This past weekend was thankfully the last of the weddings of FL's (first love) family. This one was his sister's wedding. It was very beautiful, and I had a great time...at least the parts I remember.
After the ceremony, someone went past our table and whispered that the bar was open. Whooo! So, another girl and I left our significant others and practically ran up to the bar. I began with Pinot Grigio.
R came up and we said hi to a few people and then went over to say hi to FL. FL said that he needed to get in line for a drink, and R told him that I was first in line. To which FL replied, "That's the girl I know!"
I talked to some other friends I hadn't seen in a long time, and continued drinking my pinot...fast. At one point I actutally got R to dance with me, and I could see out of the corner of my eye FL watching. It actually felt good knowing he was watching R and I having a good time together. I'm tired of him thinking that he still has a strong hold over me.
When the reception was over, the wedding party had a spot at a bar in the city for us to all go party some more. This is where the fuzziness started. I remember buying shots, taking shots...and the pinot made me a complete mess. Yesterday R told me that I was obliterated and that I began sobbing uncontrollably. Then, when he told me it was time to go home, I put up a fight (that's not unusual...unfortunately....lol). I vaguely remember crying and even thinking to myself, "I can't stop!" It was just pouring out of me. I am so embarassed, especially because R told me that FL's parents were pretty much looking at me like I was an alien or something. I don't remember saying goodbye to anyone. R said that at first I loved everyone...then I hated everyone...I didn't want to say bye to anyone, but he finally convinced me to.
I also vaguely remember FL looking at me in a concerned way when we were saying our goodbyes to everyone. What a freaking trainwreck. Thank goodness that was the last of the weddings, and I don't have to see FL or his family in awhile...if ever.
Yesterday my head hurt so bad, and some of the details from the night washed over me, but mostly I was blacked out. So, once again I chugged pinot grigio when I definitely should know better. Out of all wines, that is the one that really gets me gone. Ugh.
And this week I get to deal with PMS and more roller coaster emotions. Yay! Looks like I'll be sitting on my couch a lot watching romantic comedies.
Monday, June 07, 2010
Thursday, June 03, 2010
My Memorable Memorial Day Weekend
So the bf (R) and I went away this past weekend. We drove about 5 hours to visit our friends LS and C (who also happen to be his cousin and her husband). OMG - I had a freaking blast!
We arrived Friday night and had some wine and ate some appetizer type foods.
Then Saturday we got up early and got ready to go watch a sporting event. It was fun, we tailgated for awhile, I drank beers with a higher alcohol content than what I'm used to...so I ended up being pretty drunk out in 85 degree heat.
Afterwards, we were off to a BBQ party at their friends house. I made R drink an assload of water before we got there, because he was waaaasted and we had a ways to go before he could just pass out and be done.
But, somehow I started to feel sick. Well, not somehow I guess...it's because of the beer AND the heat. We parked about a block or so away and on the walk to the party, I told R I didn't feel good. All four of us stopped and they told me just to stick my fingers down my throat. I decided I'd better, because I wasn't going to feel better until I threw up...I knew that.
So, after a few minutes of gagging and almost spitting up, I finally spewed. They all laughed at me, it was pretty funny. Thankfully, I felt better and on our way we went.
When we got to the party the main mission was to get me some food in my belly. So I downed about 2 cheeseburgers (mmmm!!!) and tried to drink another beer. It just wasn't sitting right.
So, as I sat there pitying myself and being bored, LS comes over with 3 brownies. Special brownies! We split them between the both of us.
THEN...
I noticed this one guy JD that just showed up.
I'd seen him before on another visit out there -- and instantly I was just as infatuated with him as I had been the last time! I'd actually forgotten about him until BAM! there he was!
And then our friend C said to him, "Hey, next time you go to smoke, take H with you." JD looked at me and said, "Oh, perfect timing, we're going now." Nice. I just smiled and nodded. C decided he wanted to come, too. So it was me, JD, C, and some other guy. We all walked down the street and smoked a blunt. He lit it, and passed it to me second. How sweet, right?! lol.
Then, after we all passed it a few times, I told him I was good because I'd literally just eaten the brownies and in about 20 minutes I'd be a wreck. He said, "I know...I did the same thing!"
So we all walked back to the party --- C and the other guy were behind us talking about something very stupid...like boring stupid, not fun stupid. And I guess I was completely spacing because JD goes, "You alright over there dear?" I said, "Oh yeah! Just enjoying life, thanks!"
Then, everyone sat around for awhile. LS and I laughed a lot. R was waaaaasted, again...or still?
I heard JD say, "I can guarantee I am the highest person here." Wonder how many brownies he ate? Anyways, I saw him sitting off to the side by himself with his knees held into his chest and avoiding everyone. It was kind of funny...should've made conversation with him...but hell, I was in the same boat.
