what can i show you?

so just to talk about really quickly.
i want to be ignorant again.
so if you're ever talking to me and i seem like i don't get it.
i might actually understand, i just think it'd be best not to
ignorance truely is bliss.
i want to be able to eat my steak and think it's real.

what do i have to show for myself when i'm older?
what happens to these childish melodies?
i've pretty much concluded that there is no girl out there for me
i used to think it true.
but now there's nothing.
i've concluded there is no reason to finish high school.
i've concluded i'm not staying here much longer.
i've assumed my life would take an aboutface if i ever got a girlfriend
that's just hoping for the great flood.
don't ask me if you don't understand.
i probably won't feel like explaining.. but it makes sense, believe me.