I've been going over the entries I posted when I had this journal up until 2004. So many things I have posted and with time were basically forgotten; which makes me realize why I started my livejournal in the first place. The good and the bad were all brought back into my mind and I couldn't help but to contemplate if most of my boyfriends (currently ex's) were even really worth my time at all. I guess you could say they were put there by some higher (or lower) power to teach my the moral lessons of love. I'm still trying to figure out which lessons I missed... lol.
The good memories were ones that I believe I will truly cherish for all eternity (well at least the time I'm on this planet). Even till this day, I seem to run into the same types of guys. Is it because I haven't learned the lessons of love; or is it because this is what I'm destined to attract?
I've written so much of my life only to just throw it away and take it into the mind that doesn't remember last month. Such a waste of effort and time. I wanted to be able to remember these things for all eternity, not just a few years. I honestly don't know why I keep making this same mistake when it comes to choosing a partner... I guess only time will tell.
I'm sure you've all heard enough rambling... until next time... oodles of toodles.
I'm actually on the way to bed... so I'm just going to make a little toast to welcome myself back (and do the last shot of the night naturally):
Sex, drugs, rock 'n roll! Speed, weed, birth control... Drink tequila, have a shot! Fuck a guy you think is hot... Fuck the panties, buy a thong! Party hard, and all night long... Life's a bitch and then you die! Fuck the world, lets all get high!
i would like to let everyone formally know that i am dropping my journal... one too many people have tried to start gossip about what's been placed in here... so oh well... i should've known who were and weren't my true friends.
As of June 30th... this account will be dropped and no others will be created.
For those of you that would like to stay in touch ... let me know and I'll get you my address and phone number... whatever you need or want to keep in touch with me.
As for the rest of you... I wish you well in your journies... both good and bad.
Things went better than expected while in Columbia. I didn't get the IT position i was interviewed for (and it turns out they lied and said it was IT when it was Sales). None-the-less I was a good sport and was told they'd call me... knew they wouldn't... and they didn't. On a lighter note, however, I have a job starting Monday for that week paying nicely to upgrade Bellsouth computers in the area. Sounds like something right up my alley and it should be easy for me as well.
On the friends side... things are at their all-time weird. Things have been placed into my lap that I really have not asked for but what can I say... I should have come to expect these things by now. Why I have yet to learn is a whole 'nother question though. I'm heading back up there Friday night or Saturday afternoon (more than likely friday night). So wish me luck... now onto some fun.
broken_prince so i just had to post it...