The next day, LS and C decided to have everyone over their house to hang out on their new deck. I was inside the house making up a plate of food when JD and another friend of theirs walked in. I didn't even know he was coming, I hadn't really thought about it...but I was excited!
(As usual, yes, I know I have R...but my mini-crushes break up the monotony-don't judge me!)
I said hi to them and JD said, "Hey! Good to see you again!" Indeed.
LS and I rounded almost everyone up for a game of flip cup. At first there were only 4 of us though, waiting for the rest to come around. R went inside to play some video game with another friend (he was extremely sunburnt from Saturday, so he didn't have much of a game face on at all on Sunday). But, that was okay, because now I was playing flip cup standing right across from JD!
We all laughed and joked until everyone else was finally ready to play. I totally kicked ass. I tried to tell them all I was good at the game, but no one really believed me. I'm sure JD wished we'd been on the same team...lol.
Afterwards, we all sat back down on the deck. One of the guys (yay!) packed up some green in a bowl and passed it all around.
Once that was done, I saw JD behind me. He reached over and grabbed the bowl while saying, "I'll pack one up" and after he does, he sets it down on the table.
R was sitting next to me and said, "He just filled that up for you guys...you see?" and points at it. "Yeah, but I'm not just gonna grab it first, I figured he would take the first hit." After a few minutes JD comes back over and grabs it. So there went another round.
Then, we were all chilling out and laughing, talking...he was sitting nearby. When I asked to use his lighter, he lit my cigarette for me (I know, whoa, right?! hahaha).
And when he left at the end of the night, he gave me a hug and kiss on the cheek. I don't have a clue why I am so into him. He's good looking and has a cool personality from what I can tell...but other than that, I know nothing about him! lol. Oh, and I know one of our friends that lives out there and is close with LS and C slept with JD's gf some time ago. I think maybe a few months or weeks ago...and I don't think that girl is JD's gf anymore. Yikes!
I DID try -- hard -- to find him on Facebook, but nope...not there. You know how that goes, you go on to your friends facebook page(s) and look at all of their friends to see if that special person is in there for you to friend request?! HA!
I even went as far as to try and find pictures of him in all of said friends' photo albums. *sigh*
Fun weekend, though!
We arrived Friday night and had some wine and ate some appetizer type foods.
Then Saturday we got up early and got ready to go watch a sporting event. It was fun, we tailgated for awhile, I drank beers with a higher alcohol content than what I'm used to...so I ended up being pretty drunk out in 85 degree heat.
Afterwards, we were off to a BBQ party at their friends house. I made R drink an assload of water before we got there, because he was waaaasted and we had a ways to go before he could just pass out and be done.
But, somehow I started to feel sick. Well, not somehow I guess...it's because of the beer AND the heat. We parked about a block or so away and on the walk to the party, I told R I didn't feel good. All four of us stopped and they told me just to stick my fingers down my throat. I decided I'd better, because I wasn't going to feel better until I threw up...I knew that.
So, after a few minutes of gagging and almost spitting up, I finally spewed. They all laughed at me, it was pretty funny. Thankfully, I felt better and on our way we went.
When we got to the party the main mission was to get me some food in my belly. So I downed about 2 cheeseburgers (mmmm!!!) and tried to drink another beer. It just wasn't sitting right.
So, as I sat there pitying myself and being bored, LS comes over with 3 brownies. Special brownies! We split them between the both of us.
THEN...
I noticed this one guy JD that just showed up.
I'd seen him before on another visit out there -- and instantly I was just as infatuated with him as I had been the last time! I'd actually forgotten about him until BAM! there he was!
And then our friend C said to him, "Hey, next time you go to smoke, take H with you." JD looked at me and said, "Oh, perfect timing, we're going now." Nice. I just smiled and nodded. C decided he wanted to come, too. So it was me, JD, C, and some other guy. We all walked down the street and smoked a blunt. He lit it, and passed it to me second. How sweet, right?! lol.
Then, after we all passed it a few times, I told him I was good because I'd literally just eaten the brownies and in about 20 minutes I'd be a wreck. He said, "I know...I did the same thing!"
So we all walked back to the party --- C and the other guy were behind us talking about something very stupid...like boring stupid, not fun stupid. And I guess I was completely spacing because JD goes, "You alright over there dear?" I said, "Oh yeah! Just enjoying life, thanks!"
Then, everyone sat around for awhile. LS and I laughed a lot. R was waaaaasted, again...or still?
I heard JD say, "I can guarantee I am the highest person here." Wonder how many brownies he ate? Anyways, I saw him sitting off to the side by himself with his knees held into his chest and avoiding everyone. It was kind of funny...should've made conversation with him...but hell, I was in the same boat.
