christians

What is it about all of you Christians out there?
I'll admit that Christians are generally more happy than others.
I won't say that's because they 'have God' though.
And hear me out, this is my logic behind it. And I don't care what you have to say. Listen.
Okay, so, why are they happy if it's not because they have God?
According to me, only because they have something to believe in. It makes them complete.
I could go worship my shoes and pretend they're going to watch over me and I'd be just as happy.
As long as you've got something to look to, look forward to. You'll be fine.
Me? I just can't worship a God. I know it doesn't exist.
I look for my happy in humans, someone to be happy for.
I thought I had found, I was obviously wrong. Like always.

So keep kicking me down. I'll take the fall over and over again.