s been telling me to update my blog, but I just don’t have anything interesting to update about. My days these days have been full of hanging around, bumming, sleeping, and flipping the jobs section. Not to mention attending interviews. Sigh…
Back to the scenario. Actually, I’ve been tagged sometime ago by Melissa, about things you didn’t know about me, but in all of my lazyness, I decided to just link all of you to this post of mine which has 60 things that you probably didn’t know about me. Comprehensive and updated. Happy reading! *I can imagine Abdul banging the table right now*
Transitory moments in life 