The next day, LS and C decided to have everyone over their house to hang out on their new deck. I was inside the house making up a plate of food when JD and another friend of theirs walked in. I didn't even know he was coming, I hadn't really thought about it...but I was excited!
(As usual, yes, I know I have R...but my mini-crushes break up the monotony-don't judge me!)
I said hi to them and JD said, "Hey! Good to see you again!" Indeed.
LS and I rounded almost everyone up for a game of flip cup. At first there were only 4 of us though, waiting for the rest to come around. R went inside to play some video game with another friend (he was extremely sunburnt from Saturday, so he didn't have much of a game face on at all on Sunday). But, that was okay, because now I was playing flip cup standing right across from JD!
We all laughed and joked until everyone else was finally ready to play. I totally kicked ass. I tried to tell them all I was good at the game, but no one really believed me. I'm sure JD wished we'd been on the same team...lol.
Afterwards, we all sat back down on the deck. One of the guys (yay!) packed up some green in a bowl and passed it all around.
Once that was done, I saw JD behind me. He reached over and grabbed the bowl while saying, "I'll pack one up" and after he does, he sets it down on the table.
R was sitting next to me and said, "He just filled that up for you guys...you see?" and points at it. "Yeah, but I'm not just gonna grab it first, I figured he would take the first hit." After a few minutes JD comes back over and grabs it. So there went another round.
Then, we were all chilling out and laughing, talking...he was sitting nearby. When I asked to use his lighter, he lit my cigarette for me (I know, whoa, right?! hahaha).
And when he left at the end of the night, he gave me a hug and kiss on the cheek. I don't have a clue why I am so into him. He's good looking and has a cool personality from what I can tell...but other than that, I know nothing about him! lol. Oh, and I know one of our friends that lives out there and is close with LS and C slept with JD's gf some time ago. I think maybe a few months or weeks ago...and I don't think that girl is JD's gf anymore. Yikes!
I DID try -- hard -- to find him on Facebook, but nope...not there. You know how that goes, you go on to your friends facebook page(s) and look at all of their friends to see if that special person is in there for you to friend request?! HA!
I even went as far as to try and find pictures of him in all of said friends' photo albums. *sigh*
Fun weekend, though!
Thursday, May 06, 2010
Monday, May 03, 2010
Roses r Red Giveaway!!!
I found a super cute site today AND she is hosting a giveaway!Click the image to go check it out!!!
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Best Commercial!
I love this freakin' commercial, it cracks me up every time!!! They definitely picked the perfect person to do the acting. There's another one now with a woman wearing all white, but it's not as good.
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
Creepy to the Max!
I've come across some really creepy pictures and thought I'd share them!
I mean, WHAT is up with this kid eating pork n' beans?!?!
Oh, and this poor girl...having this in the family album that her creepy uncle probably looks at every Christmas...
Haaaaave fun and sweeeet dreams!
Friday, March 05, 2010
If Today Was Your Last Day, Could You Say Bye To Yesterday?
I've been meaning to post an entry for some time now, but...whatever. I'm sure I have tons to catch up on too, but the reason for my posting today is because I found some VERY old emails that I had saved in a file called "things worth saving." These emails are from guys that I loved or liked very intensely through my life. I wanted to share a couple with you! They really brought me back to my past...like this first one -- it's from TEN years ago! I sat here for a little while and thought back to my life TEN years ago. Wow, so much has changed. Isn't it funny how this stuff was the most important thing going on in your life at that time?
Anyways, the email you'll read is from a guy who is the first guy I had deep feelings for, he's not FL (first love), but we had a strong on and off connection for awhile. He's the first guy I really cried about and remember listening to those sappy cds while in seclusion in my bedroom. I remember a few months after we had stopped "talking/dating", we kept getting matched up for everything. Like our school had a prom show and we were matched up together. We both were voted "class clown"...etc. Can you imagine what goes through a 17 year olds mind when crazy ass coincidences like that happen?
Okay, here's an email from him:
"Hey,
I am sorry about a lot of things that I have done and I'm sorry for things that perhaps I shoulda said...either way...I quit my job today...so me seeing Sarah is probably going to end...but I don't know...I'm sorry that I have led you on...or I'm sorry that I didn't go through with it...I truly honestly don't know...I'm so confused right now, and I feel like you got caught in the middle of it...please forgive me."
I'll wait to share the others...there's only a few, but to put them all in one post would be tiresome.
Hope everyone is doing well!
Anyways, the email you'll read is from a guy who is the first guy I had deep feelings for, he's not FL (first love), but we had a strong on and off connection for awhile. He's the first guy I really cried about and remember listening to those sappy cds while in seclusion in my bedroom. I remember a few months after we had stopped "talking/dating", we kept getting matched up for everything. Like our school had a prom show and we were matched up together. We both were voted "class clown"...etc. Can you imagine what goes through a 17 year olds mind when crazy ass coincidences like that happen?
