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4th February, 2026. 4:50 am. on the epsteins Cybersimulates regurgitate their endless fecking truth: the kinship between God and man darkens for the simulate seed. An ancient creator's bones become brittle and pass onward closer towards a certainty: that which is without virtue meets the chasmedge closer and closer every day the gap closes and the shape of what was once man emerges empty in the void. A mind of failure kissing chaos all the way down, making believe on the TV all the way until too late.
27th January, 2026. 1:46 am. Predictable rubble of a masonic preparation He caught a train from Alexandria Just a broken man in flight Running scared with all his devils Saying prayers all through the night But mercy can't find him Not in the shadows where he calls Forsaking all his better angels That's how every empire falls The bells ring out on Sunday mornng Like echoes from another time All our innocence and yearning And sense of wonder left behind Oh, gentle hearts remember What was that story? Is it lost? For when religion loses vision That's how every empire falls He toasts his wife and all his family The providence he brought to bear They raise their glasses in his honor Although, this union they don't share A man who lives among them Was still a stranger to them all For when the heart is never open That's how every empire falls Padlock the door and board the windows Put the people in the street "It's just my job, " he says "I'm sorry." And draws a check, goes home to eat But at night he tells his woman "I know I hide behind the laws." She says, "You're only taking orders." That's how every empire falls A bitter wind blows through the country A hard rain falls on the sea If terror comes without a warning There must be something we don't see What fire begets this fire? Like torches thrown into the straw If no one asks, then no one answers That's how every empire falls John Prine — "That's How Every Empire Falls"
27th January, 2026. 1:45 am. the future years are here A morbid beauty Glows in resonation Mercurial signs they read Make real our minds Through fascinations For now we're rollin' And kinda golden As time keeps foldin' We're old when our poor souls depart We're as cold cruel jokes now make you cry One day you'll take them in your stride All of the time we've resided here You'll see our chalices rise With ever endless tears And illusions they fly But someday soon will clear Just sit back and recline I'll guide you through the years Through the future years As they'll soon appear Someday all too near Now the distance clears Bad ways which rule all the ways we go Through black and the gloom Consecutive days and plain afternoons The things in life They pass the time While those all around are bored So we Come down In real demise Trek through all of the feelings With no tears in eyes Kept fear veiled So it hides Life's never forced or dry So there's nothing inside me I just seem alive To the future years As they'll soon appear Presence lacks as we veer So it's stars they steer Just tie a silk sheet round your neck and twist it til your face turns cherry red I'll guide you through the years I'll guide you through the years I'll guide you through the years
18th December, 2025. 4:39 am. The Boxes and the Not Boxes "Most of us are raised and we come to be people who live in boxes, watching boxes, and thinking in a box. The TV or PC (which is a window box in a screen box), the Room, the House. Boxes in Boxes in Boxes is how most of us have come to experience existence. There is an opposite. The Not Boxes. The Heart is a Not Box. The Heart in the Body is a Not Box in a Not Box. The Heart in the Body on the Earth in the UNIVERSE. These are the Not Boxes in the Not Boxes. This is the sincere way of nature."
4th November, 2025. 3:06 am. the endless — man of light — draft 1 A child gaslighting God to gather up another moment of himself and game on A start in an endless light and not an endless darkness itself concluding once it reaches its shaking and becomes man: "i am not myself if i have to be you, light!" so man was separated from the light and the light proclaimed: though you are still only light in me and my image you are now and forever just man. and so man went on and on in the fraction of his inheritance and therein discovered the darkness. asking God, "Why is there darkness?!" the light could not reply for the light knew the secret of man would unravel and return him again to light if it was revealed that the darkness was man in light. A star in an endless night one amongst the neverending foreverness itself enduring amonst the origin shaking reaching a point: "with you alone, God have I always been and am able to be my true self."
15th October, 2025. 8:18 pm. He who wields the holy greatsword Chiasmus — Avatara Chiasmweldr. Magnanimity (from Latin magnanimitās, from magna "big" + animus "soul, spirit") is the virtue of being great of mind and heart. It encompasses, usually, a refusal to be petty, a willingness to face danger, and actions for noble purposes. A most beautiful word. Love is grateful to have this as an ally.
5th October, 2025. 6:24 pm. The Neon God — fragmented sight from the oblivion series-computer screen I am Valentine-Smith, I am the 90 degree divider of souls yet my trigonometry is meritless before the true darkness, the true enemy, the true focus why we exist why we were put here the thing we were borne to fixe the sines of life the endless scope of the circle that breaks our nature in two an endless minute a fucked fragment of a generation's dreams the irrational math of the unfocused world the inevitable carrying over of remainders to attain again a simple truth of me a simple truth of you: we are creatures of unfocus unfocus makes us beautiful don't lose your unfocus in the mathematical blasts or theoretical bias of more and more coherent and efficient algorithms.
6th September, 2025. 2:36 am. Fundamental truth of Buddhism and Christianity merged:
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