To Be Discontinued...
I stopped my one of my antidepressants last Wednesday. I stopped it abruptly without giving it much thought. And to be honest, I feel not-so-good. But it has also been very liberating. I figured, if I want to immerse myself towards enlightenment, I might as well start with one of my strongest attachments in life, hence the discontinuation. Pinapakiramdaman ko pa ang sarili ko. Go with my vibes on a day-to-day basis. Ang hirap rin kasing you rely on it daily to stabilize your moods, feelings and thinkings. And I totally understand why some people could not get them off their system. I truly admire their persistence and strong will. Pero sa akin, I want to make sure I am making these consciously healthier choices. From 2017, I have started taking them irregularly. And also changed medications a few times. Nakakapagod lang rin kasing isipin na araw-araw, you have to take them. Whether you like it or not. Whether you love them or not. Whether you trust (these substances) or not. This ...