Okay, here's an email from him:
"Hey,
I am sorry about a lot of things that I have done and I'm sorry for things that perhaps I shoulda said...either way...I quit my job today...so me seeing Sarah is probably going to end...but I don't know...I'm sorry that I have led you on...or I'm sorry that I didn't go through with it...I truly honestly don't know...I'm so confused right now, and I feel like you got caught in the middle of it...please forgive me."
I'll wait to share the others...there's only a few, but to put them all in one post would be tiresome.
Hope everyone is doing well!
Tuesday, January 05, 2010
First Blog of the Year Update
Well hello there!!! I am finally taking a short period of time out to write something in this old darn blog! Which made me automatically think of something...the other day I was out with some friends and one of the girls was talking about her old job. I guess she had a blog on LiveJournal (whooaaaa...what? Someone else I know and am friends with in real life blogs???!!! (I kept my mouth shut...no one knows about this baby you're reading...BUT then again, no one would be surprised that I have a secret blog because I write!)) That's actually the whole point of the story. I was just shocked to hear her say she had a LiveJournal...she never went into any details about it except that she was a dummy and put some stuff in it about work and got in trouble. She must have missed Blogging 101.
Anyways...let's delve into what else has been going on. FL (first love) is now officially married. Blah. Over it. Moving along...I have his brother's wedding at the end of the month...must find a hot dress to wear.
R did wonderfully with my Christmas presents this year. I got a book that I wanted, 2 pairs of boots that I wanted, It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia Season 4 on DVD, Michael Kors 'Very Hollywood' perfume, AND a 160 GB iPod! Finally! Someplace to put ALL of my music! I'm so tired of looking at the stacks of cds (with out cases, mind you) that I have ALL over the place and don't even know what's on most of them.
Here's a funny little story. A couple weeks ago, it was a Monday...I was just about to get off work when my phone rang. It was one of my best guy buds P. I figured I'd call him back, I had to finish up a few things, but noted that it was odd for him to call at that time of day. So, when I called him he's like, "I NEEEEEEED your help." We both laughed and I'm like, "Okay...well hopefully I can help ya, what is it?"
"I'm down the street from my house, and I'm tripping. I thought I'd be cool, but I can't drive and we're stuck." I could hear a girl in the background laughing and another one of my guy friends that was in from outta town.
He asked if I could come and pick them up at his house, he didn't want to stay at home because he still lives with parentals. So, off I went straight from the office to go pick them up. They all thanked me profusely, it was hilarious! Good thing I didn't have anything important to do, because when we got back to my apartment, we all just hung out, and I had a few beers while they tripped. I'd met the girl before, but couldn't remember her name. Apparently, (we later found out) she was so wigged out she thought we were all talking and making fun of her! It hadn't even been an hour and she was on the phone giving her friend directions to come and pick her up. P was just like, "whatever," and we continued our hanging out by listening to music and eventually I decided it would be super fun to make sock puppets!
Anyways...let's delve into what else has been going on. FL (first love) is now officially married. Blah. Over it. Moving along...I have his brother's wedding at the end of the month...must find a hot dress to wear.
R did wonderfully with my Christmas presents this year. I got a book that I wanted, 2 pairs of boots that I wanted, It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia Season 4 on DVD, Michael Kors 'Very Hollywood' perfume, AND a 160 GB iPod! Finally! Someplace to put ALL of my music! I'm so tired of looking at the stacks of cds (with out cases, mind you) that I have ALL over the place and don't even know what's on most of them.
Here's a funny little story. A couple weeks ago, it was a Monday...I was just about to get off work when my phone rang. It was one of my best guy buds P. I figured I'd call him back, I had to finish up a few things, but noted that it was odd for him to call at that time of day. So, when I called him he's like, "I NEEEEEEED your help." We both laughed and I'm like, "Okay...well hopefully I can help ya, what is it?"
"I'm down the street from my house, and I'm tripping. I thought I'd be cool, but I can't drive and we're stuck." I could hear a girl in the background laughing and another one of my guy friends that was in from outta town.
He asked if I could come and pick them up at his house, he didn't want to stay at home because he still lives with parentals. So, off I went straight from the office to go pick them up. They all thanked me profusely, it was hilarious! Good thing I didn't have anything important to do, because when we got back to my apartment, we all just hung out, and I had a few beers while they tripped. I'd met the girl before, but couldn't remember her name. Apparently, (we later found out) she was so wigged out she thought we were all talking and making fun of her! It hadn't even been an hour and she was on the phone giving her friend directions to come and pick her up. P was just like, "whatever," and we continued our hanging out by listening to music and eventually I decided it would be super fun to make sock puppets!
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