Faizly’s Life Rumble

So tonight, after the ‘Terawih’, off we went to the Milimewah Superstore to do our small shopping – bought a detergent, canned food, 2 bottles of mineral water for my mum and some cooking oil.By the time my mum wanted to do the payment, suddenly my mouth felt like chewing something.Not to indulge myself with a double-mint chewing gum before going to bed nor  the reason for staying up late, but just to get something salty stuff.Don’t eat too much of salty food if you want to evade high-blood pressure or keep the doctors away.Just be a moderate in everything.But food has always been stranding the people with no way.When the lust for food dominates their mind, as a justification they end up trapping themselves into it with no excuses at all!It’s just RM2.80 for 1 packet of party nuts!It’s just a short glimpse while searching for my mum in the superstore but the sinful stuff kept on urging me to take it away!So,aha!the “kunyah-kunyah” stuff finally snared me!*Growling*

You might ask me why did i label it as a “kunyah-kunyah” instead of  a snack.Not the texture resembles the gum, but just experience yourself: when your hand is holding a packet of nuts, how would your mouth react?You know the answer!Pardon me if you don’t get what i meant here or else i would say that you are not really into nuts!Everything was sweet-sister-of-mine’s thoughts that i couldn’t rebut-When i tried , i got the solution myself and found out it doesn’t go beyond the logical!So,we named it “Kunyah-kunyah”!But this time, the “kunyah-kunyah” session was without her beside me to enjoy the nuts with.Suddenly, i was overwhelmed by feelings of loss.

Me:Kalau dulu,rajin ni aa si eza membali untuk kunyah-kunyah malam sama aku.Mun di Tokyo hari tu pun,pantang teliat Tokyu Store di depan rumah ku atu.Ada tah tu kan dibalinya.

Mum:Au,adimu rajin ni ya membali barang2 ani.

So,it brings back a lot of sweet reminiscences while i was crunching on the nuts.Counting the days, it’s been like awhile since she left us for Egypt.26th August 2007 was a date to be remembered, when on that day my self-esteem suddenly broke down.I felt like a tonne of  rock struck me and my feet were getting so feeble to walk any further.Seeing my mum’s face had gone red, with her salty tears trickling down her cheecks ,i felt like something started chocking my breath!I felt like i have lost something precious in my life.The sphere of downhearted made me even worse.People cried while hugging each other, shacking their hands just for a finale loved-touch. My big brother was on the phone with her.As I could see her face was embossed with smile,I knew she was just being mocked by my brother over the phone.She even made several calls for her acquitances while I was pushing her luggage to the check-in counter.I was in the state of bewilderment as she told me my aunt Zainun was sobering on the phone.So,she managed to coax her and we laughed as she echoed my aunt’s crying voice vividly.But it was just like a reflection  incured her back.10 minutes before her leaving,on the spur of the moment,her face started to show a sign.Just like fluffy cumulous clouds suddenly enshrouded by the overcast sky.That’s how the sign i could see.With no rumble of the thunder,a light crystal-clear of light drizzle started to fall and sip by the ground.She finally burst into tears as she hugged my mum,embraced her tightly as if it’s really a very mournful leaving.But i was still under control,talking with my brother over the phone.

Abang:Ui,nangis tah durang?

Me:Nangis tu banar!sampai merah mua atu!

I set off a leisurely pace,moving towards my sister.I use to be very bashful but this time i wasn’t.My self-esteem had no longer reigned my mind!I gave her a big hug and the scent smells of her sweet perfume which drenched the whole her i could sense it strongly.

Me:Jangan sadih2 eh.Ingat,Bb(Me) pun jauh jua.

My sister:%%##$$@@&&(Sobering)….Ada masa nanti Bb online k.Kita chat la…

Yeah..We often keep in touch till now but i sometimes found out kinda quirky within me.May be because of we are distance away from each other.No more morning-calls for my brother(She used to wake my brother up in the morning),no more places for me to exchange every single story because she used to be a good listener and no more jeering.The utmost:No more “kunyah-kunyah” session for us.

All the best to you there,my lovely sister.May all your dreams come true.Don’t be too anxious about mum coz she still has us to take care her of as long as an abundace of Doa are along our pathway and by the grace of Allah,InshaAllah everything will be occay.Cheer up!

Just a remind for all guys out there.I’m just quoted this advise from my previous late Ustaz Ibrahim:”Hilang girlfirend dapat dicari,hilang atau perginya ibu tiada pengganti“.Think about it!

Breakfast with my sister

A snap before her departure