Inspired by but missing the mark d’Verse poets pub prompt to run through the alphabet. https://dversepoets.com/2026/01/08/mtb-first-to-last-letters/ How can such a poem not be epic, grand in scope, allencompassing? That task, of fitting my thoughts into the requested form, failed me. Stymied nothing of note came. You can still see sections of this, here and there. But I couldn’t keep that ruse alive. Once those hounds were off leash, they treed my muse and she sings thus:
Life’s long lesson, maybe,
Is learning what its lesson is.
It’s discovering what I truly need.
Those heretofore unheardof
Hidden hankerings
Tugging on my marionette strings,
Playing me. And when I can
Finally articulate that all I need right now
Is just for you to hold me. Shh, just hold me
Please.
And let me weep those deep sobby bleats
Let that unrequited longing, the dark one long repressed, leak out my eyes into your arms…
Then, then! Of course! Before I can ask for that a second time, the next lesson, a meaner one comes: learn to do without
That need. That desperate deed goes unfulfilled.
If I can inhabit that strange habitat to the hilt,
Hold that horrid hollow feeling half again as long as I can bear
Dig deep into despair
(Here words fail, in fear.) I won’t go there
Won’t dare pass its event horizon.
I tell my self and any who will listen
That the way out is through
To surrender, to let the black fist
Enclose me, and squeeze the juice from me
Pulverize my pulp to constituent stardust.
Die.
Mount my marionette strings
On the last remaining stradivarious and the music that then resounds…. !
Not body nor mind nor
Something so small as a soul, no.
This tune hums tremors
Earthquakes its rhythm in veins
From Wains and wagons
Unleashed no vehicle nor medium…
Above the great tree rise
Treasuremap stars chart the course
X writ on the sky marks the spot
Victory is so near
Yet, I
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