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Currently depression is kicking my ass. I already have gotten over something that triggered BADLY, but seems leftovers are swimming inside like aftershocks. I really don't like happy pills, but if this continues escalating, I won't have much choice in the matter.

I made the sound decision to give up drawing and just forgetting about it. I had thought that as long as I liked and enjoyed what I created it would've been enough without trying pleasing anyone else. But life isn't that easy, and I just kept lying to myself. I still have a deviantart account, but nothing drawn will ever be uploaded there or anywhere else. I am thinking on writing stories, and at least just use anything to polish them. It's easier than having to worry about how a body should be structured.

I've tried doing this for over 20 years and I never was able to grow at all. So telling me to continue practicing its not going to cut it.

I'm tired. I got nothing else to say about it.

The same idiot brony who kept pestering me acting like a little brat foaming at the mouth whenever I had an opinion on that stupid Housepets! webcomic he obsesses over made the sad mistake on cursing me out demanding to stop posting what I feel like in my Tumblr. I did not post anything that would go against its guidelines, much less NSFW stuff, the shutin got ace and heated over a cute ai generated image of a fox I made up while playing with that tool.

How lamentable. Pitiful even.

Needless to say, this finally gave me an excuse to block his horse-humping ass and I feel like a huge weight was lifted off my tired shoulders. I was patient whenever he went on typing nonsense at me before, but then thinks he can treat people like that, he's sadly mistaken.

So much for "love and tolerate."

And this is about as much attention I am giving such ingrates nowadays. Just a block and a report. I am not wasting time on typing a single word at them anymore.

Get a life.

I was feeling pretty ill for around a week, got what I think was a stomach bug, which made my insides hurt and forcing me to go to the toilet ever so often. Suffice to say, all the rolls of TP used shall be honorably remembered. I also felt kinda nauseous yesterday, and still do, but to a lesser extent since everything simmered down by itself. My intestinal system can be a bitch at times.

As for the chaffing on my penis, its healing. That petroleum jelly has been doing what it could, and I've been trying to stay focus on things rather than masturbating away when I need some release. If I need to, I'll have to apply things like Neosporin, but not sure if its recommended for genital use.

My injuries flared up pretty bad yesterday, and remained in bed for several hours as result. Ibuprofen can only do so much.

On other things, the same troll who threw a fit on my previous Housepets! rant on how that other asshole rick griffin continues mocking his own creation with presenting relationships quite poorly, this time was about my disdain for creating furry porn and pass it as a "gag" for many characters that are supposed to be established as ones that were set for their story growth like King with his wife Bailey for example. Its quite fucking jarring.

The fanboy in question would continue brushing off my point of said rant I made while twisting my words and putting words in my mouth. Also going around projecting about me getting "heated" about it when he was basically typing in caps for an observation.

According to him, is ok that King is at a strip joint watching Sasha performing a pole dance while he is blushing with an erection, this echoing the time Sasha stayed over at their home and kept making advances at him while knowing he's married and Bailey present, who for some reason didn't see anything wrong with it.

That after YEARS of world, character, and lore building, it was all just an excuse to be dismissed because he wanted his strip to be a sexual furry stint all along.

I could've just block his brony ass and think nothing of it, but did the best thing instead, told him that this argument was a waste of time being he would never try to make a coherent point of why I am wrong on anything, and refused to reply to his last answer, which was as stupid and full of rage as the ones prior. He's about the only one who even replied to any problems I've pointed about how rick griffin mishandles his own creation, so I'm not the one foaming at the mouth here.

But that's to be expected from social media platforms anyway. Especially ones like Tumblr.

That doesn't mean I can't express what bothers me either. Everyone has the right to voice their views.

Boy, it has been quite the couple of weeks, starting with pedophile orangeman seemingly accused of molesting an underage girl along with being mentioned thousands of times on those Epstein files.

Still not sure why anyone wanted him back in office, but ok.

What does bother me along with that is that his orange hillbilly gestapo is going around murdering US Citizens now, branding them as "domestic terrorists" to have some sort of valid excuse in shooting anyone on the street now.

Again, are you sure this is what you had in mind when getting this Dictator back in Office? Hope it paid off in the long run.

In my life things are not that bad, if you don't count chaffing on my dick which I've dealt with for over a week now. I'm currently treating it with petroleum jelly, hoping every damn cut will close soon and not trying to touch myself at all meanwhile.

After that TMI moment you just read passed, I've seen the movie SINNERS, which was pretty good. It was a new take on the vampire genre in my opinion and the blues culture integrated into it was a nice touch. Some argue that the movie could've been a crime story or a horror one either way, and I agree, but it was very enjoyable all the same.

On a lighter horror tone, finally got to watch Night Of The Zoopocalypse, which was a fun, family take on the overused zombie trope. I also watched The Bad Guys 2, which was OK, but that ending made me ponder if the third movie will be able to connect with the previous two, considering its following the books in that retrospect. Guess we'll see.

And saw Zootopia 2, which while it was good as well, these "discrimination" tropes they're using are becoming a bit repetitive. I agree that it did contribute to the overall lore of their world however.

Other than that, FUCK THIS PIECE OF SHIT ANDROID PHONE.

That's all I have to say for now.

Was able to get some benefits to have my life a bit more manageable until I can be on my feet completely. Got my pain medication so I am able to go through the day without feeling like my body will break into pieces. Offered some Snickers minis to a random person since I bought a huge bag of them.

Today was a mixed bag, mainly because that orange turd is sending ICE like his personal gestapo, invading places like retail stores AND even High Schools now? Spraying mace on teenage students?

And then murdering a civilian woman in her vehicle who tried to drive away when these psychos approached her like rabid dogs?

And the orange turd in charge along with his minions defend such things

What the fuck is goin on? Where will this end? How will it get worse than is?

Not to mention these "officers" can't even pass a basic physical test and are illiterate, the only thing they know is being attack dogs on the street.

It makes me sick.

Just watched Night of the Zoopocalypse, and I enjoyed it more than I did Zootopia 2 to be honest.

I'm tired.

Welp-

Spy x Family Season 4 Gets Disappointing Release Date Update

In a surprising turn of events, TV Tokyo has refrained from officially renewing Spy x Family for a fourth season. While many expected an update to come out following the release of the Season 3 finale last week, the official X (formerly Twitter) page of the anime instead announced a special event, set to take place on November 8, 2026.


Spy X Family Season 4 delay link

Hope you had a good one.