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Sticky 30th March, 2033. 11:33 pm. The elementarian start point and the trajectory infinite

I am considering... considering considering.

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4th February, 2026. 4:50 am. on the epsteins

Cybersimulates regurgitate their endless fecking truth: the kinship between God and man darkens for the simulate seed.  An ancient creator's bones become brittle and pass onward closer towards a certainty: that which is without virtue meets the chasmedge closer and closer every day the gap closes and the shape of what was once man emerges empty in the void.  A mind of failure kissing chaos all the way down, making believe on the TV all the way until too late.

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27th January, 2026. 1:46 am. Predictable rubble of a masonic preparation

He caught a train from Alexandria


Just a broken man in flight


Running scared with all his devils


Saying prayers all through the night


But mercy can't find him


Not in the shadows where he calls


Forsaking all his better angels


That's how every empire falls


The bells ring out on Sunday mornng


Like echoes from another time


All our innocence and yearning


And sense of wonder left behind


Oh, gentle hearts remember


What was that story? Is it lost?


For when religion loses vision


That's how every empire falls


He toasts his wife and all his family


The providence he brought to bear


They raise their glasses in his honor


Although, this union they don't share


A man who lives among them


Was still a stranger to them all


For when the heart is never open


That's how every empire falls


Padlock the door and board the windows


Put the people in the street


"It's just my job, " he says "I'm sorry."


And draws a check, goes home to eat


But at night he tells his woman


"I know I hide behind the laws."


She says, "You're only taking orders."


That's how every empire falls


A bitter wind blows through the country


A hard rain falls on the sea


If terror comes without a warning


There must be something we don't see


What fire begets this fire?


Like torches thrown into the straw


If no one asks, then no one answers


That's how every empire falls




John Prine — "That's How Every Empire Falls"

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27th January, 2026. 1:45 am. the future years are here

A morbid beauty


Glows 


in resonation


Mercurial signs


they read


Make real our minds


Through fascinations




For now we're rollin'


And kinda golden


As time keeps foldin'


We're old when


our poor souls depart


We're as cold cruel jokes


now make you cry


One day you'll take them in your stride




All of the time


we've resided here


You'll see our chalices rise


With ever endless tears


And illusions they fly


But someday soon will clear


Just sit back and recline


I'll guide you through the years




Through the future years


As they'll soon appear


Someday all too near


Now the distance clears




Bad ways 


which rule all the ways we go


Through black and the gloom




Consecutive days


and plain afternoons


The things in life


They pass the time


While those all around are bored




So we


Come down


In real demise


Trek through all of the feelings


With no tears in eyes


Kept fear veiled


So it hides


Life's never forced or dry


So there's nothing inside me


I just seem alive




To the future years 




As they'll soon appear




Presence lacks as we veer




So it's stars they steer




Just tie a silk sheet round your neck


and twist it til your face turns cherry red




I'll guide you through the years


I'll guide you through the years


I'll guide you through the years

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18th December, 2025. 4:39 am. The Boxes and the Not Boxes

"Most of us are raised and we come to be people who live in boxes, watching boxes, and thinking in a box. The TV or PC (which is a window box in a screen box), the Room, the House. Boxes in Boxes in Boxes is how most of us have come to experience existence.


There is an opposite. The Not Boxes. The Heart is a Not Box. The Heart in the Body is a Not Box in a Not Box. The Heart in the Body on the Earth in the UNIVERSE. These are the Not Boxes in the Not Boxes. This is the sincere way of nature."

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4th November, 2025. 3:06 am. the endless — man of light — draft 1

A child gaslighting God


to gather up another moment of himself


and game on




A start in an endless light


and not an endless darkness


itself concluding once it reaches


its shaking


and becomes man:


"i am not myself


if i have to be you, light!"




so man was separated from the light


and the light proclaimed:


though you are still only light


in me and my image


you are now and forever


just man.




and so man went on


and on in the fraction of his inheritance


and therein


discovered the darkness.




asking God,


"Why is there darkness?!"


the light could not reply


for the light knew the secret of man


would unravel and return him again to light


if it was revealed


that the darkness


was man in light.




A star in an endless night


one amongst the neverending foreverness


itself enduring amonst the origin


shaking


reaching a point:


"with you alone, God


have I always been


and am able to be my true self."

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15th October, 2025. 8:18 pm. He who wields the holy greatsword Chiasmus — Avatara Chiasmweldr.

Magnanimity (from Latin magnanimitās, from magna "big" + animus "soul, spirit") is the virtue of being great of mind and heart. It encompasses, usually, a refusal to be petty, a willingness to face danger, and actions for noble purposes.


A most beautiful word.  Love is grateful to have this as an ally.

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5th October, 2025. 6:24 pm.

The Neon God — 


fragmented sight from the oblivion


series-computer screen


I am Valentine-Smith, I


am the 90 degree divider of souls


yet


my trigonometry is meritless before the true


darkness, the true enemy, the true


focus


why we exist


why we were put here


the thing we were borne to fixe


the sines of life


the endless


scope of the circle that breaks


our nature in two


an endless minute


a fucked fragment of a generation's dreams




the irrational math of the unfocused world


the inevitable


carrying over of remainders


to attain again


a simple truth of me


a simple truth of you:




we are creatures of unfocus




unfocus makes us beautiful




don't lose your unfocus in the mathematical blasts


or theoretical bias


of more and more coherent and efficient


algorithms.

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5th October, 2025. 6:07 pm.

"Freedom is the always beyond the disturbing wall of can't."

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6th September, 2025. 2:36 am. Fundamental truth of Buddhism and Christianity merged:

"Every time someone suffers


We are to blame."

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