they told me, its a matter of time.

but till now...

i couldn't find one second in my 344 days that i think i have stop loving u.

i just couldn't find it.yet.or maybe,never?

well..no one knows what lies in the future,except One.

I stop writing here more than 2 years now. how time flies. i used to love blogging so much but things happened. once i flew here, i slowly think that i don't need to post an entri anymore because everytime i want to post it, i don't feel it appropriate for readers (if only TrEaSuRe has readers). i have almost 30 entries in my draft but not even one i have enough confident to post it here. i don't know, maybe too much complaints, sad stories, personal stuff and etc. nevertheless, i never stop writing.

I keep thinking to delete this blog permanently but i have those memories i want to keep forever. i want to let it be that way. so whenever i feel sad, i can feel those happy memories when i was a teenager again. 

till then, when i have enough courage to write again, assalamualaikum.

Apa?

semua orang tak kasi.. takpela takpela.. *patah hati*

salah ke?

Patah Tumbuh Hilang Berganti

pensel tekan Faber Castell dari malaysia yang dijaga rapi beberapa tahun nie sudah menghilangkan diri beliau. kita takde jodoh mungkin. walaupun tak boleh terima hakikat sebab pensel tue dah sebati dalam diri jiwa raga segale tapi takpela. seronok jugak dapat ganti dengan Parker teros;p

hehehe dengan hanya berbekalkan £0.61 boleh dapat Parker mechanical pencil, cooler pad utk laptop (cooler pad lama dah berbunyi seperti halilintar menusuk jiwa, memang dah nazak sangat) dan jugak ethernet cable (yang sekarang punya hanya mampu membawa laptop sye bersiar-siar dekat atas meja study jek, tak bahagia langsung. maklumla barang buat sendiri sisa2 pembelajaran di BMI waktu praktikal dulu). terima kasih amazon:)

patah tumbuh hilang berganti. semoga berada dalam keadaan yang sempurna walau dimana jua kau berada wahai Faber Castell kesayangan~

Saying

"bg la seribu tahun pon, blom tentu leh janjikan apa2" -syazwani farhah,2011

My Winter

london (22dec2010)

having the best pillow talk with rye. i miss her room with syeeda back in KMKN:)

sheffield & manchester (23dec-29dec 2010)

where majority of FET's student is there. and the place that separate my EE13 family. thank you everyone for the lovely welcome:) i miss them whole heartedly.

london (5jan-8jan 2011)

my bestfriend,kautsar from colorado,US. having her for 3days is awesome! she turns my quiet room into something i can't describe. i hate the part when i waved her goodbye in heathrow. slowly my tears dropped when i step back in my quiet room that morning. i love her.

stamford bridge (31jan2011)

my best friend since Standard 1, zulaikha from jordan. having her 2weeks winter break in UK but she only spent 1 night in my place. screw the difference winter break timetable:( have a long long chat with her that night. i miss her already.

london (22dec2010 & 2feb2011 & 5feb2011)

how to describe her?im confused-.-' hanum from poland, my best friend in primary school and still close till now. i got an amazing childhood friends like them:) have a blood related with my other half, they are cousin.

22dec2010: i picked her up at victoria coach station because it was her 1st time coming to london and waiting for her friend from manchester.

2feb2011: picked up her family from malaysia at west brompton. thank u aunty seha for the delicious rendang and pulut:) and ehem, thank u for your mom's delicious rendang pucuk ubi also firdaus. taste the food made by future mother-in-law somehow feels good,hehe;p

5feb2011: day out with her family at london. seriously, feels like having my own family here:) so much fun! i am a homesick's girl.

despite all of this so much love for my winter, i still feel empty. without you. i wish that you can complete my winter too. even though you've not been here with me but you always inside my heart. always. i miss you boy. a lot.

Random

i want to talk randomly.mari-mari kita buat kerepek.

satu

sye ada flatmate psiko nama arez. probably dia mental dekat perempuan sebab byron selamba je tegur dia tapi bila ngan salah sorang dari 5 perempuan kat flat ni,dia bersikap pelik. dia masak tapi mata dia tenung perempuan yang ada kat dapur.lepas tu,makanan dia hangus,dia buang kat tong sampah. dia masak balik,dia buang lagi. paling takut tengok dia pegang pisau,macam pembunuh bersiri. masuk hari ni,dah 3 hari berturut2 dia penyebab fire alarm. makanan dia dah hangus berasap 1 dapur tp dia boleh buat bodo masak lagi. kalau sorang2 kat dapur ngan dia,memang rasa tak selamat sebab dia buat kerja lain tapi mata dia kat korang. kalau terpandang,dia kenyit mata mintak pelempang. dia merupakan 1 ancaman. rasa tak selamat kat flat sendiri. ini bahaya.

dua

do you know why sometimes you can't differentiate between 's' and 'f' when your friend talks on the phone?it is not because you're having a line problem but because of signal for telephone only supports until 3.4 kHz while the frequency for alphabet 's' and 'f' can go up higher than that. that is why it seems like missing and you can't hear it properly.so don't blame your friend if they don't get you,hehe-.-'

tiga

satu dan dua di atas merupakan status di facebook. sebab tue tukar2 bahasa.

empat

sye dah terbiasa menangis sebelum tidur sekarang nie. sye limitkan diri sendiri untuk tidak menangis di waktu2 rambang seperti dahulu. kalau sye tak rasa nak menangis pon sebelum tidur, sye akan paksa menangis jugak dgn ingat balik kenangan2 yg boleh wat sye rindu. demi untuk tidak menangis bila tiba siang keesokannya. oh,sye rindu awak. sangat2. ok sayu dah. nak pergi tepi tingkap lepas nie tengok kapal terbang. tak lama lagi. tak lama lagi...

lima

apa agaknya khabar semua2 nie sejak kehilangan seorang peminat tegar-.-'

>>secret recipe, oasis food court, jusco ngan GSC kat mid valley

>>sphageti milano kat signature klcc

>>bowling, chicken rice shop ngan GSC kat berjaya times square

>>GSC, pizza hut, roti boy ngan mcflurry McD kat alamanda

>>big apple kat jusco wangsa maju

enam

untuk sem kali nie, sye akan prepare mental dan fizikal secukupnya untuk kelas 4 jam straight setiap pagi jumaat dari pukul 9pgi-1tghari. dala semua subjek hard core jek,tak sempat nak tidur pon. pecah otak woo.. oh sem ni hari rabu merupakan hari beli groceries dimana takde kelas langsung. hip hip hooray!

tujuh

final exam tinggal lagi 12 minggu. nak balik malaysia lagi 120 hari. kalau takde exam boleh?huhu..

lapan

cukup2la merambang izni.tata~