:sigh:

You and I.. I think we've felt quite a bit the same way over the last couple of weeks. You're holding on to someone you have too much hope in.. and I'm hanging on to you. I think about just letting go, like I've told you to do so many times. But I feel if I do, all those words I once told you were lies, or that I'd be leaving behind something. I dunno. I still want to meet you and everything, but I just don't want to put as much care and effort into you as I currently do. Because it's getting me no where. And closing other open doors.

I miss the conversations we had when we first met. And I don't like the fact that you never tell me what's really going on anymore. You know that I'm interested in every part of your life?

and you know I feel really stupid for falling for another 'online girl'? so damn stupid..

sometimes I think 'yeah, when I go meet her, things will be awesome.', but what comes after that? I leave to go back home and that's the end.

"you'll find someone better than me".. You said that to me once. I didn't want to believe you, and I still don't.. But sometimes I feel like it's true..

ARRRRGGHHHHH

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[ this entry is from my journal on Woohu.com. I'm going to be double posting until you people realize where I've moved to.