I decided not to send this e-mail. So I will post it here. I'm so full of hate and rage
for the world right now. I don't even know why. Heh, as I started typing that the good
old tears starting pouring down again. It's been so long since I've cried like this.

"So what's your view on life? You have any great theories or something? I almost really don't expect a response to this e-mail so don't worry. Heh, I'm just trying to figure out who I think I am again and stuff so I'm throwing questions around. I don't even know if I'm going to send this e-mail, I imagine it sounds really fucking stupid.

-Andy"

This is not the way I want it to fucking be.