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I often wonder how. 
How do most people move so fast through life?

 
     I've never been sure if I just have my own thing going on in life, or if there's something "wrong" with me. But I feel like I go through life at a snail's pace compared to everyone else. After high school (homeschool!), I worked for a number of years. College was always in the plans, but it could wait. I woke up and I was 26. Time goes by so fast (yet also so slow). It took me 3 years to get my associate's. How in the HELL some people take 5 classes a semester, I will NEVER in my wildest dreams fathom how that is accomplished and maybe I don't want to know. I'd call those people NUTS. Now that I'm at my 4-year university, I'm taking a full-time load (without a job, without kids) and it's straight up exhausting. I've decided to transfer to a new school....that's gonna add another year. So 3 years for a bachelor's. 6 years to get a degree altogether. I'll be a fresh college graduate at 32 almost 33! I've been in a relationship for almost 8 years now - affianced, but not yet married. We've been planning to get a dog for like 6 years now and I'm sure it will happen...eventually. 

 
     I guess I just don't feel such a rush like everyone else does. I admit that not having kids and not having pets, being pretty "free" of that type of responsibility I'm sure plays a big part. I've never been rich or privileged how most people see these words, but maybe a privilege in life is having family, friends, and partners encourage you to do life in your own time and do what makes you happy, even if that means you are financially poor, or don't have a career that's well respected. I never had those types of pressures. I consider life to be a series of fun adventures waiting ahead of me. Why rush through it? I'm here to enjoy my one and only ride. 
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 I've been holding out on watching the Selena series on Netflix. I felt the idea was strange. We already have the movie, and Jennifer Lopez did such a good job as Selena. I didn't see the point, not to mention that I didn't like the idea of Christian Serratos as Selena (no offense to Christian). But I've finally relented. I was wanting to watch a new show and this was the only thing I could think of. 

The actual show is okay so far. There's not too much extra information we are getting from this series that we didn't already get from the movie. In fact, in some aspects we're getting even less context. I'm only about 3 or 4 episodes in and I will say I like that we are getting the band dynamic more. I think we're also getting Abraham in a more sympathetic light. I know the family has expressed concerns that the movie portrayed Abraham as some sort of fierce tyrant and that was not their intention with the film. So I think they are using this opportunity to give more context to Abraham's words and actions. I appreciate that. 

I still just can't stand Christian as Selena (and to be fair, this is NOT Christian's fault at all, no personal shade on her). Selena was only 23 when she died. That is SO YOUNG. Christian is in her early 30s and she's playing Selena even in her teenage years. I'm sorry but I can clearly tell Christian is in her 30s. It's ridiculous to put an adult woman in a wig and 80s clothes and be like "This is a 15-year-old!" I don't understand why the director and casting director didn't cast a teenage version of Selena. Was it too expensive? I just don't get it.

Also it's really, really hard for any actress to play Selena. I think Jennifer Lopez did such a great job because her natural mannerisms and personality was close to Selena's in many ways. Selena was naturally so optimistic, goofy, bubbly, and happy. It's hard enough to have that personality and come off as genuine (which Selena did). It's even harder to be an actress portraying that type of personality and have the acting come off as genuine. Christian hasn't been able to pull that off - and I really hesitate to say that because again, I don't want to disparage Christian as an actress! It's just a really tough role and I honestly don't think any actress has the chops to pull off such a role right now. And I will go into a bit how Christian just does not look like Selena AT ALL. JLO has some differences to Selena too, but at least there were plenty of similarities where I could get immersed in the movie and believe just for the moment that, "Yeah, this is Selena and her family, and I'm watching this story unfold." I cannot get immersed in this story because I have to constantly remind myself, "Oh yeah, this lady is supposed to be Selena." Her voice, her face, her body, her skin color, her smile, her laugh are NOTHING like Selena's.

It really makes me wonder what happens during these audition processes. Was there really no one else who auditioned who looked closer to Selena? Did they even go out of their way to try to find a talented American actress of Mexican ethnicity who looked more like Selena to play this iconic singer? Or did they hold a general casting call, casted whoever best fit in that one go-around, and call it a day? Did they even try at all? 

Well, maybe things will get better as I go through the series. 
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Fiona Phillips is a renowned and highly respected genealogist....at least, that's what I tell myself in my head!

I've been thinking a lot lately about where some of my favorite Disney channel characters would be nowadays as adults. I remember the vague story for the now-failed Lizzie McGuire reboot that Lizzie was "navigating a career in New York." That sounded very not right or fitting to me. I guess the positive side of that failed show is that whatever I think Lizzie is doing now, is what can be my truth! And that's kind of fun. 

So for "Fi" from the show So Weird (one of my favorites ever!) I was like...what would this woman even be doing? I absolutely did not want to think of her as some type of gimmicky stereotype, like "oh yeah, Fi is a ghost hunter now" or "obviously she works as a paranormal psychic." That would be way too on the nose and no fun. Part of the fun of the show (for me) was that her and her family were just trying to live their lives and the paranormal was just attracted to FI (and/or vice versa). Fi definitely always wanted to lean more into it and it will always have that connection with her father for her. 

I settled on Fiona being a genealogist. I feel like she would have gone to University where she studied History. While there, she attended a study abroad semester in Ireland where History students could participate in a "genealogical research" program. It was here that she found her true calling. Not only is this a real job that helps so many people (emotionally and many times physically too), but it requires in-depth research of history and family lines. Genealogists sometimes have to travel to the familial grounds (old houses, cemeteries, historical courthouses) they are researching for raw documentation, data, or even just to documents themselves (taking pictures, etc.) While taking on clients, Fi travels the country (occasionally the globe!) and every new genealogical assignment is a big adventure. The work lends itself to constantly running into ghosts, mystic creatures, etc. Of course Fi is great at her job, especially because she's borderline fearless. She empathizes greatly with both her clients and the paranormal entities she comes across. She is a great solver of family mysteries and a fantastic historical documentarian. 

Anyways, that's how I envision the life of one of my favorite Disney channel characters! 

What do you think Fiona Phillips would be doing today? I'd love to hear if you have a different idea! This is such a fun activity. 

*waves*

Oct. 6th, 2021 02:57 am
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I think I'm just old...

That's why I'm here.

I've stopped "getting" social media. I want a space where I can type jibberish, and find other cool people who are rambling and ranting about the most random crap in the world. That's what I want in a social media site.

So I'm here to talk about random stuff, and maybe make some friends along the way.

I'm Mia.
I'm a chicana millennial who is in college as a full-time student (I'm considered a "mature student" since I'm in my 30s, wooo!) and planning a wedding. I'm a former scene kid and homeschooler. I like video games, hiking, trashy reality tv, fashion, and desserts (eating them, not baking them). Obsessed with lists & organization. Childfree. Fibromyalgia sufferer. Admirer of Epicurus. Atheist, nature = spirituality.

If you think we could be friends*, don't be afraid to comment on my posts!

~Mia

*online friends. I don't need IRL friends. Ain't nobody got time fo dat. lol

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