So as I lay in bed last night trying to decide which side was more comfortable to fall asleep on I started confessing all these things to myself in my head that I've thought or felt during this pregnancy. I was like my own therapist and it felt good to get some of them off my chest. So then naturally my next thought was why not share these with my friends and fam via the blogosphere who haven't been able to share in my love/not-love relationship with this pregnancy.
Here goes.
Confession....
*Yes my bladder is the size of a quarter (had to get that one out there early)
*Yes I love feeling the baby perform complex dance moves inside me but am totally paranoid that he is going to kick so hard, breaking my water sending me into early labor
*Yes I am down to seeing my doc every two weeks (pretty soon it will be weekly!!)
*Yes it is hard for me to get up off the couch or the floor with out grunting
*Yes I rotate through the same three or four outfits
*Yes I sometimes still try and suck in my stomach when I'm trying to squeeze between two things
*Yes my belly button is really starting to poke out..like I'm pretty sure people give me a second glance in the store
*Yes every checker outer at Wal Mart asks what I'm having which then leads to either some personal advice or a story about someone they know/knew who had a boy
*Yes I longingly gaze at my non-maternity clothes dreaming about the day when we will be reunited
*Yes I occasionally snore (only when I'm prego though, it's a weird side effect)
*Yes when I am at home I am most likely wearing comfy pants
*Yes I have the pregnancy fatigue and feel like I could take a 2 hour nap every day
*Yes I get totally winded climbing the two flights of stairs leading to our apt
*Yes Gus points at my belly and says "baby" but I'm pretty sure he has no clue what is about to happen
*Yes I tell Greg that it's his turn to help/watch/play with Gus because I'm taking care of our other child
*Yes I have totally had pregnancy brain the entire time, forgetting things left and right
*Yes I would rather have snacks or any kind of dessert for lunch or dinner than real food
*Yes I daydream about what this babe will look like and all I can imagine is what Gus looks like
*Yes this pregnancy really has been a dream but I am getting so ready for this babe to be on the outside instead of the the in
And last the best...
*Yes I only have about 7 weeks left (maybe only 4.5 if he decides to come 2.5 weeks early like Gus did)
And yes I have totally been singing that Usher song "this is my confession" (that's a song right?) the whole time I've been typing this.